Kate's POV

I decided to wake up a little early so i can make breakfast for Cry..

I slowly and carefully stood up from the bed and went to the kitchen..

I started making pancakes and the smell of them filled the room...

I was on the last pancakes when i felt arms around my waist..

Cry/Ryan:good morning babe..

He said with his sleepy voice

I put the last pancakes on the plate and turned around to face him..

Me:good morningg!!

I said with full of happiness..i placed a kiss on his lips and he smiled

Cry/Ryan:pancakes?

Me:yep!!sirup?

Cry/Ryan:you know how i want my pancakes!!

I giggled and we sat to eat our breakfast..

When he finished,he went to his room to record a game,.

I sat on the sofa and took my phone to see how Marzia,Minx and all the girls are doing..

While we were chating,my stomach started hurting and i quickly went to the bathroom and throw up..shit not again!!

Its the third time its happening this week..

I have told to Mary the second time when i threw up and she told me if it is happen again to go to the her doctor..

I didnt know..i felt..strange...wait what if...no no no!!!it cant be this.,but for sure...

I have bought three pregnant tests..just in case!!

I closed the bathroom door and did the tests..

When i finished,i saw the results...oh no...2 positives and 1 negative..i have to go Mary's doctor..she told me she is really good,.

I threw the tests on the bin and went to the bedroom to get ready..

Cry was editing the video and he asked

Cry/Ryan:where are you going?

Me:visit my cousin..

I hate lying!!especially to him..

Cry/Ryan:okay..my niece maybe will come again!!

Me:great!!

I said and kissed him

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I was waiting outside her office,..what if i am?!how am i suppose to tell that to Ryan?!

Doctor:Kate?

She said and pulled me out of my thoughts

Me:y-yes?

Doctor:come in!

I stood up and walked to her office..she closed the door and i sat one of the chairs it had in front of her desk..

Doctor:so,you are Mary's cousin,right?

Me:yes..

Doctor:you are lucky that i dont have many people waiting outside..because you didnt close an appointment..

Me:i know..i am sorry it just is kinda emergency..

Doctor:okay,tell me..

I took a big breath and said

Me:this week i was feeling really dizzy and ate a little bit more and in these days i threw up and...

Doctor:did you do pregnant test?

Me:yes,three.. 2 positives and 1 negative..

Doctor:okay come with me in the next room and see..

We went to the other room and did a test..when we finished,i waited for the results..

Doctor:well..

She said and looked at me

Me:what is it?

She gave me a big smile

Doctor:Congratulations!!you are going to be a mom!!

I wided my eyes..oh my God...mom...child.....shit..

Doctor:are you okay?you look..pale..and socked.

Me:did you know how many days..?

Doctor:of course you are...

She looked at the papers

Doctor:..one week and a half,.you are nearly two weeks!!

Shit,it was this time when he didnt use protection..

Doctor:okay just wait a few minutes to copy the results so i can give them to you..

Me:o-okay..

Ohh fuck!!i am not ready,i am not ready!!shit how am i going to tell him?!he isnt ready either...he will get angry?

Doctor:here you are!!

She said and handed me an envelope..

Me:thank you..

Doctor:it was nothing,just come every week to see your condition!!

I nodded and left.

I was slowly walking down the street and thinking,.its very early for me and him become parents..ohh shit what am i going to do?!

I walked in the park and sat on one of the benches..wait is that the park,.?!ohh fuck it is!!when Marzia and Minx found me crying..days,months, have past so fast,.but i still remember my first day here..

I sighed and stood up..i have to tell him..he have to know..

I was walking to our house and started thinking how am i going to tell him..but i saw on the front door Allie,her husband and their daughter..

Niece:auntie Kate!!

She said running towards me..she hugged me and i hugged back..

Me:hey Allie..is everything okay with..

I said and she understood that i was talking about her husband..

Allie:yes,is okay we talked yesterday without fighting and...we are okay!!

Her husband:also..i am sorry for yesterday..i didnt mean to push you on the wall..

Allie:you did what?!

He probably didnt tell her that..

Me:i-its okay..

He gave me a smile and then the door opened

Cry/Ryan:sorry sis,i was taking a shower..

Me:did you sing again?

Cry/Ryan:n-no!!

Allie:you are a terrible liar!!

Cry/Ryan:i know..come in!!

We walked in and Allie spoke

Allie:Ryan,can me and *her husband name* talk to you for a sec?

Cry/Ryan:sure sis..

Me and his niece went to the kitchen and started drawing but i listened their conversation..

Her husband:look..about yesterday..i am sorry for being such a dick..i was drunk,i didnt know what i was doing...i love Allie and *her name* more than anything..i would never say these things..

Cry sighed and said

Cry/Ryan:well..i am sorry for hitting you on your balls!!

Her husband:no,no dont apologise for this..i deserved it..

Allie:you know,little brother..you are gonna be an awesome husband and father..Kate is lucky!!

Cry/Ryan:*giggles* hah,we are not ready yet...also,i am not sure if i am ready to be a father!!

My heart stopped..i knew it..i stood up and went to the bedroom..i closed the door behind me and sat on his chair..what i was thinking?!of course he is not ready yet!!i am not ready too but...ohh fuck!!

I opened his computer..and i wore his headphones to listen his video...the Hey Kid...the video he did for his niece before she born..this video always make me cry...but smile too cause he is an awesome uncle..

Cry/Ryan:(on the video)I am gonna see you in 12 hours and you gonna see this video in..10 years..

I felt a tear rolling down my cheek..

Me:he is going to be an awesome father...

I said and touched my stomach..

Me:..but..he is not ready..*big sigh*what am i going to do?

I put my hands on my face..thoughts travelling in my mind..good and bad thoughts...

I felt someone took the headphones from my head..

Cry/Ryan:Kate,babe,what happen?

I felt my heart beating very fast..i have to tell him..

I stood up and faced him..i looked at his blue eyes..

Me:R-Ryan..i have to..tell you something..

He put his hand on my left cheek and gentle caressed it..

Cry/Ryan:you can tell me everything...

I took a big breath and spoke

Me:I know that you are not ready..i am not ready too..but...its just happen...i am sorry..

Cry/Ryan:what do you mean?

Me:Ryan..I am pregnant..

He wided his eyes and his mouth open a bit..i looked down to my feet...

Cry/Ryan:y-you a-are..

He stuttered

Me:yes..

I looked back to him and a big smile appeared on his face..

Cry/Ryan:hah..i am going to be..,a dad!!hah..

He pulled me into a hug and twirled me around..

Me:you didnt get angry..

He put me down and said

Cry/Ryan:why should i get angry?!i am going to be a dad!!

He got down to my stomach and started leaving small kisses..

Me:but you said that you are not ready..

He stood up and kissed me..when we pulled back,he said

Cry/Ryan:i just thought that i am not ready..but..maybe i am ready!!and the most amazing is that you are the mother cause i know..

He got closer to my ear and whispered

Cry/Ryan:..you are ready too!!

I smiled and hugged him tightly

Cry/Ryan:i think my sister will love these news!!

I giggled and walked out of the room..Allie was still there so we both took a big breath to tell her the news

Cry/Ryan:sis,are you thinking lately to be an aunt?

She wided her eyes and said

Allie:she is...

Cry/Ryan:yep!!i am going to be a dad!!

She stood up and pulled both of us into a hug..her smile was so big

Allie:i am so happy for you!!how many days you are?

Me:i am nearly two weeks!

Allie:this is awesome!!!

Niece:daddy,why mommy is so happy?

Her husband:uncle Ryan will be daddy!!

She run to us and said

Niece:you will be like mommy and daddy!!

We both pulled her into a tight hug..

Cry/Ryan:we have livestream tonight..do you want to share this with the others?

Me:if you dont have problem!!

He pecked my nose and kissed me.

~~At the livestream~~

At the livestream except from the Late Night Crew and it was also Felix with Marzia,and Ken with Mary and of course Minx and Krism..We were playing games and it was time for a small break..

Cry/Ryan:okay guys me and Kate have something to tell you..

B-Star:you are going to break up?

Red:shut up!!!

Minx:dont you dare to break up with her!

B-Star:geez,i am just kidding!!

Cry/Ryan:no!!of course not!!see today Kate told me a very special news and i get really happy!!

Everyone waited for an answer and then he told them

Cry/Ryan:Kate is pregnant!!

Minx:oh my God,oh my God,oh my God!!

Krism:awww!!

Pewds/Felix:you are gonna have sup guy babies!!

Everyone laughed

Marzia:Congrats,lovebirds!!

Cry/Ryan:and,we have also another news!!

I looked at him confused

Me:no..we dont..

Cry/Ryan:yes we have!!but i'd rather sing it than tell it!!

There was a silence and he started singing:

Cry: Hello Youtube.
Well.
I am going to sing to you a ♥ sooooong.
Okaaay.
So.

♥!
It is so far away.
oh WHAT!
can I say?
about ♥?
OooOoOh ♥!
It's got four letters.
Two of them are vowels!
Two of them are really freakin' weird!
Because ♥!
It starts with an L.
& ends with an E.
And it has O and a V in the middle!
OH Oh oh
girl I ♥ yooooou
It is so true because you know girl.
You make me smile.
Oh Ooh ♥!
It's the greatest thing.

Then he bent to one knee and held my hand,.wait did he..?!

It's like a diamond ring.
On your finger when I propose t' yooou with a box of chocolates!

He pulled out of his pocket a small box and...holy shit,,.

GIRL!
You're really great.
You're so prettay.
IDK what I can do without ch'yoooooou.
♥
I ♥ it too.
How can you ♥ ♥?
Because ♥ is ♥!
Oh conundrum.
WHAT?
Auh!
I don't know what else t' say!
So I'm gonna end this song today!Because ♥!
goooooes on!
tooooo day!

♥ goes on today
:]

He took a big breath and spoke again

Cry/Ryan:Kate..from the day i met you and i never thought that we will be like that..but life is full of suprises!!i know that we talked about that..marriage and all these stuff but..i was thinking this month to go..to the next level..i want you!!i want you and our little baby..together..so..Kate..will you make me the happiest gamer in the world and..marry me?

I had a big stupid smile on my face and looked at his eyes..

Me:yes!

He gave me a smile too and put the ring in my finger,.when he stood up,i kissed him with passion and we heard clapping and cheer from the others

Raven:that was so cuteeeeee!!!!!!!

Snake:Ryan made a big step in his life!!congrats buddy!!

Scott:i am gonna be your best man,right?

Russ:hey!what about me?!

Pewds/Felix:me and Ken will be the bridesmaids!!

Ken:yeahhh!!

Mary:*laughs*you are unbelievable!!

Pewds/Felix:why?!?!we are going to be so kawaii!! ;3

Cry/Ryan:guys we have time to talk about that!!

Me:one step at the time!!

I saw the comments are full of suprisiness,sockness but also happiness!!i am happy that his fans accept me..

Red:okay break is over!!

Cry came closer to me and whispered to my ear

Cry/Ryan:thank you..

I looked at him confused

Me:for what..?

I whispered too

Cry/Ryan:..for coming into my life!!

I smiled and he placed a soft kiss on my lips.

More to come