Cry's POV

Kate:RYAN,NO!!!

It was the last thing she said before i hit her with my mask and knocked down the floor..

I noticed some blood on my mask

Me:shit no no NO!!!

I fell on my knees and i placed her head on my lap..her left cheek was bleeding and the side of her left eye..

Me:what i have done..?!

I whispered and i heard footsteps running to my room..

Ken:is everythi-

He didnt complete his sentence when he saw Kate..

Pewds/Felix:what the actual fuck Cry?!?!

Marzia:what did you do?!?!

Me:i-i swear it was an accident!!

Minx:that not looks like accident!!

Minx yelled at me..Marzia got closer to Kate

Marzia:ohh my..

The others came closer too..

Pewds/Felix:she passed out but we need to get her in the hospital!!

Minx:Ken help me to get her in the car..

Me:NO!!

I said and i pulled Kate into my hug,.

Me:i will go with Ken..

Minx:no you will stay here with Pewds and Marzia!!

Ken:sorry bro..

He said and took her from my hug..my hands were covered in her blood..

Marzia:call us when she will be okay!!

Minx:okay!!

And then they left..i was still in my room with Pewds and Marzia..

Pewds/Felix:how the fuck did you do that to her?!?

I pointed to my mask..is kinda weird that it didnt break..

Pewds/Felix:bro thats not cool!!

Marzia:but why?!?!what did she do to you?

Me:n-nothing just..

I lift up my head to face them..Felix's face was full of anger and Marzia's with worriness..

Me:...just..look at my computer..

Both went to the computer and saw the posts..

Me:i didnt mean to hit her..i will never do that!!i just..

Marzia:overreacted?

I looked down to my bloody fingers..

Me:..maybe more than a overreact..

Felix didnt say anything..he was discust from the posts..

Me:she tried to help me and..i-i..hurt her...

I looked at my bloody hands..

Me:i am a monster..

I put my hands on my face and i felt some tears rolling down my cheek..

Me:my fears conquested myself..

The nightmare makes sense now..that shadow..that moster that it was about to took Kate..it was me..I am a monster..

Pewds/Felix:Dont worry about it Cry..

Marzia:you are not a monster..

I pulled my hands from my face and i grabbed my mask..

Me:i will never forgive myself for what i have done to her..

Felix and Marzia patted my back..

Marzia:she will be okay when she wake up-

I interrupted her

Me:when she wake up,she will run away from me!!she will be scared of me!!I dont want to lose her again!!

A tear fell on my mask..shitt man,what its wrong with me?!my heart is running like crazy..

Marzia:Ryan..?

I wided my eyes...i remember Kate screamed my real name before i hit her..her voice still in my head..

Pewds/Felix:bro relax she will be fine..you will explain to her what happen..

Me:but she will not even listen to me!!

Marzia:you have to try..we understand that it was an..accident but you have to tell her that..

Me:i-i dont know..

Pewds/Felix:do you want to leave you alone for a bit?

Me:i will appreciate it..

Marzia:okay we will be in the living room..

Me:thanks..

They gave me a smile and they walked out of the room..

Why did i do that to her?!why did i left my fears conquested myself?!she tried to calm me down but...uhh i fucked up!!i turned to another person and i knocked her down..now..she will be scared of me and she thinks that i am a monster..if she run away again from me..i will not take it anymore and travel crazy!!She means a lot to me..when Minx said that they have to took her..i didnt want to leave her!!that time my heart broke..i didnt know why..did i have more feelings for her?

The knock of the door pulled me out of my thoughts..

Me:y-yea?

Felix came in and closed the door..

Pewds/Felix:hey how are you feeling buddy?

He said and sat next to me..

Me:awful..

Pewds/Felix:you really love her..

I turned my gaze to him

Me:w-what?!n-no,im just..care about her..

I stuttered

Pewds/Felix:i can see your face when we talked about her..its so caring and full in love..

Me:i told you!!i look her only like a friend!!

I looked down to my crossed fingers

Pewds/Felix:bro..

Me:what?!

I turned my gaze to him

Pewds/Felix:i know that it will sounds weird but if you put your hand to your heart every time we talked about her or when you see her..hah...is racing madly!!

Felix was right..it..it does..

Me:how-

He interrupted me like he knew what i was going to ask him..

Pewds/Felix:i have been in this situation,you know..with Marzia..i know that you told me and Ken that you will never fell in love again but..you cant do that,i mean love is everywhere and see now?you are in love again!!

I was about to say that im not but i started thinking again..am i really in love with her??

Marzia walked into the room

Marzia:is Minx!

She said as she holding her phone..

I quickly stood up and grabbed her phone

Me:how is she?

Minx:"she will be fine thats all they said..."

Me:can we come and see her?

Minx:"i think so.."

Me:okay we are coming!!

I said and ended the phone call

~~At the hospital~~

We arrived in the hospital and we tried to find Minx and Ken..

Minx:guys here!!

I heard her from the end of hallway..we run to them and i quickly asked them

Me:anything new?

Ken:no we wait for the doctor-

Before Ken complete his sentence,the door opened and the doctor came out..

Me:how is she,doctor??

I asked and the others waited for an answer..

Doctor:well..the big scratch on her cheek will go soon..the side of her left eye is okay but a little bruised..her head..

He took a breath and continued

Doctor:..her head hit the floor really bad..i am suprised that it doesnt cause her any damage..

Minx:she will wake up?

Doctor:that is on her hand..

Pewds/Felix:do you think that it will take long time until she will wake up?

Doctor:i really dont know..im sorry..

I took a breath and spoke

Me:can we see her?

Doctor:only for 5 minutes..

Marzia:thank you,doctor..

I walked first in and i saw her on the bed..

Me:Kate..

I sat to a chair next to her bed..i took her hand..she is so cold,.the scratch on her cheek was needled it and the side of her left eye was bruised..i put my hand on her cheek and gently caressed her..

Minx:okay me and Ken will stay here for the first night and-

I interrupted her

Me:no..is my fault..you guys should go and get some rest i will stay with her..

She disagreed and we continued like this for a bit but the nurse came in

Nurse:im sorry but the 5 minutes past..

We walked outside and sat to the chairs..

Pewds/Felix:what about to stay all here in the hospital?

Marzia:i agree..

Ken:not bad idea..

Minx:okay i will agree with that..

I gave them a smile and we continued talking..

It was about midnight and the others were sleeping on the chairs..i couldnt sleep so i walked up and down in the hallway..i saw the nurse from later and before she entered the room i asked her..

Me: excuse me..emm can i ask you a question?

Nurse:what is it?

Me:it is possible to..stay with her for the night?

Nurse:i dont think doctor will agree with that..

Me:o-okay..

I said disappointed

Nurse:*sigh*well..i can let you but the morning you will be out!!

A smile appeared on my face

Me:thank you!!

I walked in and sat to the chair next to her..i took her hand again..

Nurse:it is your girlfriend?

I wided my eyes and my heart started racing..

Me:n-no just..friends...

Nurse:hmm..okay..

She said and walked out of the room..i remembered that i had my mask with me..i pulled it out of my black jacket and it still had blood on it..her blood..

I went to the bathroom and cleaned it..i put it back to my jacket and went back to her..

Her hand still cold..i tried to warm her..beemp beemp beemp..that sound calmed me down,.her heartbeat was normal..i leaned to her left cheek and placed her a gentle kiss..

Me:dont leave me..

I whispered..i started feeling sleepy and i put my head where her hand was..and i fell asleep..

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