Dear....I am sorry

This chapter will be the "letters" he sends to people. The words spoken will be in italics.

Enjoy.
Always_Hufflepuff

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Draco picked up four more stones, and made four more frames. There were a few people more he needed to say something too.

Draco took the first frame pointed his wand at it and said "Vigilate."

Neville I can't even find a starting place for when I began to make your life miserable. I could say I am sorry a thousand times over and it still would not be enough to make a dent into what I caused you. But that is all I have, is those three words. I am sorry. I can ask for forgiveness but only you can give it. I don't deserve it and I know that. I just hope that this brief message can be a start.

Draco lifted his wand and quietly said
"Finite."

Looking up he noticed a couple of owls perched on the chairs around him. Silently thanking Harry he gave the first frame to a chestnut colored barn owl.

"Please deliver this to Neville Longbottom and then return for more deliveries." The owl hooted and flew into the sun, quickly disappearing. He grabbed the next frame and started again

Luna. I think that is the first time I have ever used your real name. It really is a beautiful name and I am sorry you never heard me say it until now. Here is the reason I am sending this. I am sorry. Sorry for calling you Looney. Sorry for hurting you. Sorry for not being brave enough to free you from my home. Sorry for not protecting you from my family. I hope one day to say this to you in person. I am sorry.

As soon as Draco was done he repeated what he did with Neville's. He moved on to the next one, knowing that this was just the beginning to a long road.

Hermione. What do I say to someone who I already consider a friend. You helped me even without an apology. I hope you know how sorry I am for calling you that fowl name. I hope you know how sorry I am for not helping you when my disgusting Aunt branded you. I hope you know how sorry I am for everything I caused you. Thank you for being my friend and showing me what friendship is and can be like.

Draco, was drained bit he continued knowing he needes to do this.

Ron I honestly don't know where to begin. This hate we have for each other started with my family and I did nothing to stop it. I am sorry. I see the way you are with your family, with Hermione and with Harry and it makes me so jealous that you have something I have always wanted. Real friends, and family. Don't get me wrong my mum is my world but she and I couldn't show it. You, you could and it was so beautiful to watch and I wanted that so much and to make me feel better I caused you so much pain and anger. You know what's funny I never got what I wanted and you got more. I just grew to hate myself more. We may never be friends, but I hope you know how sorry I am.

He needed to do this. He needed people to know how truly sorry he was.

Weasley family. Where do I start. I continued the awful behavior my father instilled in me. I had no right, and no reason. Your family is the epitome of what a family should be. Loving, caring and supportive. Everything my father wasn't. I wish I could take it all back and start fresh but I can't, but I can say I am sorry for everything I and my family put you through. Please never loose the love you have for each other it is such a blessing to have.

Draco fought the tears. He had hurt so many people in his life.

George. I blame myself for your loss. I wish I could take his place. I always admired the two of you. The pranks, the jokes, the inventions and the laughter where so entertaining to. I must say the swamp, and fireworks during 6th year were my favorites. The creativity behind each and everything you came up with was inspiring. I know my saying I am sorry will not bring him back. I am though, I am truly sorry.

Draco broke. Tears freely falling down his pale cheeks.

Mum, you are my rock. My safe place. I am so thankful for you everyday. I know what dad did, and I know that most of the time it was meant for me. But you protected me. I am so sorry I never took you away from that. I just hope that now woth him gone you can find happiness and love. I love you mum and I am sorry for not protecting you more.

Drying the tears from his face, he continued.

Snape in all honesty you were more of a father, to me, then the man who was. You were there when I needed him, it was you who helped me through everything. You were there for my mother, to mend her when he raised his hand. You had a role to play, but behind closed doors you were my mentor, and protector. Even through 6th year, you did not falter in helping me even when I pushed you away. You were there to catch me when I would fall. I fell so many times and you were always there, to lift me up,and dust me off. I am so sorry for the way I treated you during and after 6th year. You deserved my respect not the terrible words out of my mouth.

He was almost done. He had one more and then he could take a breath. Maybe.

Harry I am so sorry. I understand now why you refused my hand 1st year. I would have too. I was an egotistical jerk, who was more about the who I know, then the quality of the relationship. Thank you for listening, and thank you for giving me a second chance even if I don't deserve it.

Draco sent the last one with one of his house staff to find Harry. The last owl was sent. He was done. Now to just wait for the replies. Hoping for the best but expecting the worst.

Draco stood and stretched and looked around. He had his backyard to himself, taking that as a sign he wandered over to his rose garden to sit and wait. Hoping he wasn't to late.

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