Blake's POV

I can't handle this anymore. I can't handle seeing her crying over me. If only not this cancer. I could be happy with Ani. God I love her so much. She changed me in better ways. She was with me when no one else was and now I'm leaving her.

I looked down at the sleeping beauty cuddled in my bare chest. She looked so peaceful while sleeping. After our conversation we settled on not breaking up until my flight. I don't think it's a good idea but I want to spend as much time as I can with her so I need this.

I leaned down and pressed my lips against her forehead. As my lips touched her skin I felt her shudder and snuggle closer to my chest. I love the effects I have on her. I wrapped my arms tightly around her and went back to sleep.

Ani's POV

*after two weeks*

"Blake wake up" I felt someone shake me gently.

"Mmmmm" I groaned wrapping my hands tightly around my girl's body.

She chuckled as she poked my chest "Wake up you lazy butt. You'll miss the flight" she said

"What time is it?" I asked opening my eyes and looking at her. She was smiling but I could tell that it was all fake. She's sad but wants to hide it.

"It's almost midnight. We need to get up right now" Ani said getting out of my grip and walking to the closet.

I watched as she pulled a black top over her head and stepped into grey sweats. She looked so beautiful standing there so I couldn't stand this anymore.

I jumped from the bed, grabbed her by the waist and pinned her against the bed.

"Blake what are you doing?" She laughed looking up at me.

I looked down at her, admiring my girl before pressing my lips against her hungrily.

She was shocked at first put sooner kissed me back with the same force. I glided my tongue on her lower lip and she opened her mouth allowing my lips to slide in.

We made out for a few minutes until she pulled away, her hands still around my neck.

I leaned on my elbows over her body not wanting to hurt her.

"Blake I will miss you" she said her voice croaking a little. I saw how tear welled up in her eyes and quickly kissed them away.

"Let's not think about it" I whispered trailing kisses down her neck, leaving a big purple love bite on her collarbone.

"I love you" I mumbled against her skin

"I love you too" she said pulling me into another passionate kiss.

"Let's go now. Luke is already here" She said pushing me away and standing up, but I grabbed her by the waist pulling her into my chest.

"I don't want to go" I mumbled

"But you have to go." She said

"I don't want to leave you"

"I'll be okay Blake" she sent me a reassuring smile.

I sighed as I put on my dark blue jeans and white v-neck t-shirt with a black hoodie on it.

When we went downstairs there were Emily, Hanna and Luke in Luke's car waiting for us. 

"Hey guys" Ani greeted them scooting int othe car between Hanna and Emily as I sat in the front passenger's seat next to Luke.

"Hi" they said as Luke started driving.

Sooner we pulled out in the airport's parking lot. We got out and Luke helped me with my bags.

I swung my arm over Ani's shoulder as we headed to the entrance.

The airport was not crowded. I looked at the information board and read that my plane was leaving in twenty minutes.

I quickly checked in and went to the passport control.

"Well it's time to say bye" I said, trying not to cry.

Come on Blake. Man up.

"I'm gonna miss you man. Don't forget to call me or you're dead" Luke tried to joke but I could see sadness in his eyes.

"I'll see you soon. I hope" I said and we made out bro-handshake.

Now I turned to Emily and Hanna who were looking at me with tears in their eyes. I kissed both of their cheeks and pulled them into a group hug.

Finally it was Ani's turn.

She was shaking and sobbing. I snaked my arms around her waist pulling her into a hug.

She broke into tears, crying in my shoulder.

"Why is this always happening with me?" She cried hugging me tighter.

I kissed her forehead before cupping her cheeks and pulling her into a long, passionate, goodbye kiss.

"I love you Ani. Don't ever forget about it" I whispered before turning around and walking away but her calling my name stopped me.

I turned around as I saw her running towards me.

She jumped on me, wrapping her legs around my waist and kissing me one lat time.

"Bye Blake" she whispered against my lips "I love you"