*HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW 200!!!!!!!!!!

*thanks papa for getting me dis idea :)

*ON WITH THE TEARS

ASHS P.O.V

New Years! A holiday for fun,games and more fun, right? Well not for me.

EARLIER

Everyone was happy and having a good time. Even me, I played a few games with my friends. "BOOM! I WIN AGAIN!" Dawn shouts. "I AM THE MASTER OF BOWLING!" She shouts again. "Dawn, calm yo selve." May saids. "Its funny because 'calm yo selve' aint your catchphrase, May." Drew chuckled. "Im having a awesome time!" Serena cheerfully said. I just love seeing people happy. Even when there my best friends.

I get a call. I run out of the bowling alley to answer. 

"Heya, Its Ash Ketchum here."

"Hi, W-We have bad news."

I start getting worried.

"What is it?"

"Your mother.. committed..

There was a long silnce,

Suicide"

I let that word sit in my head. I hang up and run home, just run. I saw a note and read it.

*Dear Ash,

I have no reason to live anymore. I know I have you, but it just doesent feel right. Please under stand. I left you a gift to remeber me.

Your Mother,

Delia Ketchum.*

I start crying. Why her... my mother... why why why why why why why.. I looked at the gift. It was a pearl, ocean colered necklance. I put it on. I start crying more. I keep thinking of one word. 

Why

Why

Why

Why

Why

Those words keep coming in my head. I hear a buzz. It was my phone, Dawn calling me. I decline. I need time to be alone. I just... cant belive.

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why?

I want to be with my mother. I love her. I look at the gun sitting  on the conter. I take it and point it to my head. 

"goodbye.. ill be happy.."

I stop halfway and think what im doing. If I pull this little trigger, ill be gone. foreever. The only way someone could see me again is to kill themselves. If I pull this trigger, people will cry. If I pull this trigger,

Serena will cry. 

I put the gun down. I hear a knock but dont answer it. 

"Ash!! Its me Serena!"

*im sorry if i made you bust into tears.

*ill continue this tommorow,