She silently walked back home in despair. Her mood was off because of her boyfriend. He just dumped her out of nowhere.  She didn't saw that coming. He always looked sincere. 

Why did she only had to suffer? Was something missing in her? Was she not charismatic? Was she not pretty? Why did all of these boys dumped her? 

The answer was, innocence.

She was too innocent. She should give up on being a girl like this.

Looking at her phone's wallpaper, which was her ex's photo, she bitterly coughed and changed it immediately. Pushing her phone into her pocket, she turned left into the alley, bumping into a boy around her age, who was looking elsewhere. If she was being honest, it was her mistake but he was oblivious  because he was busy staring at random tree previously so, it is better to dump this mistake over this dumb person.

"Look before you go." She rolled her eyes.

"Are you ji-euin?" She heard him say. She didn't need more proof's. He was indeed dumb plus, he was handsome and every handsome man is a garbage can so...Totally understandable.

"No, I am not." She clenched her teeth in rage and rolled her eyes again. "Whoever that girl is, don't be so consumed in her thoughts that you bump into complete strangers." She tied her Ash-brown hair into a bun and started to walk away.

Too much of bullshit for today. Today was indeed a bad day.

"Wait-" He ran after her. "I am sorry for before." He bowed softly at her.

So, he even looked cute. She should stay away from him. All of these handsome-cute boys never gave her anything. It's better to just stay away from him.

"Its okay." She acted non-chalant. "By the way, lace your shoes." She notified.

"Oh, thankyou!" He bowed softly again. "I don't know why they are getting undone again and again." He sat down as he did something with the laces.

She smiled internally. He didn't knew how to do laces. He was too cute.

Stop Lisa! He is dangerous.

"Let me." She sat beside him and tied his laces. "There you go." She flashed a simple smile.

"Thankyou, miss?" He smiled back as he asked for her name politely.

Even his voice was smooth like honey. She couldn't help but reply him, hypnotized in his warmth.

"Lisa. " She stood up."Lalisa."

"Excuse me?" He made her halt in her path to go back home. He will surely ask her if he could drop her home, just to know where she lives.

Well, she didn't minded though. She would be distracted from sehun too and will be able to forget what happened today but she cant let him get too personal.  It will be okay until she keeps her distance.

"Yes?" She replied sophisticatedly.

"Do you know a girl named ji-euin?" He asked twiching his brows.

He was indeed a garbage can. Another dumb boy. Why did she had to come through so many unethical and uncivilized handsome boys?

She came close to him, closer until her nose bridge brushed his jaw. She felt his breath hitch. Well, She knew that would happen. She is just too pretty from up-close. Of course, his heart would beat loud and his breath will become distant.

"Aah!" He gasped loudly. She smirked seductively. He was already falling for her.

"Can-Can you stand a little far away?" He asked biting his lower lip softly.

"Why? You cant handle it?" She smirked again. It felt nice. It was a nice feeling to observe that any handsome boy could get tempted by her.

"No. You are standing at my foot for about 10 minutes and i cannot take it anymore." He sighed with relief as she stepped down from his foot. She felt disgusted. She would never try this again. Enough embarrassment for lifetime.

"you were saying?" He checked his wrist watch as if he had enough. This was the most embarrassing moment of her life. No doubt.

"Nothing. I was just trying to make you feel how it much it hurts when you bump into someone. The pain is equivalent to getting stepped up on. I hope you never bump into someone again." She tried to sound as savage as she could and turned away, walking to her home. 

Nice day lalisa. Full of disgust.

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Its okay. Its not like you have to meet him again.

She lied down on the bed, stretching her legs which were extremely tired. She strived to get the previous awkward and humiliating moments out of her head. Why did she even tried it though? The crux of this shame facing jiff was that she didn't even wanted to seduce him. She just wanted to play along. It would had looked so cool if she would have been able to do what she planned for.

The breeze would had lifted her hair, she would had looked into his eyes, her breath fanning his neck and would had said, "Can you move out of my way? I need to go and please look for that girl elsewhere." 

She would had looked so savage, indeed. That unknown guy would also had to face the humiliation  which she faced. Everything went back to her. Only if she hadn't stepped on his foot accidently then things would have been much better.

It felt so good when she thought he was falling for her action but..

its so embarrassing to even remember what happened.

"It's okay, lisa. You are not gonna meet him." Her head echoed and she finally felt at rest but the rest couldn't last long as her mother entered the room with a bang.

"Lisa? You are not taking part in the math's competition. Are you sure that you are not out of your senses? How can you demolish such an opportunity? I am so angry right now , Lisa." She started complaining as usual.

"Mom, I don't want to do this. I am tired of this all. All of my classmates use me for their reasons, so I can solve their nasty assignments and give favors to them. I don't have a real friend. Everybody uses me for their advantage. I am tired of playing smart kid. I want to live normally." She cried out. 

She had so many problems in her life and it is one of them. She got the 'brightest kid award' in middle school and this hadn't stopped since then. It was all because of her mother. She made her take part in all of these nonsense competitions  and now everyone wants to be friends with her because she is smart. She just wants something serious and sincere in her life.

"Do you know how high your IQ is? It's 150. Do you know how high it is? You don't even forget a face you see or line you read and you want to waste this talent?" She scolded her. She was too furious today.

"Let me live a life Eomma and please get one too." She rushed out of the room, planning to sleep in the lounge today.

Life cant get easy for you, Lalisa

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