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Liam:

You were so worked up you would have another miscarriage you had been focusing all your time on work and only work making Liam worried. You had been so focused on work you had skipped meals and after you finished work you would go home and just lie in bed and cry yourself to sleep. You were trying to be happy but you couldn't even talk about the baby, or get excited about it because you were scared he or she would be taken from you again. You knew this was a blessing that you were pregnant again but you just couldn't get out of your head that you weren't suppose to be a mother. You couldn't seem to relax and all you feel is sick with fear but you were trying your best to take it day by day.

"Baby.... Y/N? Honey, What's the matter? And don't tell me nothings wrong you've been working later and coming home and going straight to bed. I know you've been crying yourself to sleep" Liam asked worriedly as he joined you in bed. "Liam I'm I-," You sobbed, covering your face with your hands. "Hey baby come here and take a deep breath so we can talk about what's going on In that pretty little head of yours," he said softly pulling you into a hug. "Li I don't feel right anymore. I just have this feeling that we will lose this baby as well. I can't handle going through another miscarriage. I'm petrified Li." You sobbed into his chest as he wraps his strong arms around you trying his hardest to keep strong for you. "Baby it's alright to be scared. You know what I'm scared too. But you know what else we are in this together so don't shut me out anymore." He said looking down at you as he wipes your tear stained cheeks and pecks you on the lips. "I will try not to and ill talk to you next time but it's going to take me a while before I get to a point where I'm actually able to be excited and not fearful." You say trying not break down in a fit of sobs again biting your lip as you look away from Liam. "I know and that probably wont happen until after we pass the point of our previous loss or it might not happen until your holding our son or daughter but I'm here for you night and day. Come to me before you have a breakdown and we'll talk it out." "You're right...what would I do without you?" you smiled as the two of you lay down to get some much needed sleep.

Louis:

Louis was so happy to be finally becoming a dad he was making sure you weren't eating or doing the wrong thing. You were sure he was going to be the most amazing dad and you couldn't wait to see him with your child.

You had been siting in the dark on your bed since 3:30am as Louis snored next to you. Your mind couldn't help but drift off thinking about the baby you and Louis were having. You were panicking you would be a bad mother and sure you will have help but your baby will rely on you and you couldn't help but think you would fail raising your child and she or he will grow up not knowing anything or something would go wrong.

Tears rolled down your checks as you started to sob into your pillow startling Louis.

"Darling are you ok?" he asked concerned turning on the bedside lamp as he sat up.

You shook your head as he pulled you into a hug and waited for you to calm down so you could speak.

"What if I'm a bad mother, what if I don't know when he or she's hungry or I cant stop it crying or what if I do something wrong and they hate me" you sobbed harder.

"You wont your going to be a great mother Y/N. You're already so great with Doris and Earnest I just know you going to be the best mother this little guy or girl will have. Where going to make mistakes but that's normal baby ok. Come on lets get some sleep we have a big day tomorrow." He smiled down at you wiping your tears as you cuddled into him shutting your eyes thinking about what Louis said as you fall asleep.

Zayn:

You still hadn't heard from Zayn in over 3 weeks and you were getting a little worried he was going to break up with you. You were still staying with Taylor at her and Harry's place as she insisted she couldn't leave you alone when you were still such a mess.

You were enjoying your morning tea as Taylor arrives home in shock slamming today's newspaper down in front of you. You glance down at the front-page reading the main headline over and over again.

Zayn Malik Leaves One Direction Tour After Cheating Scandal, citing stress -Confirmed

You new you shouldn't believe what the media said but Zayn was being so distant and hadn't even called or answered your texts for over three weeks now, so what were you suppose to believe. All this added stress wasn't good for the baby and your panicking just made all this worse and Zayn thought he was stressed, what about you and his unborn child. Why hadn't he called you? Him not calling you was just adding to the pile of stress.

You couldn't help but cry and scream not knowing what to do or believe. Was he actually coming home to your shared place or was he avoiding you and going back to Bradford. You didn't even know if he was coming home. You didn't even know what the hell was going on and all you wanted was answers.

You tried calling him again instantly getting voice mail as you slam you phone down a wave of nausea hits you making you take deep breaths and continuously mumble "Fuck you Malik" under you breath as tears roll down your face. You couldn't help but panic your whole life was falling apart and you didn't know what to do because you had no idea what was going on with Zayn and no one seemed to have any answers. The boys tried to reassure you that they were trying to get Zayn to call you but still nothing. Your whole life was revolved around Zayn. Your friends were Zayn's, you had no job and you lived with Zayn. So if you happened to brake up you wouldn't have anything left.

Harry:

Harry was so worked up he would miss something while he was on tour but you tried to reassure him that it was later on in the pregnancy he should be more worried about. He still didn't believe you rambling on that he would miss something important. It had just turned six o'clock when Harry called you on Skype. You sat up in bed and accepted the call and all a sudden you gorgeous boyfriend popped up.

"Hey Haz" you smiled

"Hi baby"

"Are you alright? You seem... Upset."

"We need to talk," he said seriously. This wasn't going to end well. When someone says 'we need to talk,' you know it can't be good

"Ok" you, said a bit worried

"I have to stay in Australia for a bit longer meaning I will be missing the first ultrasound." He can't be doing this you thought! He just can't miss the first ultrasound of your first child for god sakes. You need harry what if something's wrong; you can't handle that by yourself.

"No...No you can't. It's our first child" you panic

"I'm so sorry baby," He whispered.

And cue the hormones. You just couldn't help but cry. Harry was missing the first ultrasound. You need him here, with you, by your side holding your hand while you see your baby for the first time.

"Baby it's my job and you know I tried to get time off to come home but management wouldn't budge."

"No! The only time I wanted you here was for the first ultrasound and you can't even do that" you sobbed

"Please, baby don't make this more difficult than it already is. I already fell awful."

"I just- I need some time on my own for a bit. I'll call you later." And with that you end the call, turning off all your devices so Harry couldn't call you. You just needed to be alone.

Niall:

Niall lets out a frustrated sigh and rests his face in his palms.

"Ni baby you alright you've been really quiet for the last couple of days." you question. The only time Niall is quiet is either when he sleeping or he's upset or nervous. There's not one day were you go without hearing his infectious laugh but for the last couple days he hasn't seemed himself.

"I'm just a bit worried I'm going to be a horrible dad. What if I do something wrong, or when it's older it's bullied because I'm his or her dad. I know it's our first child and I know everyone has their doubts but I can't seem to stop doubting myself " he said looking down fiddling with his fingers.

"Don't say that! You're amazing with Theo and you will be an even more amazing father to our little one. I just know you will be Niall and you've always been so good with kids, so natural with them. What's got you so worked up about it all now?" you inquire gently as you sat down on the couch next to him.

"It was different with those other kids though. If there was a problem, I could just give them back to their parents. But now were going to be parents we can't do that and I have no idea what to do when something happens I can't handle. It's just a scary thing, you know? Having a little person who depends on you 100%." You use your free hand to give his a comforting squeeze.

"Don't get so worried over that; you'll learn, we'll both learn. And we'll learn those things together. We only just found out I'm pregnant - we aren't meant to know it all yet, it certainly is scary but we are lucky to have each other and our families on speed dial" you remind him chuckling before pecking his check.

I love you," he tells you, leaning into give you a kiss. "I love you too," you agree, settling into his side as he thanks you for reassuring you he wouldn't be a crappy father like he thought.

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