I used to be so happy
But without you here I feel so low
I watched you as you left but I can never seem to let you go
'Cause once upon a time you were my everything
It's clear to see that time hasn't changed a thing
It's buried deep inside me but I feel there's something you should know

"I don't know, Y/F/N, I miss him a lot." You said again, warm tears cascading down your cheeks.
"I know, babe. I wish I could do something, but I need you to relax first." Y/F/N said, making an attempt to calm you down. The realization of your best friend basically walking out on you had just set in. Yes, it had been two years. Yes, you had a boyfriend, and yes, you moved on, but there are just certain things that bring back those bittersweet memories. This was pretty much the lowest point in your life. You had never felt this alone. Yes, you were popular. Yes, you had a lot of friends, and yes, your friends were amazing, but nothing could fill that void. He was your whole world, and your world had completely shattered when he gave up on your relationship but more importantly, your friendship. You had watched him as he walked out of your life. No, it wasn't to hurt you. No, it wasn't meant for your destruction, and no, it wasn't menacing, but what you felt when he walked away made up for all of that. Yeah, you've been told to get over it, but you can't seem to let it go. Yeah, it's been 2 years, but time hasn't changed a thing. You know that for the rest of your life, you'll never forget him. Harry Styles, your everything, it was all his fault. You hated it, but you couldn't make yourself hate him. That's how it's supposed to work, you're supposed to hate him, but it's instinct. He's like a black hole. You get sucked into those beautiful green eyes and that picture perfect smile, and poof! Your dump your whole entire being into him and your life gets thrown away. Yeah, it sucks, but that's how life works. He has thousands of girls throwing themselves at him everyday. He probably doesn't even remember your name. You've tried to be strong, but it's time. It's time to let him know.
Its time to come to peace with your past.
Hi babes! I'm sorry I haven't been on much. I just have a lot of stuff going on in my life. I have missed you guys so much though! I hope you like it babes!
Love,
Brie💗