Hiiiyyyyaaaa Guys :)
Megz here, how are you all today??
Hope you all are well, I'm just here to rant :P

Honestly, I'm scared of uploading this rant, it's been a while and I don't want any of you to think badly of me. But then I thought, whenever has that ever stopped me from speaking my mind??? So I said fuck it, I'm saying what I want to say and not giving two shits about the haters! But your opinion of me really matters and is super important to me so please don't take this the wrong way!

So first of all, I want to start by saying that I do not wish to disrespect or diminish any of the boys or any of you reading for that matter.

I just wanted to voice my opinion on the video that was leaked earlier today where there was Zayn and Louis smoking a blunt or a joint, whatever you call it.

Now, I can't say I'm happy or think their sexy by smoking weed, but it's there life not mine so I will continue to support them no matter what they decide to do in their personal life. To me they make good music, they still care about fans and that's how I see them, those five humble idiots sitting on the steps making us smile. But I can't deny that I am a bit disappointed, I don't like these kinds of things if I'm honest!

The down side to all of this, is that they aren't thinking of the young fans they still have who are watching that kind of stuff. 9-10-11-12 year olds that are huge Directioners are watching those kind of things and thinking 'oh, if my idols are doing it then it's certainly OK' and personally, I think that's really sad.

Also concerning me is the boy's health by doing these kinds of things. Hollywood has brainwashed people into thinking that smoking weed is bad. Well, sorry to break it to you but IT IS BAD! It relaxes your brain cells by blocking neurons from releasing neurotransmitters that send messages to and from your brain that make your muscles function properly for movement and other physical activities. This is temporary but in the long run, if you use it in excess could lead to permanent damage and could make basic functions used in everyday life, a living nightmare for some people. I'm no doctor but it's what I've learnt and tobacco has the same effect. Really though, it's addictive and harmful. Felt like a was giving a biology lesson right there, blame my exams, studying got me like this :P

Other than that, it's their life not mine so they do as they please. We have to face the fact that they are growing up, branching off and as hard for me as it is to say, getting sucked into the celebrity life. I'm glad it's at least 2/5 and not all of them. I wouldn't recommend to ever smoke weed or do any sort of drug related experiment but I can't change the fact that it happened but hopefully they could knock some sense into their brain and make their decisions wisely, but until then I hope they remain safe and humble and happy. I don't want any harm towards to the boys or hate for that matter.

If you think I'm writing this to hate on the boys you are delusional and mistaken, or just plain out stupid. I'm judging voicing my opinion and whether you choose to agree or disagree is your personal opinion aswell and I will respect it. If by writing this, I am not a true Directioner after this, then I don't belong in this fandom. I'm starting to think they at letting the fame get to their head a little and forgetting where they came from. Hopefully that's not the case or all hell would break loose!

I'd love your opinion on the matter and I've you haven't seen the video and want to watch (I suggest you don't. It's much better having a view on the boys in a brighter light) it's all over twitter.

On a happier note, I've almost finished the 'You Work For Him [Part 3]' so I'll upload that really soon, probably in a few days so get excited :) xxxxx