ending the engagement part 4

Niall: "What are you doing here?" she asked, keeping her eyes on the ground. I moved forward, approaching her with ease. "I-I needed to see you." I stopped moving when I saw her look up, she looked like she had been crying all night. Her eyes were puffy, cheeks red, and nose stuff. Her voice was rustic, proving that I was right. "Why?" she asked, pulling me from my daze. "Last night, I didn't mean anything I said. There was a rea-" "Are you sure you didn't mean anything you said? You seemed pretty confident when you were telling me that our engagement was a huge mistake. You seemed pretty sure when you were telling me that we shouldn't be together." She was getting mad and the look in her eyes showed it. We stood in silence as I contemplated what I was going to say to her, one wrong move and I could lose her completely. "Niall, you should just leave," she said, turning around to walk away from me. I acted quickly, grabbing onto her elbow and pulling her against my chest. She tried to fight me off, but I kept a tight grip on her. "Let me go, please," she begged. She gave me one large push, but I didn't let go. "I need you to know that I love you, I-I. There was a reason why I said those things last night. I lied to try to keep you from getting hurt, I've been pushing you away because you deserve better than me. Can you just hear me out?" I let her go and she took a step back, I noticed the tears at the brim of her eyes and all I wanted to do was go and kiss them away. She nodded and said explain. "We're leaving for tour in a month and I couldn't bear with the thought of leaving you, yet again. I pushed you way in hopes that you realize that you deserved better, but in the end I hurt you. That was the last thing I wanted to do, but it happened and I fucking regret. I'm so sorry, love, so sorry. "Niall," she huffed. I waited for her to continue. "I love you. I don't think there is anyone better than you out there, despite what you might think. I can deal with you going on tour, I've done it before. You should've talked to me instead of saying and doing all those things you did. For weeks I've been wondering what I did wrong, what was happening with us, and it was because you were going on tour?" I nodded, "It was stupid and I'm sorry. Please, just come home with me and I promise I will fix it." "Okay, just, please talk to me next time." I nodded and pulled her into my arms, holding her tight and placing a kiss on her head. "Can you put the ring back on?" I asked, pulling it out of my pocket. She giggled and placed her hand out, letting me put the ring back on its rightful spot.

Zayn: I watched as she stayed in place, not saying or doing anything. I took it upon myself to sit down next to her. "We need to talk," I said. She nodded and then turned to me. We stared at one another for a few moments, I've missed her so much. "I've missed you," she finally said. Her usually, bubbly voice was flat. She seemed to be caught in an emotionless state and it wasn't hard to figure out why. "I've missed you too." There was a silence caught between us and neither one of us knew where to start. I was determined to get her back, I missed her so much in the last few weeks. I had hardly felt like myself without her and it was killing me. "I'm sorry for leaving, Zayn. I thought it was for the best, but honestly it's been hell without you. I know that it's all my fault and I brought this on myself, but I really miss you." She spoke with a low voice, her eyes letting tears fall from them. "I know that the pressure of being in a relationship with me is a lot. I understand that it gets overwhelming and it's hard to not taking things personally, but I wish you would have talked to me about things. I wish you would have come to me and explained to me what you were feeling so we could deal with it together. I really wish you wouldn't have made a huge decision, like breaking up with me, without talking to me first. I really love you and, despite what everyone else was saying, I was ready to marry you." "I know, I realized that. Maybe a little too late and I understand if you don't want to forgive me. Just know that, if you do, I will come to you first with everything. I love you, Zayn." I looked at for a second, knowing what my next move was going to be. There was no way in hell I was going to let her leave me. I pulled her hands into mine, staring at her for a second before planting a kiss on her lips. I felt her smile into the kiss. "I love you, Y/N. Now can you come back home?" I asked with a smirk. She nodded and kissed me again, both of us happy to be back with one another.

Louis: I stood in front of her table, I looked at her best friend and then back at her. "Louis, what are you doing here?" Y/Bff/N asked, glaring at me. I looked at Y/N and saw that she was looking down at the cup in her hand. "Can I talk to you, Y/N?" Y/Bff/N was about to protest, but Y/N looked up. "Fine." She told her friend that she would be back before she walked out of the café. I followed her and we walked over to an outside table that was covered in snow. She turned around, but avoided my gaze. "What do you want, Louis?" Before I could speak I wanted her to look at me. I reached out and tried to place my hand on her cheek, but she jerked back. It got her to look at me though, it was more like a scowl. I could tell that she didn't want to be in front of me like she was now. "Louis..." she trailed off, but didn't say anything more. "I-I'm sorry for making you leave." She sighed and closed her eyes, I could tell she was ready to walk away from me, but I couldn't have it. "Just, listen to me for a minute. Please." "Louis, you told me to leave. You made the decision of me trying to win back my parents over being in a relationship with you. You intentionally hurt me just so that I would leave you with ease, at least that's what you thought. But guess what, I'm dodging all of my family's calls, crying, sleeping, and not eating." I moved closer and cupped her cheeks in my hands. "I can't tell you how sorry I am for letting, or making, you leave. I said all those things because I don't want to be the reason why you don't talk to your family. I don't want to come between you and them. I love you, I really love you. I didn't want you to resent me in the future." The whole time I spoke, she had her eyes closed, but she opened them as she spoke. "Louis, I would never resent you for being with you over being with them. They have always tried to control. They have no control over who I chose to spend the rest of my life with. I love you and I want to be with you." I smiled at her words, moving my hands down to hers. She didn't hesitate or move away from me. "Is there anything I can do to make this better?" I asked, looking straight into her eyes. "Just let me make my own decisions when it comes to my family." "Deal. I love you," I said, before kissing her.

Harry: "H-Hi, Harry," she stuttered out. I knew she was shocked to see me, hell I was shocked to see her too. We stood there and stared at one another while people walked by us multiple times. "Can we talk?" she asked, looking at me with her big eyes. I couldn't resist nodding my head. I followed her out onto the balcony that the gym had. Luckily, there was no one out there so that we could talk. "How are you?" I asked, breaking the mini silence that was held between us. "I'm fine. I guess," she shrugged. She took a drink of her water and then looked over at me. "Look, Harry, I'm sorry for leaving you over that incident. I wish I could've done things differently and I just want you to know that I was scared. I was scared of what else could happen, scared that you might resent your fans if they hurt me more. I hope you know that I still love you. I know I ignored your calls and texts, but I just needed time to think." I nodded in understanding, I knew exactly what she was saying. For a while, I did resent the fans for her injury, for the threats they sent her, and mostly for being the reason behind why she left. "I understand, Y/N. I don't blame you for leaving. I knew that in time we would work things out, no matter how long it took. I knew that I would never stop loving you, and I never did. I missed you a lot in the weeks that you were gone." She smiled and wiped a stray tear, which I failed to notice, from her cheek. "I missed you, too. I kept coming here hoping that I would see you," she giggled a little. "You could have come to the house," I said, smiling at her. She looked down and then back at me, making me think I said something wrong. "I thought that you would hate me or something." "I would never hate you." I reached over and took on of her hands into mine. "Are you sure?" she asked, looking at our hands. "Never. I love you too much." She smiled and got up, walking over to me. She rested her hands on my shoulders and looked down at me. "Am I forgiven?" I nodded and smiled, "Always." She thanked me and leaned down to kiss me. I missed her so damn much.

Liam: I didn't give her time to answer, instead I sat down next to her. I could see some tears falling from her eyes and I honestly wished I hadn't been the one to cause them. She was shaking, holding back sobs. I wanted to reach over and pull her into my lap, soothe her until she was okay. But I couldn't and that was all my fault. I started to cry too, the only sound between the both of us was soft whimpers and sniffles. After a while, we finally composed ourselves and looked at one another. "I know that I screwed up big time. I don't know how to make this up or how to fix this. I know that nothing could excuse what I did, so I'm not going to sit here and tell you something you don't want to her. I will tell you that I deeply regret doing it. I will tell you that I love you and that the last few days without you sucked. I wish that we could be at home, cuddling and planning the wedding. I want you to know that you're the only one for me, you're the only one I have ever seen a future with, the only one I want a future with. I know that I fucked up and that you may never forgive me, but if there is anything I can do to fix this. I will do it. I promise that I won't hurt you ever again." She was crying again, but she hadn't said anything. I waited and waited for her to answer, but when I thought she was going to, I was going to leave. "I'm sorry for everything, I'll go now," I said, getting up and walking over to her. I leaned down to place a kiss on her cheek. Before I could inch away from her, I felt her arms wrap around my neck. I stood in place, not knowing what to say. "Liam, I can't let you go for some damn reason. You messed up so bad, but I can't lose you. I love you, so much that it hurts. I have been through hell wondering what led you to cheat, but in the back of my mind I was making up excuses for you. I know that forgiving someone who cheats is like setting yourself up for disaster, but I don't care. Just don't leave me, please." I could feel her tears falling onto my shirt, soaking it. I wrapped my arms around her back and held her tight. "I won't. Never. I love you, I'm sorry for everything. I'll make it up to you in whatever way you want." She nodded and mumbled an I love you too.

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