Niall: He was looking at you, then he put his hands over his face. You were waiting for his response and every bad thing that you could possibly think was running through your head. He finally looked at you and began to talk. “I-I do. It’s just.. I don’t know. It seems like neither of us are happy anymore and I know you’re trying, but I can’t.” he said. Your voice hitched and a flood of emotions came to you. “So that’s it? You don’t even want to fight for me, for our relationship?” you cried, the tears finally falling. He was staring at you and his face dropped, he felt bad for what he was doing to you. “I think that I’m bad for you and I’m never around, you deserve better.” “I don’t care what I deserve, I want to be with you. But obviously that’s something you don’t want.” you said. You both stayed in silence and he didn’t know what to say. He wasn’t saying the things you wish he would. You got up to leave, no longer wanting to be in his presences. You walked away, but he called to you to stop and your turned to look at him. “I love you, more than anything or anyone. I want you to be happy and I can tell that you’re not anymore. I’m sorry. Like I said, you deserve better.” You didn’t say anything, you walked into your bedroom and laid down, crying. He had stayed downstairs that night, even after him basically telling you he didn’t want to be with you, you still wanted him to come up to bed with you. The next morning you woke to an empty house, he had left and you didn’t think he was coming back, so you might as well get use to the quiet.

Zayn: He pulled you into an embrace, but you pushe

d him away. He was taken back by your actions. “What are you doing?” he asked, angrily. “Answer my question.” you said, you needed to know and he needed to answer. He stared at you, “Let’s go sit.” He tried to pull your hand into his, but you moved away. “Just tell me. Now. Please.” you begged, you didn’t care how desperate you seemed at this point. “Okay. I do. I love you.” he said, nonchalantly. You were surprised that he put no effort or emotion into telling you. “You have a funny way of showing it. At least say it like you mean it, Zayn!” you yelled, you were frustrated. You couldn’t even look at him anymore, so you walked away. You question still unanswered, or was it. He followed you into the bedroom, but you tried to shut the door on him. “Stop being so pissy.” he said. “I have a right to be. You’re not even taking me seriously, I need to know!” you said, your voice broke again. Tears welled up in your eyes when you looked in his. “Why are you doubting my love for you?” he asked. “Answer my question first.” “Yes, Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N I love you. I love you more than anyone in this world.” he said. This time you believed him. He smiled and pulled you into him, you cried but this time they were happy tears. He held you for awhile before finally pulling you back. “Now why are you doubting me, babe?” “Because you’ve been distant and acting weird. We hardly talk anymore. You’re mom asked why I didn’t go with you and I thought the worse, I guess.” you confessed. “I’m sorry. I’ve just been stressed and I didn’t want to get you involved, but instead I ended up hurting you. I’m so sorry.” he said, kissing the top of your head. “I love you, always remember that.” he mumbled, giving you a kiss. It was good to hear him say it after sometime without him saying it.

Louis: “I don’t know anymore, Y/N.” he spoke, quietly. One of the biggest fears you had with being in a relationship with him had come true, but he didn’t say it. You could feel like he was trying not to hurt you by saying he didn’t know, but you felt like he didn’t anymore. “Either you do or you don’t, Louis. Just tell me because I don’t want to stay here if I’m not wanted.” you stated. It was hard for you to even confront him, but it had to be done. Your relationship was getting hard and it wasn’t like it use to be. “I don’t think I do. I mean I will always love you, but I’m not in love with you anymore. I tried so hard to make myself believe that I was, but we fight a lot and neither of us are happy.” he said, moving closer to you. You fidgeted when he sat on the arm of the couch you were in, all you could do was cry.You knew he was right, you felt the exact same way that he did. He held onto you as you cried, he tried to reassure you that everything would be okay. You didn’t think it would be, he was everything you had always wanted and now you were losing him. Finally after sometime of you just crying you finally stopped. “What now?” you asked. He shrugged and both of you knew it was a question that neither of you really wanted an answer to.

Harry: You continued to eat, not that you felt like it but you needed to concentrate on something other than your boyfriend who may or may not still love you. He didn’t speak, but you gave him time to get his head on straight. After what seemed like forever he finally spoke up. “I do, I love you.” he said, it sounded sincere but you still needed answers from him. He wouldn’t get away with ignoring you without an explanation. “Then why did it take you forever to answer? And why have you been distant?” you asked, at this point you had stopped eating because you stomach was doing flips and you felt sick. “I don’t know.” “That’s not a good enough answer, Harry. I was going through hell with you acting like you didn’t care, like you didn’t love me.” you said, finally breaking your cool and calm aura. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what was wrong with me. I just felt down and I didn’t want you to deal with me. There are a lot of things that I try to keep from you in order to keep you happy, the last thing I wanted to do was make you feel unloved. I do love you, I love you so much it hurts.” he said, getting up and going to you side of the table. He put his hands in yours and got you up. “I love you. I love you. I love you.” he said, kissing your cheeks then your lips. You finally broke into a smile. “I love you, too.” He smiled and apologized once more, reassuring you that he would never intentionally hurt you. He made it up to you by taking you away to spend time, just the two of you.

Liam: It took him awhile to finish his sentence and in that time you were breaking even more. You were thinking the worse, that he was cheating on you and all the rumors were true. “I don’t. I need you to hear me out because I don’t want to hurt you.” he said. As soon as the words hit you, you wanted to hang up and cry. You gave him the benefit of the doubt and waited for him to continue speaking, even though you didn’t want to hear his voice anymore. “I didn’t mean for it to come out harsh, but being on tour and away from you is hard. I don’t feel the connection we once had and before you start thinking that I did cheat on you, I didn’t and I wouldn’t. Y/N I did love you, more than anyone I had ever loved in the past. I just can’t take being away from you, I will always love you but I am no longer in love with you. This hurts me just as much as it hurts you, trust me. I wish I could make myself be in love with you again, I honestly do. I’m sorry, I handled this the wrong way.” You cried as he kept talking, you couldn’t take hearing his voice anymore. “I understand. I-I have to go.” and with that you hung up in him. It was over, you guys were done and you didn’t want to be. You understood what he meant, but you didn’t want to believe it. He tried calling, but you decided to cut off any contact with him if it really was over. You couldn’t take the pain you felt, but you were letting him go.