(Niall's POV)

Gone, she was gone. My love, my life, my everything was gone. I didn't know what to feel when the nurse told me that my love was gone, dead. The only thing I had left was a child, a daughter that was a part of Eliza and me. I was blaming Y/N for her mother's death. I was blaming her for months. For years. Thanks to that I could never love Y/N, it's horrible. I'm sure that Eliza would disappointed. Very disappointed.
I was watching TV when I felt a hand on my shoulder, Y/N knew that I didn't want to be close to her, she knew it.
"What do you want Y/N?" I snapped, I talked with her like she was venom.
"I wanted to apologize" she whispered. Her eyes were filled with tears.
"What have you done now you good for nothing?" I told her harshly, she let a sob out.
"I wish that I was never born, in that way mum would be here, next to you and you would be happy" she explained, heartbreaking.
It was the first time I met her gaze, first time my eyes meet hers. I've ignored her for almost fifteen years and yet she's so innocent.
"W-what?" I chocked out.
"I know that you don't love me dad, infact you dislike me. I wish mum was here, here with you. I wish that I was the one who got taken away, you know" she told me, why would she say that?
"Your mother would be disappointed if she heard you say that Y/N" I told her gently. Y/N nodded slowly.
"It's true though" she whispered, and I knew that it was. I knew that I was making a huge mistake for ignoring her for all these years.
"I don't know how you could resist my pleading when I was a child. My pleading for a hug, a shoulder to cry on when I had nightmares. I'v never had a father who gave me hugs and kisses. I've never had anyone showing me what's wrong and what's right. I've always been missing two important things in life. A mother and a father. My mother is gone and so is my father, you might be here Niall, here on this earth, here in this house but never with me" she told me, her voice was harsh.
"I couldn't do it Y/N, it was stronger than me. Hundred times stronger. Will you give me a chance to make things right?" I asked her slowly, she nodded. The eyes that once were dull now gained hope.
"Course" she said with a smile. For the first time in my life I gave her a proud smile and brought her into my arms. It was the best feeling ever.