I've been updating 1D's offical site at least five hundred times. I've been crying for two hours.
I cannot believe that the day I was afraid of would come. My heart is broken into billion small pieces. I literally can't stop crying. I wish that they had a few breaks, but it was all so rushed and it resulted with Zayn leaving One direction. Now that Zayn has left 1D there's no One direction left ... It's just Louis, Liam, Niall and Harry.
It's Zayn decision and I will respect it even though my heart is broken and I've cried a river.
Thank you Zayn Malik for an amazing time, you were the first boy I 've fallen in love with and I'm still in love with you. I'm going to miss your high notes, your accent, your art ... I'm going to miss YOU. I love you ❤️