Yeosang Pov:

Jongh0 🍰:
hey coffee boy wanna go out
and do sometjing
something*

You:
suRe! What do you
wanna do?

Jongh0 🍰:
idk what about go
to the mall and I'll buy
you an outfit and food

You:
is this your way of asking
me on a dateE🤭😏

Jongh0 🍰:
no i like sm1 else
heheT🏳‍🌈🏳‍🌈

Ouch, I was not expecting that. We flirt a lot, I thought maybe my feelings would be returned. I guess all I can do now is be happy for him.

You:
oooOooO
whO is it🤔🤔

Jongh0 🍰:
fhjdjsjs i canT tell u its
a sEeKrAt 𓆩😚𓆪

You:
yk you should really
learn hoe to spell
hiw*
how**
fucK💀

Jongh0 🍰:
BWAHAHAHA THAY
WAS INE OG THE MSOD
AMSZINFN THUNGS IVR
EVET SEEM IN MU LIFE🤌🤌

You:
Wtf💀 in a real existing
language please?

Jongh0 🍰:
that was a rEaL eXiStInG
lAnGuAgE🙄🙄
also I'm at your house

You:
WHAT THE FUCK
YOU COULD HAVE TOLD
ME YOU WERE GONNA
BE HERE I THOUGHT
YOU MEANT LATER

Jongh0 🍰:
i thot u umderstood i
meant rn💀

You:
gimme a sec ill be out
in a sec
Seen

Fuck fuck fuck. Okay Yeosang calm down.

I grab a black shirt and put a grey zip up hoodie over it with some light blue ripped jeans.

I grabbed my wallet and phone and locked my door.

"Took you long enough," Jongho said as I opened his car door to get inside.

"Shut up it only took me 5 minutes," I say while flippimg him off. He laughed and started driving to the mall.

"Ooh! Let's go there!" I say grabbing Jongho's hand, while dragging him to a store.

"What do they have there that you want?" He asked as he observed the store. It was a pink store with a bunch of dresses.

Fuck he doesn't know Wooyoung got me into dresses and skirts.

"Uhh, my sister's birthday is coming up," I lie. I don't even have a sister.

"Oh, okay. What size is she? I can help find a cute dress for her!" Jongho seemed excited about this, it was cute.

"Um, she's a medium, and she really likes the dresses with the wide bottoms so when she spins she feels pretty." Those are my favorite dresses, but I wasn't gonna tell Jongho that.

"Okay! I'll look over here and you look over there," He runs off to the other side of the store.

After looking for about 10 minutes, (this store is huge) Jongho comes running to me with the prettiest dress I have ever seen.

It was black with gold glitter on the bottom of it, and it had long sleeves. I can't wait to be alone to try it on. Wait! I'll go to Wooyoung's house and show him it.

"Ahhh it's so pretty! She'll love it!" I exclaim, happy to see Jongho so happy.

"I'll pay for it," he said while walking up to the cashier.

"300 dollars and 99 cents," the cashier said, holding out her hand.

My jaw dropped. I was not about to let Jongho pay for that dress, he WILL let me pay him back.

When he gave me the bag, I felt really bad.

"Hey, I'll pay you back, it was really expensive," I say while taking out my wallet.

"Nah, it's okay I offered to take you to the mall, I'll pay for everything," he said with a smile.

"No let me pay you since it's for me-I mean my sister," I try to cover up my mistake. Too late. Jongho heard, now he's gonna hate me.

"Ha! I was right! I knew it was yours, because one time you told me you were an only child. We should go to that bathroom over there so you can put it on!" He exclaimed while shoving me to the nearest bathroom.

I'm happy he didn't judge me for being feminine.

I quickly changed into the dress and just wow. if i had a tiny bit of eyeshadow and eyeliner, I would look amazing.

When I get out of the bathroom, Jongho is facing the other way, so I sneak up behind him and bite his shoulder.

"Ah fuck! Yeosang why would yo-" He stops talking and gasps after he turned around.

"It looks so good!" he exclaims happily.

"Thanks! Also thank you for paying for it. I can still pay yo-" He shuts me up with his lips.

I immediatly kiss him back, and the kiss lasts a few seconds.

After we pull away we look into eachother's eyes for a second.

"I have to go I'm really sorry," He says and runs out of the mall. What the hell.

Did I do something wrong? I mean technically he kissed me, and I was being polite so I kissed him back but still.

I feel the tears fill my eyes as I walk home. I also feel people staring at me, but I don't care. I don't care about anything.

When I get home I ignore my parents' calls for me while my tears fall.

I lock my door and cry uncontrollably as I try to text him again.

You:
Hey, what happened
are you okay?
Not sent

You blocked me? Just so
you know you're the one
that kissed me
Not sent

Wow Jongho, I thought
you would be better
than this.
Not sent

If you're gonna ignore
me, I hope I never see
you again. Have a good
life Jongho.
Read 5:42 p.m.

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