Jung hoseok !!!
What should I do I love him as a friend I don't want to make him go through all the trouble that I went through I kept looking at the place,  where even though it was dark I assumed it will be where he stood trying to grab his attention , I could see him laughing at someone beside him that was jungkook s girl...
Wait wasn't he supposed to come here already and then tell me he loves me what is he still doing there ?
I heard the collective Gasp first from the crowd before I saw the person to which another spotlight was pointing to
What ? In the name of hell was going on I blinked again and again I couldn't believe what I just saw I could see the smirk growing into a huge smile  on the person who was standing right in front of me which I have never seen before
JEON JUNGKOOK!!!!!!!!!!
I heard hoseoks YESSSS ! and I am still confused what?  is this a joke?  because no never in a million years would this happen to me I looked at jeon he was clenching and unclenching his fists as if he is trying to went all his nervousness by doing that..
"Is this a joke ? " I asked jungkook
"What ?" He said his expression dumbfounded the smile from earlier gone now it is just a a mix of anger nervousness and something else
"What is your deal I mean haven't u done enough ? What do want from me it is not my fault that I fell in love with u okey god damn it I am freaking trying not to break down every time i see you with your girlfriend and NOW u do this to me ? I am sorry but can u just stop"
I said breathing heavily as I could feel my chest tightening and ears hot and my eyes teary  how dare he take me as a joke in front of these many people and make me a loser again
"Jin listen"... he started to come forward
"No u listen jungkook I know u are perfect in whatever you do but I am not, okey I am a nerd and I am proud of it you, you make me your slave you ignore me make fun of me and now NOW you do this "I AM DONE  and I am not a loser"  Isaid
"I am sorry !" I couldn't believe my ears jungkook said before marching out leaving the whole crowd speechless
"Jin!!" hoseok and Taehyung and jimin came running after me and tae   grabbed  my hands
"Tae  not now please leave me alone ok "I said
"No I won't leave you alone you have to listen okey listen you stubborn stupid ass" hoseok began
"How could u ? I trusted you I thought you were different I said stairing at hoseok who eyes " widen as I said those words
"Woah woah woah stop" the small blonde guy from earlier whose name was yoongi appears from behind with a serious face
"Look we understand why you think this is all a joke but we won't get anywhere if you keep being stubborn and think of Jungkook as an evil incarnate" he said hobi looked at yoongi with a not now" look
"What !"
"Jungkook was in love with you the minute you  spilled coffee all over him , he wanted to get to know you but couldn't so he started being an asshole to you and made you his slave he was enjoying every minute trust me I know he wouldn't stop talking about you
"Wait what ! This time Taehyung interrupted
"Yes but he was in the football team and he knew they had a negative vibe toward people who are all studious and nerdy their first target to bullying so jungkook started to ignore you so that they won't give too much attention to you"
"No way you are making this up now" I said to hobi.
"Believe it or not that is what happened why would I lie to you about this ?"
Why would he ? I thought
"I remember him being so angry when you laughed at him when he flunked and how excited he was when he get to study with you but then u turned up late and he was like maybe he pushed his bad boi vibes too much and that you hate him now ! Which is clearly the case "yoongi added with a smile" he even pulled off an all-nighter trying to figure out the notes you gave him, converted it to his notes and spread it cause his gang knew you were gonna help him and they would ask for the notes but you has asked him not to share so he did the only thing he knew , that didn't go out well, u know what happened next

That is the reason he befriended Ellen so to know the campus forgets about the incident, he even thought you were going to ask him for the dance that's why he asked me to teach you the steps he was so stressed at that but then you went and apologised for the kiss too that's when he lost it I guess hobi said with  worry in his words
"But he decided to give a last try with this one" yoongi shrugged and said
"Well that ended like this jimin said with worry
"Where is he I asked them? but they didn't know............