9: He Isn't Me

Vladimir's POV

(Dream)

"-you will be locked up for eternity. Never to interact with any type of being... You hideous crea.. ."

"Help me!" My cries fall on deaf ears as nothing or no one comes to my aid.

"I want to die, please let me die...."

Voices. Screams. Cries. Blood.

"It's all your fault. You are a mass killer. You killed them all. You deserve imprisonment for eternity..."

No. No. No.

"Come with me."

I shake my head, distancing myself from the stranger that broke into my prison.

"I'll take care of you. I'll help you tame your other."

I look at him. He still has his hand stretched out to me. He wants me to go with him. I don't want to be here, so I take his hand and let him guide me out of my prison.

"....my son."

I am someone's son. Soon, I became someone's brother. I have a family.

I am losing control fast. He wants to come out because I'm not strong enough to protect my family.

'I will kill them all for you. That is what you want, right?'

Is it? Did I want to kill them?

Yes.

"Come back to me son, you are alright. I am alright and so are your brothers."

"Dad,"

"Shush. Sleep."

I have messed up. I was too weak and did what I vowed not to do again. I deserve to be locked up, to rot in a cell for eternity.

"I have sealed him so far in your mind."

At last, I'm free.

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"Vlad, get up!"

I opened my eyes and all I saw was the colour red. I panicked, fumbled to sit up bringing my arms to my face. I sighed in relief at the absence of claws but still, the red of my vision wasn't a good sign.

"Are you kidding me?" I heard a groan and I looked over to see Kai sprawled on the floor.

"What are you doing down there?"

"No thanks to you, that's what." He retorted.

I reached out a hand guilty, and helped him up. I gritted my teeth, liking and hating the way I felt when my hand held his. As soon as he was standing, I let his hand go. I didn't mean to push him down but it happened still. I have told him not to wake me up but no matter how many times I tell him, I still wake up with him at my side.

"Kai,"

"I know, I know. But Vlad, I can't just sit by and hear you scream all night. I can't sleep too. I wish this stupid house had sound proof rooms." He sighed taking a seat on my bed.

"I'm sorry." I sincerely apologized. I knew Kai hasn't been sleeping well and on top of that, he's been sick since a week ago. We weren't so sure of the days but I counted every time we slept as day. There was just something about the day that made our kind exhausted and when that feeling came, I counted it as daytime.

"No need."

I excused myself and entered the bathroom. I needed a minute alone to relax and calm down because I was far from calm. I stood, eyes closed, lost in thoughts as hot water fell on me from the shower head.

I had to find a way out of this damned house before something bad happened. My past was catching up on my present and with it came something I didn't need in my life anymore. It began with the nightmares and I thought it will pass but then my vision switched on and off to red which wasn't good at all.

To be honest, I was scared.

My life before my father found me wasn't pretty. I had accepted my fate, that I was damned to be alone, locked up and away from all life. But father found me and taught me otherwise. I had a right to have loved ones and a family just like everyone else. It wasn't easy to listen to him, to trust him, to believe in him but he was a patient being and he patiently waited on me until I could finally trust and believe in his words.

He trusted us.

But then the war happened and as I almost killed my own brothers, he couldn't trust us anymore. He didn't want to but he had to seal him away. I didn't know how he did what he did, but I was assured there was no chance he will come fourth again.

"But just incase something goes wrong, come to me right away."

Something was wrong now but I couldn't leave this damned house. I was stuck here and there was no way to go to my father or contact him. Was he back from his adventure?

"Vladimir!" Kai shouted from outside the bathroom while pounding his fist on the door.

I opened my eyes and sighed in relief when the red didn't stay in my sight anymore. I stepped out of the shower after turning the water off and dried my body with a towel before grabbing a robe to put on.

"Finally!" Kai dramatically exclaimed when I exited the bathroom. "Were you planning on showering for eternity?"

"Are you planning on annoying me for eternity?"

"Ha ha. Very funny." He rolled his eyes and matched out of the room.

I proceeded to dress and then made my way to the kitchen for an apple. Kai was once again lying on the couch, remote in hand probably rewatching the same TV shows he's seen in the past days.

I took the apple and joined him on the couch as there was nothing else to do. I didn't give up on finding a way out of this place but I was simply put off after searching high and low. For now, I'd watch the shows since sleeping was out of choices.

"I'm hungry." Kai stated.

A chill went through me at his statement. I would have offered him my almost done apple but I knew it wasn't that what Kai was asking for.

The house didn't provide the most important thing that we needed. I could manage without the blood for some time but Kai couldn't even manage in two days. He was so weak and I really hated seeing him starve and so I did something foolish. Again.

I offered him my blood.

Why was it a foolish thing to do? That's because my blood was special. Father had warned me against using my blood for anything, let alone giving it to someone. He told me he didn't trust anyone with my blood because of the special effects it had on the consumer.

"I'll go take a tumbler for you." I stood up but before I could walk away, Kai held my arm. I looked down at him and the blush on his cheeks didn't escape my eyes even though he looked away.

"I uh,.." He paused, struggling with what to say as I saw his lips moving but no words escaped them.

I narrowed my eyes on him, wondering what caught his tongue. His hand was still on my arm and there was a warmth on it. I plied it off my arm and asked, "what is it?"

"I want to try something."

"Oh. Okay." I shrugged.

In a blink, I was pulled back on the couch and Kai was sitting on my lap. I was stunned in silence and before I knew it, Kai was biting on my neck.

I groaned at the action as it was the first time someone sunk their fangs in me, the feeling was foreign. When I offered my blood to Kai, I did so in a glass. I would cut my wrist open and let the blood drop in a cup then gave it to him. Never had he drunk straight from my vein and I absolutely didn't picture it happening.

Vampires drinking from each other was something lovers did, that's why I didn't offer him my blood in such a way.

"Kai," I moaned when he moved on my lap and my hands latched on his waist to halt the movement when I felt my cock coming to life.

He still had his fangs in me, drinking my blood and from the sounds he was making, Kai was enjoying every drop. I knew it was wrong, I knew I had to remove him from me before things went south but I couldn't find it in me to push him off.

There was a reason why only lovers did this sort of thing. The act was more pleasurable, so sexy and so ................

The smell of blood had me opening my eyes which I wasn't aware I had closed earlier and what I saw made my fangs come out in all their glory. Kai had cut a line from his neck to his shoulder. All thoughts of how wrong this was had completely been wiped out of my mind as I saw the blood and I didn't waste any minute, I began licking it clean on his body until my mouth was at the right point.

I bit his neck and just like an opened floodgate, blood came gushing into my mouth. I moaned when Kai moved once again on my lap and when I really focused on what was actually happening down there, I found my hands that were restraining his movement earlier, were helping him grind on my now throbbing and fully awake member.

From then on, a blur of movements occurred as we bit at each other; neck, mouths when our lips found each other, chest and nipples as our shirts were torn from our bodies. We were on the couch, on the floor, on the wall, as we moved our lower halfs on each other until we reached our peak. Kai threw his head back and I wasn't far behind as we climaxed, dirtying our underwear.

As we came down from our high, I found myself standing in between Kai's spread legs as he lied on the kitchen counter. The embarrassment hit me full force and I quickly moved off Kai who also sat up. We silently looked at each other and it was then I noticed the red in my vision.

The nerves latched on my being once more and I speedily walked away. Regrets flooded my mind and I felt sick.

"Vlad, I-"

"Leave me, Kai." I snapped at Kai who had been following me.

I opened my bedroom door and while closing it, I caught a glimpse of Kai who had a doleful look but this wasn't about him so I didn't care as I closed it shut.

What had I done?

Unfortunately this time, I had a feeling it wasn't going to be just a faulty vision switching red on and off. I could feel it.

No. Not it but him.

He was there and there was nothing I could do to restrain him from taking over. Slowly I began losing the feeling in my feet then it ascended up my body.

"Dad, " I choked on a sob, feeling pathetic, helpless like I was a child once again. A child that needed his father to fight his battles for him.

I could now only feel from my chest and upwards, not a thing below. I didn't even fight it for I knew it was a losing battle. I thought of Kai and I could only hope no harm came to him.

And then just like a switch, I was turned off and he was on. I wasn't unaware of what was happening but I couldn't take part in what was happening. This wasn't me.

I wasn't him.

I watched on as I stood before the bathroom mirror. He liked our appearance and I saw him smile before undressing then stepped in the shower. Surprisingly, he was in no hurry as he took his sweet time washing our body thoroughly.

Nothing else mattered though and I could only hope Kai would face no harm in his hand.

Or was it our hand?


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