"Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it."

- Nicholas Sparks, A Walk To Remember

27|| In His Eyes

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"Thank you for letting me stay the night, Tamaki." I say as we walk to the dining room for breakfast.

"That's okay. You can come over any time." He smiles and I nod idiotically, staring at him.

Lately Tamaki has been looking more radiant. He's so handsome.

"You okay?" His voice snaps me out of my trance and I look away.

"Yeah..."

"Morning Tamaki, Good morning Princess Anakaia." The maids bow and as soon as I sit down, two maids surround me. One places a napkin on my lap and the other places my food down.

"Um thank you." They curtsy and stand next to the door.

Tamaki gives me a sheepish smile and starts eating his breakfast. I stare down at my plate. "Something wrong, your highness?"

"Hm?" I look up and see a maid look at me worriedly. "Oh no... It's just that... I'm not very hungry."

She nods. "Would you like me to take it back?"

"Yes please." I hold it up and she smiles as she takes my plate.

"I never see you eat much Ana-hime." Tamaki looks at me with a concerned expression.

"I-I just can't eat too much... I-It's a condition." I lie.

"Oh... You should have told me." He frowns. "You have quite a few illnesses don't you?"

"Yes... I was born with a weak heart. Eating too much would make me sick. I'll be fine though. I'm pretty strong!"

--Tamaki POV--

"Yes... I was born with a weak heart. Eating too much would make me sick. I'll be fine though. I'm pretty strong!" She holds her arms out and giggles.

I love you.

I smile at her and she slowly lowers her arms down. Her face red.

Ana's opened up to us way more. Is this the real Ana? Funny, kind, can be carefree, shy...

"So we're going back to school huh?" She plays with her sleeve and smiles at me.

"Y-yeah... Excited?"

"Really excited! I only went there for a week and I had to go to Greece for princess duties. I want to see the whole school." She says excitedly and I grin. "Ugh. I'm sorry... I'm just a bit too excited."

"I've never heard of a girl that's excited to go to school." I say and she pouts.

"Is that weird?"

"N-no! No..." I shake my head and she purses her lips.

"Kay..." She squeaks.

--Anakaia POV--

"Good morning madam." The maids say. I look up and see Tamaki's grandmother walking towards me with a smile.

"Anakaia! You're still here?" She takes a seat next to me.

"Yes. I stayed the night. I fell asleep here." I say and she nods,.

"That's fine! Come over any time you want!"

"Sure." I giggle and she grins.

"You truly are a beautiful princess! Don't you think so, Tamaki?" She looks at her grandson and he froze. "Tamaki?"

"Y-yes!"

"Come to think of it I think you two would be the perfect couple!" She walks over to Tamaki and pinches his cheeks. "I want to see my grandson marry before I pass."

"Grandmother!" Tamaki's face turns red and I feel mine boil.

"What do you say Anakaia? Would you want to marry my grandson." She stares at me.

"P-please..." I look down and she laughs.

"Oh! Young love!"

Tamaki eyes his grandmother suspiciously. "Mister Suoh. The limousine."

"O-oh yes! Let's go Ana! We don't want to be late do we?!" Tamaki takes my hand and drags me out.

"Are you okay Tamaki?" I peer at his face.

"Y-yeah. I-I'm sorry about that." He glances at the door and I giggle.

"It's fine."

We enter the limousine and the ride was a silent one.

We exit the car and boys surround me.

"Anakaia!" "We've missed you!" "Where have you been?!" "Princess of Greece!" "You look beautiful today."

"Thank you gentlemen." I smile and take all the bouquets I can.

I then feel someone grip my wrist and pull me away from the group of boys. I drop the bouquets and clung onto whoever it was.

I open my eyes and look up to see Tamaki. I was in Tamaki's arms as he protected me and brought me into the building. He picks me up bridal style and walks down the halls with a stern expression, mumbling things to himself.

I stare at him and unconsciously smile.

My prince.

"Giving flowers to my princess..." He clicks his tongue and my eyes widen.

He kicks the door to music room 3 open and puts me down on the red velvet sofa. He starts to pace back and forth, biting his nails.

"Tamaki are you okay?" I start to stand up and he strides up to me. I fall back down onto the sofa and Tamaki picks me up. "Tamaki--"

He smashes his lips onto mine with a deep kiss.

I pull him in even more and he picks me up. I wrap my legs around his torso. He sits down, our lips still connected and runs his hand up and down my back.

I start to grind on him and tug on his hair. "Tamaki..." I moan his name and he places both hands on my cheek, pulling me in more to deepen the kiss.

"Ana-hime I--"

"KYAAAAAAH!" A voice shrieks.

We both jump off each other and turn around.

"Renge?"

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"Fine." Renge sighs.

"Thank you!" Tamaki falls down to his knees and cries.

"I won't tell them... Just don't ever do it here again... Ever." She says and we both nod. "Well you're both late for first period. Better hurry." She smirks and skips out of the room.

We stare at the door.

That just happened. I wonder what would have happened if Renge didn't walk in on us.

I glance at Tamaki. "We better go." Tamaki smiles softly and holds his hand out.

"W-w...." I stare at his hands and felt my eyes prick.

"Ana-hime are you--"

"So that's it huh?" I say and look up at him, tears spilling out of my eyes.

--Tamaki POV--

"W-w..." Her lips quiver and she stares at my hand.

"Ana-hime are you--"

"So that's it huh?" She looks up at me, tears spilled out of her eyes.

My heart breaks and I take a step towards her, she takes a step back and shakes her head.

"Ana..."

"You're just going to act as if that didn't just happen?!" She slaps my hand away and my heart pangs. "Why do you always do that?! Why do you act as if every time we kiss it was nothing?! Are you playing with me?!" Her legs give away and she falls forward, I catch her but she quickly stands back up and shoves me away.

"Anakaia please..." I try to take her hand but she shakes her head.

"Anakaia... Is that it... We're at that stage again?"

"No please I was going to--"

"Don't touch me!" She screams. "I should've known better... You only play with girls' emotions... How could I be so dumb...?" She mumbles to herself. "I LOVED YOU TAMAKI!" She stomps her foot.

Ana loves me...?

"Ana I love--"

"No... I said loved... I loved you... I thought I was special to you... I was so stupid!" She pulls on her hair frustratedly and I frown.

You are special to me...

"Even if I wanted to love you... I couldn't..." She falls to her knees. "I'm so sorry..." She stands up and wipes her tear stained cheeks.

She swiftly walks past me and out the door.

I fall down to my knees and cry. "Ana-hime..."

--Anakaia POV--

I'm sorry Tamaki! I just had to get out of there!

I look down at my hands. Veins were popping out and can be seen through my skin, my nails are growing longer and sharper.

It hurts!

I ball my hands into a tight fist and run as fast as I could.

"Yo Ana!" I hear Miya call out but I keep running. "Ana!"

I can hear her footsteps right behind me. I frantically look around and make a sharp turn, I hide behind a pillar and hold my breath.

"Ana!" Miya's concerned voice calls out. She stops a few meters away from me and pants. "Where'd she go?" She looks around and frowns. When she was gone I stepped out cautiously and ran.

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"Ah!" I fall down on my knees and look down at my bleeding knee.

I wipe the blood with my finger and wipe it on the grass. The grass turns black and I gasp, I back away and stare at the black patch. My throat burns and tightens.

"No no no no..." I run my hand down my face and rock back and forth. "No no no no!" I look down at my bloody hands and wipe my face with the banana yellow sleeve. "Please please please..." I clap my hands together and beg. "Oh big brother please. Please. I am a sinner, one of the most dirtiest sinning creature, I beg of you please, I don't want to do this anymore, help me, help me, oh lord please, cleanse me, I give up... I give up... I am a demon princess hopelessly in love with an angel. Please! PLEASE!!!"

Black spots cover my vision and I felt myself falling forward. I see a black, beautiful figure in front of me. My saviour. "Brother..."

--Lucifer POV--

"Piss off." I wave my hand and my butler bows and exits. I let out a deep breath and lean back.

Riiiing.

"Agh for fucks sake!" I throw my phone at the wall. "What a pain." I snarl and close my eyes.

"Lucifer!" Helena comes out of the closet and places her hands on her hips.

"What baby?" I look up at her and smile lazily.

"Don't 'what baby?' me." She rolls her eyes and waves her hands. The phone is repaired and she takes a seat next to me. "Are you sick?" She places her hand on my forehead and frowns. "Why are you in such a bad mood."

"Just... Thinking..."

"That's bad." She smirks and I push her hand off gently. "Ana...?" She says cautiously and I nod. "What is it?" She sits on my lap and wraps her arms around my neck.

"Nothing..."

She brushes my hair back and kisses my forehead. "She's going to find out one day... And I know that when she turns... She wouldn't care for you anymore." She frowns. "Or anyone... I don't want that..." Beautiful clear tears spill out of her eyes. "I don't want her to turn Lucifer..."

"Aww." I wipe her tears and frown. "I have to do this... After what he's done to me, it's not fair my love."

"It's not fair for Ana." She says. "Do you really want her to turn?" She shrugs.

"...I don't know, love." I shake my head.

"When she finds out... You know that she'll lose all of her humanity right?"

"...."

"She'll never forgive you and I know that you care for her. Otherwise you would have killed her a long time ago... And I also know that you're very happy around her... She makes you smile and tries her best to cheer you up. She tries her best for you, to pay you back for raising her. But why do you have to do this to her?"

She's right...

"It's all his fault."

"His fault!" She throws her arms up and stands up. "If it's his fault why do you have to bring her into this mess?! You never treat her like a sister Lucifer! You've always treated her like she's your own daughter. What about our baby Lucifer? Are you going to treat him like that?!" She places her hands on her stomach. I stand up and pull her into a hug.

"Of course not..." I kiss her hair.

"Do you know how hard it is for her?" She looks up at me, her eyes full of sorrow and sadness. "Remember when she was just a small girl? How miserable she was when she cried those buckets of blood, when she turned things black, her black hair, her black wings, her scars. She had to change herself in order to feel good about herself. That's not right Lucifer."

"I'm sorry..."

"No don't apologise to me. Apologise to Ana. She is in love with that angel and you go and do this!"

She's in love with the angel?

"Remember that she is just a child. If you do not love your own flesh. Then you certainly do not love me." Were her last words before disappearing.

I fell back onto the bed and ran a hand through my hair.

In love with the angel...

"Fuck." I get up. "I need to get some air."

Riiiiiing

"Son of a... Hello?" I answer the phone.

["Oh yes, Is this Lucifer Lucretia?"]

"Speaking."

["How are you mister Lucretia, I'm Kana from Ouran Private Academy, I called you because Anakaia is absent today, did you know about this?"]

Anakaia...?

"No. I didn't. She's not in school?"

["The roll was called out for periods 1 and 2, Anakaia was marked absent for both periods."]

"Okay so where is she?"

["I'm sorry mister Lucretia, we called to ask you if you knew where she could be."]

Stupid school.

"No I don't. That's why I just asked you." You sod.

["Yes well, we do not know sir."]

"Fuckin-- Alright I'll be there in half an hour."

["Okay thank you."]

Beeep.

"What the fuck?" I throw my phone onto the bed and rush out. Maids put my black leather jacket on and I step out. "This is fucking bullshit." I grab my keys.

"Would you like a chauffeur your majesty?"

"No I don't idiot. Why do you think I grabbed my keys for?" I roll my eyes and get into my black Lamborghini. "Can't fucking arrive there with big black wings now can I?" I close my eyes. "Asa ragna Anakaia locatious." I chant and a picture of the backyard at our place appears in front of me.

"Fucking hell." I got out of the car and threw the keys to my butler.

I jog to the backyard and look around. "Anakaia! Why does this fucking garden have to be so big?" I look down at the ground and follow the glowing line that would lead me to Ana.

The line stops in front of a pink blossom tree and I look up. "Where is she, motherfucker?" I walk around the tree and see Ana. Her cheeks were stained with blood, her bloodshot eyes open, staring right at me. The grass surrounding her body was black, her hands were demon like. She shook violently.

"Brother..." She reaches out to me.

It was like a scene from a horror movie. Only worse. My sister, my darling little sister was covered in blood, on the ground, she looked dead and her arms fall down. "ANA!" I run to her and place her head on my lap. I slap her cheek and before I knew it, bloody red tears spilled out of my eyes. Her magnificent pure eyes start to close. "Don't you fucking close them Ana!" They close halfway. "Obey... Me..." Her beautiful green eyes turn black.

What am I doing? I can save her. Why am I so weak?

I push her hair back and rock back and forth, her head cradled in my arms. "Xypníste, xypníste, xypníste..." I whisper and kiss her forehead. She takes in a sharp breath, her eyes go back to it's emerald green colour and her hands go back to it's normal form. But her nails stayed black. She smiles softly and closes her eyes. I feel something salty on my lips, I touch the top of my lips with the tips of my cold finger and look down at it to see blood. I wipe it on my black jeans.

I smile down lovingly at my baby sister and brush her hair with my fingers. "It's okay. It's okay." I whisper and kiss her forehead. Her smile grows and I place my hand on her forehead. I close my eyes.

"Brother...?" A little 6 year old Anakaia looks up at me.

"Yes missy?" I smile down at her and place a poppy flower behind her ear.

"Can you teach me?" She points to the poppies in my hand.

"You want to learn how to make a flower crown?"

She nods adorably and sits in between my legs.

I open my eyes and smile sadly.

Those were the happy days huh Anakaia?

I brush her hair back and stand up with her in my arms.

But i'm sorry... I'm sorry... It can never be like that again.

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- Luca