dear anshika, 

father's been stressing me lately. i just hate him so much. he's the reason i'm stuck here in a painful dilemma to move on or stay right where i am, alone. he wants me to forget literally everything, stop with my romeo shit and marry pansy. 

this is just pure bullshit. don't get me wrong, pansy is so beautiful but she she definitely isn't the one for me. she had been there for me numerous of times but i have never even thought of us spending a life together. 

this just doesn't makes sense. why'd you have to leave? it would have been a blessing to have you with me, secured in my arms, mine forever. but you left and now i'm stuck. i don't know what to do anymore. i'm loosing myself.

yours,

theodore.