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Omg y'all! I found a book called The AU Dictionary. It's by @jaegerbombastic03 . I am SO going to use the AU ideas in later books.

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Heliconia Spray
They are often fed on by butterfly's and hummingbirds. They would catch most food and water that is being swallowed if ever caught in ones throat.
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Suddenly I see bright lights. I quickly close my eyes and make a weird morning noise that is somewhere between a whimper and a sigh. (You know the noise)

"Denki! Are you awake!?"

My eyes fly open and land on the person who voice sounds like a beautiful song.

"Shinso!"

He lights up at his name and rushes me into a hug. I should probably ask him to stop hugging me because it hurts but I can't bring myself to do it. He already doesn't do physical affection well and it's my crush! How could you say no to your crush asking for a hug!

We pull away from our tight embrace with smiles on our lips but mine is quickly wiped clean. There is so much I need to say and tell him I just don't know how to tell him. He notices my frown.

"What's wrong?" A sigh passes through my lips as I realize the best way to do this.

"Can you call Mr. Aizawa to the hospital? Also can you get a doctor?" His face shows panic.

"Are you okay? Did I hurt you!?" His voice gets higher and higher with each word.

I shake my head lightly, "I'm fine. Well physically." He looks at me nervously. "Just call them and I will explain everything."

Apparently Mr. Aizawa had just left to go to the bathroom so it didn't take long for him to come back to the room. Soon after he arrived a doctor came as well. I sighed knowing it was now or never.

"Denki? What's wrong?" He hasn't stoped worrying about it since I asked him to bring them in here. Shinso really-

"Wait, can I call you Hitoshi?" His face shows his confusion.

"Sure. I call you Denki so it's only fair." I nod my head. "Was that it?"

"No. That has nothing to do with anything I just was wondering."

He nodded his head clearly not wanting to talk and end up making me not say what I had on my mind.

"O-Okay." I stutter as I start. "I, um, I need to come clean." It feels like they all lean in but I know they don't.

You can not tell them.

Oh, Shut Up!

"I don't know how to say this." I awkwardly chuckle.

"Take your time." My teacher say in a surprisingly kind tone.

"Okay. Um, I have been- Gosh this is harder then I thought it would be!" Everyone looks at me confused but sympathetically. "I have been, um. I've- uh."

SPIT IT OUT!

"Ihavebeencuttingforaboutthreeyearsnow" (I have been cutting for about three years now) I blurt out all at once without taking a breath.

They look at each other confused and I watch as realization slowly dawns upon them.

"WHAT!?!" Shin- Hitoshi shouts.

I look down ashamed.

"Hitoshi. Calm down. If you freak out it will only make things worse. Thank you Denki for telling us. Is that all you wanted to say? If so me and Shinso will leave you and the doctor alone to answer some of his questions." I remain silent and he starts to leave. Hitoshi starts to leave as well with a hurt expression.

"Wait!" They both turn around, Mr. Aizawa at the door now and Hitoshi a couple feet behind him.

I take a deep breath, "When I was unconscious I heard some things?" I phrase it more as a question then a statement.

"That happens sometime but rarely. What did you hear?" The doctor clarifies.

My head snaps to Hitoshi and I see his cheeks are beet red.

"Um, Sh- Hitoshi. Did you- I mean, uh- You weren't lying when- Um. Do you really love me?" It was difficult to get out but once I did the room seemed to become silent as it waited for his answer.

"I'm sorry. I know you like someone else and I don't want to burden you. And-"

"Yes or no?"

He looks fearfully at me.

"Please answer me." My voice is barely above a whisper at this point. If he says no would it be the same as me confessing and him reflecting me? If so I would immediately start having the flowers suffocate me. I know that because it's happened twice before. But I guess the best place to do that is the hospital.

Okay quick thing:

I never said how he could get it three times when it's a rare disease so here's my explanation (btw this has been in my head for a while but I didn't know how to put it in the story so here.)

He really did love the first kid. But because his feelings were rejected the flower seeds all bloomed at once making the surgery more difficult. This resulted in a small flower being left. Not big enough for him to have the disease again for the same person but enough for the disease to develop over a small crush.

He didn't dare start crushing on anyone until a year and a half later when he met the girl. She didn't know at first about the time he had the disease because she was new to the school. The disease formed and Denki (poor bb) thought it was meant to be because the disease only forms when you are in love although it only was a small crush.

(You following? Good.)

Then she started to avoid him as the disease steadily got worse. He then told her his feelings only to be rejected again because he was quote on quote "a fag". (She had started avoiding him because she heard about the other dude and is a homophobic piece of trash) Once again he got the surgery and once a agin a small flower was left.

Then came Shinso. At the start of the disease it was only a standard crush (don't hate on me for that) but as time progressed it became love.

So yea. I hope that clears up how he got a rare disease three times.

Back to the story line because I just realized I left the story at a really big cliff hanger. OR I could be mean and let this be the end of the chapter...

JK I'm not that mean. Here~

"I- Fuck it, YES! How could I not love you!? You are literally the sun itself! ("Shinso that's not how you use the word literally" "SHUT UP DAD!") I swear once I laid my eyes on you I knew it was coming and I tried to stop it but I couldn't. I could never. Because you are amazing in every way. That's why I am also furious with you right now! How could you hurt yourself?! How could you hate some one as spectacular as you?! So yes! I love you! I love you, I love you, I love you!"

My jaw dropped down and tears slipped from my eyes. I felt the dust of pain in my heart disappear. I don't know if the pain was because of the flowers or how much I need to know that he loved me but I didn't care. Sobs started to rack its way through my body as I lifted a hand to my mouth, trying to shove them back in.

"I'm so sorry! I..I-!" I cut him off by jumping out of the bed and into his arms. I held on tight to him as if he could disappear within a second. I ignored everything else in the room, his dad, the doctor, the slight pain in my arm from messing up the IV tube, I just focused on him.

"I-I love y..you so m-much!" I somehow got out through my sobs. As if that was what he was waiting to hear he wrapped his arms around me just as tight.

We both stood there clinging to each other for who knows how long. It could have been a minute or it could've been a hour. I didn't care and he certainly didn't care ether. We just stood there feeling the words that we needed to hear for who knows how long.

'I love you'

The end! Don't worry there will be an epilogue (;

Also 1372 words! More then normal but I bet it's because of my interruption. Ps if you didn't read that because you were so into the book go read it now. It clears a lot of things up (or at least for me)