In My Head

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Hydrangea
Flowers that come in large groups and only bloom in one season and known for changing colors. Maybe one feelings would change along with the colors if ever a part of the flower was someone near ones heart.
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Denki POV:

I have no idea how to do this but.... here I am (I mean... I AM HERE! Yea, that's better.) Art work isn't mine! Credit goes to the original creator!

~Back to when the nurse started letting people back~

Dark.

It's dark.

It's so dark.

I am scared. I always have been afraid of the dark. (Also personal head canon) Am I dead? I don't want to be.

Suddenly a figure appears out of the darkness. The photo at the top of the chapter- Meowz He looks like me but at the same time doesn't. His hair is pitch black, surprising how I can see it around the darkness, with a bright yellow lightning bolt. He's wearing a black button up shirt that's unbuttoned at the top. I look at myself and see that I'm also wearing a button up shirt but mines white. He calls out to me.

"Is that why you cut yourself? Because you want to live?" His voice is the same as the one that follows me around in my head and that's the exact thing it said before I passed out.

"I-I, uh-"

"Cut it." He snaps making me stop talking. "Your weak. That's why your here because your too weak to stay alive. So give in. Say it aloud with me: I want to die." I attempt to step back only to trip. I fall and hit my head with a bang. Everything swirls around.

"L..Leave me a-alone." My voice is filled with fear. He does nothing but laugh. Suddenly he's on top of me. I try to scream but nothing comes out once he places a finger on my lips signaling me to be quiet. His eyes are filled with rage.

"You are WORTHLESS!!! And you know it too! You want to know how I know that! Because I'm you and I want nothing more then to slit both of our throats right now! I know you want to too so say it! SAY IT!"

Tears poor out of my eyes. He's right. I want to die. I swallow the lump that forms in my throat thinking that. I just need to say it. Once I do I'm finally free. I open my mouth.

"I love you." Comes a voice from somewhere else.

Both of our eyes widen until he snaps out of his trance.

"He's LYING!!! Your WORTHLESS!!! You know this, he knows this! Now, say it!"

Doubt starts to take over. Does he really love me? Do I really want to die? Do I really not want to? All of my questions echo in the darkness.

"No! He hates you! He's saying it out of pity! You want to die! SAY IT!"

I open my mouth to say it when suddenly something else comes out, "Wait. How could it be out of pity? I never told him that he was the one I loved."

"S-Someone else told him! Just say it already!"

"But I didn't tell anyone. How?"

"I-I'm sorry Denki. I sh..should have been faster. God! L-Look at me! I'm t-t..talking to an unconscious person. You can't even h..hear me." I look up as if that's where he his. Tears brim my eyes. I can hear him. I can hear every word. I just need to wake up to tell him I can.

"No! He hates you! He's lying! JUST SAY IT!!!"

I turn to the other me. He's still pinning me down on the ground. Anger bubbles through my chest.

"Get. Off. Of. Me." I emphasize every word to make my point even more clear.

"NO! NOT UNTILL YOU SAY IT!" He starts to bang me on to the ground repeatedly. Pain makes me cry out. Even though the floor is black just like everything else I'm sure it's made of concrete. Bang. Or maybe something else? Bang. Something else, something harder. Bang. Stronger. Bang.

An ear piercing scream escapes my lips. I want to pain to end.

"DENKI! HELP! HELP! SOMETHING IS HAPPENING TO DENKI!" Shinso screams in the real word. I'm sure I could call him Hitoshi since he is calling me by my first name but I want to ask him first to make sure it's okay.

Please, Shinso, hurry.

Dun Dun DUN!!! Also it's longer to make up for the two past chapters that were so short.

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