New shinkami fanfic! It's weird being back at ground zero but what ever. Please enjoy! If you want check out my other shinkami fanfic on my page! Thanks!

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Sunflowers
They are one of the largest flowers often thought of when thinking of summer or happiness. They are easy to choke on if ever coughed up.
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Denki POV

I walk down the stairs being the first one up like always. I round the corner and walk into the kitchen. I grab the bag of bread and and pull out one slice. I pop it into the toaster.

Fat.

I sigh and as soon as it pops back up I toss it into the trash. I wasn't always like this. Not eating even though I am underweight.

You are fat.

It happened after I fell in love the second time. Not that I remember how I felt about her. I only remember the pain of coughing up flowers. She rejected me saying she would be in a relationship with a fag. So I had to get the surgery. The year prior I had fallen I love with a guy who, you guessed it, rejected me love making me have to get the surgery. I wouldn't have gotten it though if people didn't find out. I must of been really in love. I wonder what it was like...

"Denki?" Shinso pulls me out of my thoughts and a smile takes over my face.

"Hey Shinso, how are you doing?"

He grabs the bag of bead and starts to pull out a piece. "I'm good. Did you eat yet?" He lifts his head glancing at me with a knowing look.

I shift my glaze to the floor. He never flat out told me that he knew that I didn't eat but he never fell for my usually tricks.

"I'm not hungry." I mumble.

He pops two pieces of bread into the toaster.

"What happened this time, ate too much at dinner?" He shoots me a small glare.

I shift my feet. "Ya, something like that."

He sighs and the toast pops up. He pulls them out and butters them. He passes a plate to me.

Fatty, are you dumb? You can't eat that.

"I'm really not hungry."

"And I'm really not in the mood to argue."

I sigh and take a bite. I real smile slips onto Shinso's face. A smile that makes my heart race. A smile that makes me want to eat more just so I can see it. A smile that-

Suddenly I feel something tickle the back of my throat. I lower the bread as I start coughing. I feel it flutter up as I cough.

"Denki, what's wrong?" Shinso takes a step towards me his eyes laced with concern.

I push past him and run to the bathroom. This feeling, it's too familiar. I run into the bathroom my knees hitting the floor as I kneel  in front of the toilet. I throw open the toilet seat, flowers fall out of my mouth.

No.

The yellow petals are stained red with my blood.

No, not this. This can't be happening again!

"Denki, are you okay?!"

No, I fell in love again!

"I'm fine." My voice is raspy as evidence of the flowers I just threw up.

"I can ask Mr. Aizawa if-"

"No, I'm fine. The toast got stuck in my throat. Nothing big." Flower petals tickle me again.

Not yet.

"Oh."

Please leave.

"I-I guess I'll leave."

Please.

The door clicks shut and I cough up the flowers.

Stupid fucking flowers.