*WARNING this chapter may contain signs of depression such as suicidal thoughts *

Gabe POV

After the vending machine fiasco, Gabe decided to make his way back to the waiting room .

He looked around the room until he spotted his brother , who was all over a familiar face.

"Gabe , you remember Dean from the party", said Cas , his eyes praising the man next to him.

Well this was fucking weird.

Gabe has literally never seen his brother act this way towards another human being .

"Oh yeahh, boy did Meg really didn't like him", said Gabe .

He watched as Dean and Cas exchanged salty looks .

"Cas , can you take Gabe home while I stay with Lucifer . I'll call you when he wakes up", said Michael, entering the room wearily.

" If that's alright with you , Dean " , said Cas .

"Yeah that's fine. Sammy!  Come on", called Dean .

"It's Sam ", grumbled a familiar voice.

It didn't take long for Gabe to realize the Sam that Dean was talking about , was the dude from the vending machine .

Their eyes met both of them full with surprise and shock .

The tension was so unbearably noticeable .

"Do you guys know each other or something ?" asked Dean.

Sam said yes ,but Gabe said no at the same time.

"Uhh I m-mean... W-we don't... What I'm t-trying to say", Gabe said , stumbling over his words.

Gabe glanced at Sam's face which was red as a tomato .

" Dean can I be excused to go to the bathroom ", asked Sam quietly.

"Sure Sam ", said Dean , with a confused expression on his face.

Welp. That made Gabe feel even worst .

After a few minutes of just standing there , Dean cleared his throat .

"You want to go and wait in the car for him", said Dean .

Gabe's brain told himself to nod and follow his brother , but his heart told him to go to the bathroom .

He followed his heart.

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Cas POV

Dean and Cas sit in a comfortable silence waiting for their brothers.

Cas's mind bombarded him with thoughts.

It drifted to Sam and Gabe acting weird to the Meg situation to Lucifer to all the stress he was under.

He closed his eyes and sighed .

He flinched when he felt Dean's hand squeeze his shoulder .

"Hey", said Dean . "I know you've been super stressed about everything but don't worry baby , you'll get through this. We just need to tackle one problem at a time ".

Castiel smiled at his boyfriend . At least he had one thing making him sane right now .

"I love you ", said cas involuntarily.

The words slipped out of his mouth so easily , but instantly Cas wanted to take it back. He wasn't sure if Dean was even ready to say I love you yet . The relationship was still so young and Cas didn't want to rush into anything.

Cas immediately looked down , not being able to look Dean in the eye.

He felt Dean lift his chin up to look into his eyes , the intensity of it all was unbearable.

"I love you too", said Dean , with the most straightest face he'll probably ever have.

Who knew four simple words can mean so much.

And with that , Dean and Cas's lips were pulled to each other , like they had a magnetic force in between them .

They shared a passionate kiss , the moment was so perfect.

Well until Cas's cellphone went off .

"Hello ", said Cas , his voice deeper than usual if that was even possible .

Dean make a weird noise and then he felt Dean 's lips on his neck .

Cas giggled as he covered the phone with one hand and said ," Dean stop , I'm on the phone ".

"Fine ", mumbled Dean.

"Hello Castiel , it's officer Watson ", he said.

"Oh , let me out you in speaker. Deans here too ", said Cas .

"Well I'll just cut right to the chase , That tape that you gave me wasn't what you claimed it to be"

"What do you mean ?" , said Dean .

"You know what I mean ! Playing around with the police is a serious offense boys !"

"Enlighten me ", said Dean , growing annoyed.

"You boys gave me sex tapes ! And not the good kind either ! " , yelled officer Watson through the phone .

"What! ", said dean and Cas at the same time.  "MEG"

"What about that poor girl you guys accus--"

"Officer watson , I dare you to finish that sentence", Castiel growled .

"Officer Watson ", said said Dean calmly . " Can we schedule a meeting with you sometime . I'm sure we can explain this understanding ".

" Okay " , said officer Watson . "But any of this bullshit I'm shutting this whole bloody operation down "

And with a click , officer Watson hung up.

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Sam POV

"Stupid, stupid , stupid ", grumbled Sam , hitting his head against the bathroom stall that he locked himself in.

He should've known that no one would ever like him . He was a freak in his eyes trying to be normal .

Just look at all the scars on his thighs , what's normal about that. According to his doctors , nothing . It was a mental disease , and for that is why his therapist said no one would want him . Well until he fixes him.

Then something else hit Sam hard.

Gabe was Castiel's brother , which made Gabe the trickster .

Well wasn't he the mindless flirt everyone says he is , just like what Castiel used to be.

"Whatever ", Sam thought .

Sam winchester's imagination got the best of him again .

Sam couldn't take it anymore. He didn't want to be in this world , but he couldn't end the pathetic thing called his life. He couldn't do that to Dean and Bobby .

Sam felt the bathroom stall get smaller , and that was his cue to take one of his anxiety pills . He usually kept them on him incase of things like this , he had these situations more often than someone would think.

He swallowed one down and leaned against the bathroom stall , closing his eyes finally feeling relief .

He stayed like that for a few minutes , just relaxing and enjoying the quiet cool atmosphere of the bathroom .

It was when Sam heard the door open and a familiar voice call out his name when he finally escaped that feeling .

"Sam?"

"Dean ?", asked Sam , not really able to recognize the voice because the person spoke low and quiet.

He heard a soft chuckle as the person replied smoothly , " No , it's Gabe ".

"What do you want ?" , he asked unquestionably .

"To talk", Gabe said. "Just come out of the stall ".

Sam can almost feel Gabe's anticipation , and he knew he wasn't going to get out of this one.

So he opened the door and walked out , facing the trickster head on.

"I'm sorry ", Gabe said .

"For?" Sam questioned , even though he knew why.

"For what happened back there", sighed Gabe. "It's not everyday when I meet someone as handsome as you ".

"Oh ", said Sam awkwardly , not really sure how to reply.

An awkward silence then filled the room , until Gabe cleared his throat .

"Well we should head back Sammy , can't keep our brothers waiting ", said Gabe , starting his way towards the bathroom exit .

"It's Sam ", he called back , a little annoyed yet happy that the car ride home with Gabe wasn't gonna be all that awkward .

Or so he thought .