Guilt craves

Listening to heathens 👀
Anyway I have news
I'm actually going to start this new book instead of the other one called
Sad without you. I'll probably start that one later but I'm a little more excited for this other one I thought of...

Okay :) stay clean bitches

Dean POV

Dean walked down the hallway , his eyes bolting around for Cas . Dean decided to visit Cas last night... To explain how he was drunk and what happened . Castiel didn't want to hear it... Somehow he already knew what happened. Now he couldn't stop thinking about it ... Things have been said and the things that were now broken .

Just a few days ago they were together and so damn happy . Dean knew that type of love wouldn't have lasted anyway . But now Dean couldn't sleep or eat and he also couldn't  keep Castiel out of his mind.

Now apparently Cas hates him, but he has the right too. Dean hates Dean too.

Dean stopped by his locker and got out his text books as a flaunting Lisa walks in and sees Dean . Of course Cas has to walk in the same time but in the opposite direction . Each other stops and make dead eye contact with each other. The tension was high in the room and everyone went quiet .

A few minutes of just cold uncomfortable staring Castiel yells ," YOU SLEPT WITH MY BOYFRIEND YOU BITCH!"

Cas runs and grabs Lisa's hair , pulling her to the ground . Dean hurries to get the two off each other , he avoids eye contact with Cas the whole time.

"Well Cassie guess what? He's not your boyfriend no more . He's mine", she said getting up and pushing herself on Dean , forcing a kiss . Dean of course didn't kiss back but she did all of the work with her lips to make it seem like he was.

Cas shocked grimaced and ran away looking like he was in the verge of tears. Lisa finally pulled away and then looked at Dean's disgustingly surprised expressed 0n his face. Lisa looked down shamefully but then her face quickly hardens into a smirk.

"Let's go boyfriend ", she said , holding her hand out for Dean take.

Dean was hesitant ... But he took it and they walked in silence to first period.

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Castiel POV

That fucking bitch.

That fucking dick.

I hate them. You know what , they deserve each other.

Tears run down Castiel's face as he walked out of school grounds and to his car. He couldn't stay here, watching Dean and Lisa make out for the rest if the day.

It hurt. It hurt so much . Castiel wouldn't admit how much he loved Dean and he missed he greatly. Why did he have to ruin things?

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One week later...

Lisa POV

Lisa walks down the hall once again, holding the hand of the hottest guy in the school who was completely miserable. Lisa finally had everything she wanted ... But why wasn't she happy?

She knew it was wrong. Her conscience and thoughts kept her awake each night.

Castiel stands there slumped over his locker , looking down at the ground glumly. It was clear to see he was still sad over the whole thing ... And that made Lisa feel even worst.

She looked over at Dean , whose eyes flickered to Castiel's standing point and then back at her . His eyes were filled with sorrow and regret . His eyes shown his broken heart. Dean didn't love her and Lisa knew it. They barely kissed and when she tried he would pull away, sometimes even with tears falling from his face.

"You have to tell them... The truth", said the voices.

" You know I can't do that... I can go to jail for rape", thought Lisa speaking to the voices in her head.

"Tell him... Let him be with the love of his life"

"Tell him" is all that echoes through her mind for the rest of the day. She couldn't even think straight anymore.

"Are you okay", asked Dean, looking at her carefully.

It was now dismissal and even Dean can tell something was wrong with her.

"Umm yea, I have to go bye babe", she said pecking him in the lip quickly .

Dean nodded and leting her leave , without asking her anything else .

"I think I know what I have to do"



Hey sorry no Sabriel in this chapter
That Shall come in later my children
Oh and IK this is a really super short quixk chapter
I just wanted to show you guys what's going on through Lisa's brain .

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