Dean POV

It was Monday , and Cas and Dean hasn't talked since Friday when they kissed. Okay Dean knew he had a 'boyfriend ' and he tried to get Cas to break up with. But Cas was too stubborn to end things with him. Dean told him that Bobby could've helped them out but Cas refused. He refused because Cas didn't want to bring Dean into his mess of a life.

It made Dean angry ... And really sad . He just wanted to be with Cas again, he wanted to kiss him and hug him and tell him that he loved him and hell he wanted to do coupley things with him. He has even day dreamed about starting a future . I mean it was his last year of high school and they would probably be going to college soon. Maybe possibly the same , if they apply to the same one.

Dean walked into gym , and since the gym teachers didn't give a flying fuck about what they did anymore , he headed his way to cas's gym group.

"Hey Cas ", said Dean .

"Hey", he said softly , not looking Dean in the eye.

"Cas I just wanted to sa-", started dean but he didn't finish because to his surprise Cas cut him off.

"I know Dean , I know what happened and I know that what I'm doings isn't right . And I know that I shouldn't be doing this , and I know im a big mistake that the world just needs to get rid of ", caS said.

"Cas don't say that, your anything but a mistake, you are awesome. Every little thing you've done, every flaw makes up Castiel Novak. The man I love and will always love, " said Dean looking straight into Cas's blue ocean eyes." Look , I noticed that we never talked about these things. Like how we feel and our past. And I sure as hell think we should , for our relationship to grow and to figure out some plan ,"said Dean.

"Well okay, well for one let's go on the bleachers or something , somewhere less public", said Cas, as he shuffled nervously to the bleachers.

They sat down towards the upper right end , where no one ever sits so they can just ... talk. At this point all they can do is talk .

"Okay so do you want to start", said Dean .

"Umm sure. My father was named chuck but you know that already. You know that he was just awesome and we were all so close to him. On the other hand my mother , who cheated and lied to him and all of us , we were all just distanced from her. We never thought of her as much as we thought of him. We truly loved him, I loved my dad . And when he died , our whole family went into a sink you know. Especially Gabe, he seemed to greave the most . But my mom ,who never even cried at his funeral , decided to run away with this guy somewhere half way across the world. She's living her dream away from us , since the guy was mad rich he'd funded for us and our needs. But now she's dying and the guy left her . She has no one and now we are struggling ", Cas continued . "But then Michael found this guy who said he would soon see our well being until we can afford to ourselves . The only catch is that we had to keep his son 'loved'.

"Michael refused and he doesn't know I'm doing this . But I have no choice Dean ... I told Michael I got a job that pays amazing . And his fucking son is just wow ... He's a major dick Dean . All he wants is sex , and he's always topping. He's not exactly gentle and a potatoe can fuck better than him . I honestly wouldn't have said yes to all this of it wasn't for my family's well bring at stake ", Cas said.

"Wow ... Cas you know how much I admire you for doing this for you family.So much ... For everything. ", Dean said.

"I know Dean and I love that I at least have you on my side", said Cas , grabbing Dean's hand.

They just sat there for a minute... In comfortable silence . They took in each other's presence and waited for some idea that can make this work.

"Holy shit I think I got it", said Dean . Cas looked up at him hopefully . "What sexuality is this guy ?"

"Umm I think he's bi, but what does that have to do with anything ?"

"I have an idea... What if we could get Lisa to date him . Or fuck him... Because she sure as hell owes us,and you never know she might say yes. Plus she's errrr v-very ummm attractive..... So there is no way he'll say no", said Dean .

" I don't know Dean I just", started Cas.

"Cas, she's always horney anyway ", Dean said interrupting Cas.

" That makes me feel a hell of a lot better Dean thanks for the information ", joked Cas. "It just doesn't feel right, this whole situation doesn't feel right anymore. I want to run away and never come back"

"Cas , I love you and I'll do anything for you . I hate seeing you like this ", said Dean.

"I know Dean and I love you too", smiled Cas. "Fine... I guess it's worth a shot".

Dean smiled and leaned in for a kiss only to feel hands smush is lips.

"Nuh uh mister , I'm not kissing you again until Lisa says yes and fucks him", said Cas.

Dean pouted very berry sad , but mama Cas has put his foot down. Gosh this whole situation was a major cock blocker.

Hey guys :) wow 30 chapters ... Thank you guys for reading and staying with me for this far... Even when my writing gets really shitty 😂