When you are tired from the world,

And you know no one cares

You know because you actually tried

Yet all what you try seems to fail.

At first you don't understand what's happening

We never realize what's the main issue

Fighting back, trying to get back up

Comes a point when you can't continue..

Living with mental pain as it's usual

Not knowing that we are sick

Not many are noticed

But the disease's going to spread

When you feel like you are nothing

No matter what you try it's still worthless,

That's when you hit the breaking point

I got no more feelings to be depressed ..

We lose control of what's happening

And we want to gain it back

Self harm seems like a perfect idea

Sense is what we actually lack..

If I can't manage the out world

Shouldn't I be able to rule my own?

The self harm thoughts are scary

Just because It's always in your mind yet you have never known..

Everyone's hurting me but not anymore

This time I will do it on behalf of the rest,,

As they think they know me,

While I know myself the best..