Hello ,, how are you ? Hope everything's okay ,,
Not a long time but it seemed so long to mee ..
Wanting to wish you a happy birthday ,,
Not sure if I can or may ..

I know what I said and I regret every word ,,
But that what looked right to me , you turned around my world ..

Can't think straight or know what's good ,,
I am just like a child who is 6 years old ..

Our friendship was so precious to me you have no idea ,,
Losing you or continuing like this ? None was easier ..

Can't find words enough to describe you ,,  so attached to you can't move on ..
You became a habbit in my day ,,
I am actually afraid to let go ..

Sounds cliché and all but you made me a better person
Nothing ever changed me but you were my vulnerability
A dream that I wished to come true
I was more like a probability ..

I remember everything you said , every tiny detail ,,
Can't believe it been years since the first day we talked ..
Felt like a dream or something not real ,,
Now I've ruined anything with what I said ..

Of course it was a dream ,
someone like you is not real ..
I was never good enough for you ,,
I heard she's nice and pretty too ..

Our love was so good ,,
Or should I say mine ?
It's always been just me ,,
My tears and the sleepless nights ..