when he arrived in Seoul, Jin again told Irene to give coffee to Jungkook and Namjoon in the cockpit, of course Irene was happy to do it, Jin got out first and headed for the room crew before returning home.

"Where's Jin?" Jungkook came out of the cockpit and asked Hoseok.

"He left earlier, he said he had important business"

Jungkook got out and headed for the airport, he called Jin and Jin picked up.

"Where are you?"

"Walking home"

"Jin why are you avoiding me?"

"I'm tired Jungkook, can we discuss this another time"

"Answer me"

"I'm tired"

"Damn it Jin! You can't be like this to me, after telling me about your pregnancy"

"I'm not pregnant Jungkook, you can forget what I said"

"What?"

"You have to go home now, your wife is waiting" Jin hung up Jungkook and cried in the taxi.

Jungkook returned home with a heavy heart, his thoughts were clouded by Jin's words, he and Jin had a child, he knew his physical body was gone but it was still their baby.

"I'm home" Jieun ran to her husband and hugged him tightly, Jieun was only wearing Jungkook's shirt, making him look small in that shirt.

"You look so beautiful Jieun"

"You said I should wear these clothes when you come home"

"Yeah, I like it" Jungkook kissed Jieun's lips and hugged her tightly.

When Jungkook showered, he stood in the shower with tears running down his cheeks, he didn't expect this to end. He realized he couldn't lose Jin. He continued to cry until a pair of arms hugged him from behind.

"Hey what's wrong?" Jieun rested her head on Jungkook's back.

"Nothing, I'm just tired"

"Let me clean your body hm?" Jungkook just nodded.

Jungkook and Jieun had sex that night, as they usually do, like husband and wife, but unfortunately Jungkook's mind at that time was only filled with Jin.

Jungkook wakes up and looks at his phone, it's 3 am, Jungkook has 3 days off so he doesn't have to get ready for his flight.

Jungkook got out of bed without waking his wife, he went out and headed for the kitchen to get a drink. He sits down and looks at his phone, he looks for Jin's contact and tries to call him.

"Hello"

"You haven't slept yet?"

"Not yet"

"Jin, are you crying?"

"No"

"Jin I'm sorry--"

"Don't, don't say that, please"

"I love you Jin" Jin was silent hearing it, his heart hurt even more when he knew Jungkook also had the same feeling as him.

"No, you can't"

"I know but--"

"No buts, you can't love me Jungkook, our relationship can't be more than this, we're just sex buddies, I'm not your life partner, it's not me who is there, it's not me who will accompany you for the rest of your life but your wife, so you can't, you can't love me"

"How?"

"How can I not love you? You fill my mind Jin, I just want to hug you and--"

"Jungkook"

"Hmm"

"When I said I love you, I didn't mean to take you away from your wife, I also didn't mean to make you choose between me or your wife, me and her are not an option, of course you should always choose her over me and other people, I said that because I wanted to be honest with myself, I want when we have sex, I have reasons to keep doing it with you, even though I know I was wrong, I'm sorry if I avoided you, I'm too jealous Jungkook, I can't be like that, I can't turn you away You have to focus on your wife, don't ever think about me when you're near your wife, she's always there for you, I'm just another person who will accompany you in the air"

Unknowingly, Jungkook burst into tears.

"Jin but we have a baby"

"It's no longer Jungkook and I'm okay, just seeing you is enough for me"

"I love you so much Jin"

"Go back to your bed. Hug your wife and convey my apologies to her, I love you"

Jin hung up the phone and Jungkook just dropped his head to the table in front of him and cried.