Evelyn

I went to Jensen's trailer, knocking on his door. He opens the door.

"Hey, Evie," he said, letting me in.
"Hey," I said. I stepped up, inside the trailer.

Jensen shuts the door behind us. "Well, ready for your punishment for rolling your eyes at me?" he asked.

"But first. I need to tell you something," I said. "Okay. Let's sit first," he said.

Jensen and I sat down on the couch. "So what do you need to tell me?" he asked.

"After Jack and I burned my ex's things, I went to his apartment and we made out but we almost did something else," I said.

"Did you and Jack have sex?" he asked. "We were about to but I thought about you and stopped him before we went further," I said, looking at him.

Jensen sighed softly. "Now you can punish me," I said.

"Evie, it's okay. I'm not gonna punish you for being honest with me. I'm glad you two stopped before going further," he said.

"Me too," I said. "However, I'm gonna spank you for rolling your eyes at me faking a Spanish accent," he said.

"Well I deserve that," I said, laying over his lap. "That's my girl," he whispered, gently pulling my shorts down.

"Good thing you wore a thong," he said, spanking my ass. I moaned softly.

"Love that. Want another?" he asked. "Yes, Jensen," I said.

"Good girl," he said, spanking harder. I moaned louder. "Harder, until my ass is totally red," I said.

"Now we're talking," he said, spanking harder. Jensen spanks harder that made me hissed as I know my ass is on fire.

"It's red enough," he said. I got off his lap, fixing my shorts and gently sitting down.

"Feel better, Jensen?" I asked. "Much better now," he said, kissing my nose.

I nodded, smiling. "I can't believe it's the last week of filming," I said.

"I know. It's September and we have less than four days of filming and also one more month until you move," he said.

"I'm ready for my move," I said. "That's good. What about your heart choosing who it wants?" he asked.

"At the 'it's a wrap party' this weekend, I will be making my choice on who my heart wants," I said.

"Sounds good," he said. "So Thursday. I won't be hanging with you or Jack off-set until I listen to my heart," I said

"Sounds good. I was wondering. Since colder weather is coming soon. Would you like to have a beach day before that happens?" he asked.

"I love that idea. What time?" I asked. "Let's say we meet outside the apartment building at 6:30 pm," he said.

"Okay. Is there anything you want me to wear?" I asked. "Something comfortable and warm. Maybe something to swim in," he said.

"Okay," I said, smiling. Jensen smiled, kissing me. I kissed him back.

"I love you, Evie," he said. "I know you do," I said, smiling.

"Whoever your heart chooses, I want you to be happy," he said. I nodded, smiling.

"Thank you," I said. "You're welcome," he said, smiling. I smiled back, leaning my head on his shoulder.

Later That Day

We finished filming another scene. The introduction of The Payback and Soldier Boy in Nicaragua 1984 scene and Soldier Boy flirting with Young Grace Mallory.

I am at my apartment, hanging out with Lexi. "Next Saturday is my birthday. Colby wants a double date that night. I was wondering if you and who your heart chose would like to come?" she asked.

"Sure," I said. "Sweet. I'll tell Colby," she said.

"Okay. At 6:30 tonight, I'm gonna hangout with Jensen. He wants to do something before Saturday," I said.

"Aww. Are you gonna stay over with him?" she asked. "Yes, I'll be staying over but I will be home the next morning," I said.

"Okay, I hope you and Jensen have protection," she said. "Always do but it doesn't mean Jensen and I are gonna fuck tonight," I said.

"Okay," she said. "Okay, I'm gonna find something comfortable," I said.

"Want me to help you?" she asked. "Nah, I'm good," I said, heading to my room.

I put my phone on the charger, then my phone goes off. I see a text from Jack, checking it.

'I can't wait to hear about who your heart chooses. Whoever you choose, I want you to be happy.'

I smiled softly, replying; 'Thank you.' I put my phone down, looking through my closet.

I grabbed a bikini top and bottoms. I grabbed shorts and his hoodie that he let me have.

I grabbed a beach towel from the dresser. I look at it, smiling.

"Need help?" Lexi asked. "Nah, I got something picked out," I said.

"Okay. So how was filming today?" she asked. "Good. I smell like cigarette smoke, I'm gonna take a shower before the beach," I said.

"Cigarette smoke?" Lexi asked. "Yeah, Jensen was filming From a Logical Point of View where Jensen had to smoke a cigarette and have a lady dancing like those old Marbol commercials," I said.

"I thought he quit smoking?" she asked. "He did but he didn't want to," I said.

"Did you know he actually quit smoking after having kids?" she asked. "He told me that he quit after having kids," I said.

"Well that's good he stopped smoking," she said. "Good. My mom tried quitting but she could stop cold turkey like my grandma did," I said.

"Do you smoke?" she asked. "I used to but I quit because I didn't want to have COPD like my mom did," I said.

"That's good. How old were you when she got COPD?" she asked.

"I got a call that she had a heart attack and she survived when I was 23 years old. Then she got COPD after her heart attack from smoking. That's when I quit and haven't smoked since," I said.

"Well that's good. It's a bad habit to break," she said. "I would rather have healthy lungs than a bad lung," I said.

"Same here," she said. "Well some of the Boys characters smoke pot," I said.

"Do they use real pot?" she asked. "Nope, it's a prop. There was no smoke coming out, only for special effects," I said.

"Does Soldier Boy smoke pot on the show?" she asked. "I can't tell you that," I said.

"Oh right. It's spoilers," she said. "Yeah but I know I can spoil Jensen smoking as Soldier Boy," I said.

"Well characters are smoking cigarettes like Frenchie," she said. "Oh I know. They used a lot of crazy shit for this season," I said.

"Interesting, I can't wait to see that season," she said. "I can't wait either. You get to see what I got to see behind the scenes. Well, all completed," I said.

"I can't wait," she said. "Well, I better take a shower," I said.

"Okay," she said. I headed to my room and bathroom to shower.

6:30 PM

I finished getting dressed, putting on my Hey Dudes. I got outside, seeing Jensen waiting by his car.

"Hey, baby," Jensen said. "Hey," I said, putting my stuff in the back. Jensen shut the trunk of his car.

"Let's go to the beach," he said, smiling. I nodded, smiling as we got inside his car.

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Jensen and I got to the beach. There's not many people there. It's very nice outside.

It's not too hot or too cold. "Do you have something to wear to jump in the water?" he asked.

"I have a swimsuit underneath," I said. "That's good. Close your eyes," he said.

I closed my eyes. I felt Jensen's hands over my eyes. "What the?" I asked.

"I got you," he whispers. "Okay," I said, holding on to his forearms.

Jensen continues to lead me to where to go. I heard the door opening.

"Please don't throw me in the water," I said. "I won't, baby," he said, smiling.

I smiled softly, chuckling. "That's a nice breeze," I said.

"Oh yes. Okay, stand here," he said. I stood still.

"Okay, can I look now?" I asked. I felt him remove his hands from my eyes.

"Okay, open them," he whispers. I opened them, looking down.

I see a blanket with a picnic basket with chocolate, marshmallows and graham crackers.

"This is sweet. I love it," I said. "All for you. Before we eat, wanna go in the water?" he asked. I nodded.

I took off my short shorts, his hoodie and tank top. I showed the swimsuit I'm wearing.

"You look hot in your bikini," he said, taking his shirt off. Jensen kicked off his Hey Dudes.

I kicked mine off too. "Ready to go?" he asked. "Only if you give me a piggy back ride," I said.

"Good thing I got some good muscles," he said. I hopped on his back, Jensen held my legs as I wrapped them around him.

I held onto him. Jensen starts running to the water.

I giggled softly as he got us in the water. He jumped in as I got off his back.

I went back to the surface, shaking my hair. Jensen gets back up as well. He flips his hair as he holds me in his arms.

We kissed each other, going underwater. I held my breath as we kissed each other. We got back to the surface.

An Hour Later

Jensen and I got done in the water. It got darker outside.

We dried up and got dressed. We are sitting down.

We're eating and drinking water. Jensen starts playing music on Spotify.

First song I heard was "Touch" by Little Mix.

"Little Mix?" I asked. "Yes. The songs that you had on the cd you made for me. I put them on there except I couldn't find the Tango song from the 365 Days movie and "At The Beginning" from Anastasia," he said.

"It's all good. Did you add some of your music to it?" I asked. "I did. Including your favorite 'City Grown Willow" by my band with Steve and our song "Secret Love Song" by Little Mix," he said.

"How sweet of you," I said, smiling. He smiled, adding some things to the fire.

I put on his hoodie, covering myself. Jensen sits behind me, holding me close.

I leaned back, smiling. "Are we having a Dylan and Kelly moment?" I asked.

"Yes, we are," he said. I smiled softly. "I haven't seen that show in years," I said.

"Same here. It was a good show. I had a crush on Kelly on that show," he said. "I bet you had a crush on a Kelly character," I said.

"Yes, I had a crush on Kelly Kapalski," he said. "Everyone did. Even girls crushed on her or Kimberly from Power Rangers," I said.

"It was the nineties. Who was your 90s TV crush?" he asked. "Hate to say it wasn't you as Eric Brady. It was Zack Morris aka Mark Paul Gleeson," I said.

"I see," he said. "I didn't crush on you until you were CJ Braxton on Dawson's Creek. Even now, you look the same with CJ's hair but ageless," I said.

"Well thank you," he said, smiling. "You're welcome. Except your older looking instead," I said, smiling.

I nodded, looking up. I start hearing a different song playing.

I started hearing First Time I Saw Your Face playing. I blinked when I started hearing the words.

I start seeing both Jensen and Jack's faces in my head. I quickly opened my eyes, batting my eyes.

"Oh boy. Can you skip this song?" I asked. "Sure," he said, skipping it.

A different song starts playing. "Excuse me," I said, quickly getting up.

I walked away for a minute, sighing softly. "Evie, you okay?" Jensen asked, walking over to me.

I turned around, sighing. "As soon as I heard the lyrics "First time I ever saw your face, I thought the sun rose in your eyes." it made me realize that I might be..." I paused.

"Might be?" he asked. "I hate to say this but I think I'm in love with the both of you," I said, looking at him.

"You're in love with me and Jack?" he asked. I nodded, looking up.

"Now it's gonna be hard for me to choose because I have to end up breaking one of your guys' hearts," I said.

"Oh no," he said, starting to get emotional. "Now my heart is aching," he said, sighing.

"I'm sorry, Jensen. Can we head home?" I asked. "Sure. Plus it's getting cold and dark," he said.

We grabbed everything, putting shoes on and headed back to his car.