Evelyn

I woke up the next morning, yawning. I grabbed my phone, seeing a text from Lexi.

'Colby and I are going to brunch. Would you like to join us?'

'I'm already getting some with a friend.' I replied. I hear clattering outside the room.

I sat up seeing a picture of Jensen and Danneel. I remember that Jensen let me stay over at his apartment so I could be safe.

I put my hoodie back on. I opened the bedroom door.

I see Jensen in his kitchen. He looks at me with a smile.

"Morning, beautiful," Jensen said, smiling. "Morning. Making breakfast?" I asked.

"Yes. How do you like your eggs?" he asked. "Scrambled and loads of bacon," I said.

"You like Bacon?" he asked. "Of course. Who doesn't?" I asked. "Vegans... and Jared," he said, flipping the bacon over.

"True that. Is there coffee?" I asked. Jensen gives me a mug. "Here you go. I added vanilla creamer for you," he said.

"Thank you. How did you know I like vanilla creamer?" I asked. "You're welcome. You told me, remember," he said.

"Ohh, I forgot. How was the couch?" I asked. "Good, how was my bed?" he asked.

"Good, wish I was in my own bed," I said, taking another sip. "Ever slept on someone's bed besides your ex's," he asked.

"Well, we fucked on your bed in your trailer," I said. "Where I seduced, blackmailed and fucked you," he said.

"You made me cum quicker than my ex-boyfriend," I said. "Oooh, yes, I did. I also can fuck you until you pass out," he whispers, getting closer to me.

I cleared my throat. I smelled bacon burning. "Umm... Jensen," I whispered.

"What?" he asked. "Bacon..," I said as I smelled it burning.

Jensen turned around. "Oh shit!" he said, taking it out of the pan. I chuckled softly.

He putting it on a paper towel. "Don't want the apartment to catch on fire," I said.

"Then neighbors seeing us together and they put us on a tabloid," he said. "Canada does have paparazzi, that's for sure," I said.

"Oh I know. I caught a fan taking a picture of me in a tracksuit with my longer hair and beard," he said.

"Did they see me?" I asked. "Yes but you had a mask on. You're safe," he said.

"How does it feel not to have a long beard anymore?" I asked. "It's weird but at least I still have a beard though," he said, touching it.

"That's true but keep your hair longer," I said. "I plan on keeping it longer," he said.

"What did Danneel think of your long beard?" I asked. "She hated it. She wanted it gone. Plus you asked me this before," he said.

"Oh I forgot. What about your kids?" I asked. "They got used to it," he said.

I nodded, looking at him. He's all teary eyed. "I'm sorry for asking about your kids and Danneel. I'll just go home," I said.

"No, no, please stay. I'm not gonna punish you for asking," he said. "Do you miss them?" I asked, drying his tears.

"I do, everyday. I always call JJ to say goodnight to her then cry to myself afterwards," he said.

I nodded, starting to think about my baby that I lost. I start biting my nails as I am triggered.

"Evie, you okay?" he asked, looking at me. I looked at him.

"I have something to tell you that I never told anyone, not even Jake or my mom or Lexi. You can't tell anyone on-set," I said, looking at him.

"You can tell me. I promise not to tell anyone" he said. "Nine years ago, I got pregnant by a married man," I said.

"The married man that you told me about?" he asked. "Yeah, him. He got me pregnant with my baby. I told him that I was pregnant," I said.

"What happened?" he asked. "He wanted me to abort my baby because he was married," I said.

"Did you?" he asked, looking at me. "No, I didn't. After I refused to abort the baby, he started..," I paused as my voice broke.

"Did he abuse you?" he asked. I nodded, shedding tears.

"He did," I said. "Oh my god, Evie," he whispered.

"After he abused me, I left him then told his now ex-wife that he cheated on her with me," I said.

"Did she believe you?" he asked. "Yes. He cheated on her before he cheated with me. She divorced his ass," I said.

"I'm glad you left him and she did as well" he said. I nodded, drying them off.

"Nine months later, I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy," I said. "A boy?" he asked.

"Yes but he died two days after he was born," I said. "Oh no, I am so sorry," he said.

I sniffled softly. "He's in a safe place," I said. "Do you have a picture of him?" he asked.

I nodded, looking through my phone. I showed Jensen a picture of me holding Josiah after he was born.

"That's Josiah, my little red head boy," I said. "Awww, he looked like you," he said.

"He's my little angel in heaven," I said, sniffling. I slid through my pictures.

"Must've been hard after losing your son," he said. I nodded, sniffling.

"I suffered from postpartum depression and distress," I said. "One day, you will have children," he said.

"I know I will," I said, smiling. "Who's that man?" he asked.

I looked at a picture of my dad. "That's my dad," I said. "Ohh, I see you have his eyes," he said, smiling.

I smiled. "What does your dad do?" he asked. "My dad died from a drug overdose," I said.

"Oh I am sorry," he said. "My mom raised me by herself," I said.

"Are you an only child?" he asked. "I have a sister, her name is Arrica," I said.

I showed him a picture of me and my sister. "How old is your sister?" he asked.

"27," I said. He looked at me. "She's 27? She doesn't look 27," he said.

"She's very petite. She's mentally disabled and has special needs," I said.
"Oh, I didn't know," he asked.

"It's okay," I said. "Where's a picture of your mom?" he asked. I showed a picture of my mom.

"Yikes, that's your mom?" he asked. "Yeah, that's my mom," I said.

"She's fugly, no offense," he said in his Dean voice.

"None taken. I got all my dad's looks, his eye color, nose and thick wavy hair but got the red hair from my mom," I said.

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Few minutes later, we finished eating. I helped Jensen do dishes and put them away.

"Thank you for helping," he said. "No problem. Are you going to the golf course with Karl?" I asked.

"I am. Do you want to come with me?" he asked. "No, no. It's a guy thing. I'd rather go play putt-putt," I said.

"Okay. What gonna do today though?" he asked. "I don't know yet," I paused, looking at the time, "Shit, I'm gonna head home before Lexi gets home," I said.

"Do you want me to walk you home?" he asked. I grabbed my phone, heels and keys.

"I'll text you when I get home," I said. "Okay, before you leave," he paused, kissing me deeply.

I kissed him back, he slipped his tongue in my mouth. I ran my fingers through his hair, pulling on his hair as we broke the kiss.

"Thanks for the lovely morning," I said, smiling.

One Week Later

I'm back on the set of The Boys. We're filming the Herogasm episode.

It smells like sex in here, it's not easy to see all the extras doing orgies. I tried to look away but I couldn't.

I see a lot of sex toys and equipment everywhere. Jensen accidently put his hands in the bucket of lube earlier.

He thought it was the sanitizer. I look at more stuff. "This season's gonna be weirder that for sure," I whispered.

I see Laz covered with fake cum that looks like Elmer's glue. Jack's wearing a pink robe since he's naked.

Jensen's in his Soldier Boy costume with shield. He's not doing a sex scene, thank god but he's looks at me.

He walks over to me. "Like what you see?" he asked. "Yeah but," I said.

"What?" he asked. "Too many naked people here," I said.

"Maybe later, we can look around and see if you want to try them," he whispered. I squeezed my knees together as I felt something.

I cleared my throat. "I'm gonna use the restroom," I whispered.

"Okay. Hurry back," he said. "I'll try," I whispered.

I walked away, trying to find the restrooms. A girl runs into me, she has a big tits.

"Oh, I'm sorry, sweetheart," she said. "It's okay. Nice rack," I said.

"Thank you, you have beautiful curves, Soldier Girl. Your Soldier Boy's lucky," she said.

She walked away, I checked her out. "I'd tap that," I whispered, heading to the rest rooms.

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I finished up, making myself cum after seeing all the naked extras. I cleaned up afterwards.

I leave the restrooms. I turned the corner, bumping into Jack.

"Oh hey Evie," he said. I looked down, his robe opened, seeing something.

I looked away. "Close the curtain, I can see the view," I said. Jack looked down, closing his robe.

"My apologies," he said. "What are you doing? Are you spying on me?" I asked.

"I heard you moaning in the bathroom. Were you masterbasting" he asked. "None of your business," I said, walking away.

"Wait, did you get turned on by all the naked extras and imagine you and Jensen in this episode?" he asked, smirking.

"No, I was thinking about your mom aka Meg Ryan," I lied. "Oh good one," he said.

I punched him in the dick. Jack groaned. "Fuck off," I said, walking away from him.

I went back to the scene. The lights on Jensen's suit lights up and he fake blows the place.

"Cut! That's a wrap on that scene," director said. The TNT Twin actors walked away.

All of the naked extras got their robes on. They walked away from the set.

I walked over to some of the stuff. I touched a flogger, picking it up.

I played with it a little. "Like what you see?" Jensen asked.

I gasped softly. "You scared me, asshole," I said, hitting him with it.

"My apologies," he said, smiling. I put the flogger down, and continued to look around the set.

"Evie, look," he said. I turned around, seeing Jensen holding cuffs.

"Okay, Dean Winchester," I said, smiling. He chuckled, putting them down.

"What do you think about the Herogasm set?" he asked. I looked around, but looked back at him.

"Um... there's a lot of toys, condoms, lube and naked people," I said. "Did you see Erin accidently use lube instead of sanitizer?" he asked.

"I did. You did as well but in the bucket," I said, giggling.

"Don't remind me," he said. I kept looking around the set.

"Anything you want to try?" he asked. I walked over towards a sex swing, grabbing a sanitizer wipe, cleaning it up.

"Sex swing?" he asked. I sat down on it.

"Like?" he asked, standing behind me as he pushed it. "Love it. It's a swing for adults," I said, smiling.

He chuckled, smiling. "Yes it is," he whispered, in my ear.

I looked at him. "What?" he asked, licking his lips.

"Wanna feel how wet I am?" I whispered. He took his glove off.

He reaches over, sliding his hand down in my skirt. He slowly caressed my clit.

I moaned softly, continuing to look at each other. "The orgy made you wet, didn't it?" he asked, going faster.

"Yes, it did but I imagined it was us," I whispered. "Good girl," he whispered, fingering my pussy.

I moaned softly. I see a shadow walking, and footsteps.

I gasped, moving Jensen's hand away. "Evie, what's wrong?" he asked.

"We should stop before someone catches us," I whispered. "Good idea. We'll come back here once everyone leaves," he whispers.

I nodded, trying to get off. "Let me," he said, lifting me off the swing.

I held onto him, as he got me off the swing.