im sorry taehyung.
im sorry for you hearing the words that i was supposed to say from others,
sorry for being late,
sorry for not loving you enough.

thank you taehyung.
thank you for being there when other cant,
thank you for all the memorable moments you've made with me,
thank you for loving me enough when i know i cant.

taehyung , i've come to the realization that its time to stop this façade—to stop acting. because it hurts already. its hurting us both.

you know when im lying but never point it out.
you know i hate doing the stuff you love so you tried to adjust.
you know that i was being down nowadays but you always gave me a reason to lighten up each day.

i notice it all , taehyung. dont ever think that what you're doing is going unnoticed.

i'll surely return. as a flower , a tree , an ant , a rock , the rain , the cold breeze. the possibilities are endless.

so please dont blame yourself.

I smiled and folded the paper into threes

—the last note that i'll write.

-10 mins before