"Please , Jungkook , tell me you need me , tell me that you love me , that i'm your whole universe like you used to. Just say those wholeheartedly and I'll come back. I always will."

I looked at Taehyung with pity "I'm—" he hugged me tight and whispered please

i pushed him away.

oh how fucking stupid i am , i pushed him away.

"Things will never work for us anymore. I'm not good for you , I can never love you as of how much you love me. I never can make you happy. I always bring you sadness. Im sorry."

I turned my back on him. it was all wrong. It wasn't supposed to be this way.

I drove miles and miles away from Taehyung , making sure that there was no signal that my phone can pick up so that he cant contact me

this silence and loneliness is what am i now.

i can never say what i want and i'll always prefer to be alone—always should be left alone.

its so cold.

-7 hours before