I sat in Alex's lap, kissing him roughly. I missed being able to kiss him and I didn't want to stop. Alex pulled away for air. I was panting too but I didn't care.

"I missed you" I said burying my face in his neck
"So I've been told" he chuckled, rubbing my back. I nuzzled his neck.

I bit down softly on his collarbone.
"John not now" he said softly
"But I'm bored" I pouted. He couldn't say no to me when I pouted.
"Play with Trisha" he said
"But aleeex" I whined still pouting
"Ok.." he sighed. I smiled

"I love you" I said softly
"I love you too"
"Did you miss me like I missed you?"
"Even more"
"Do you like what I put for you?"
"Of course. I could never forget. More than 1,000,000,000 diamonds" he smiled

A small alarm started going off
"No no no" Alex got up and ran outside. Everything around was just white and empty.
"What's that?" I asked in confusion
"Suicide alarm.."

He was looking through this glass. I knelt down beside him.

"Who?! What do we do??" I was scared
"We find them" Alex was a lot better at this than I was
"Who was it?" I asked. Alex's face went pale.

"Lexi!" I hugged him
"E-Ellie.."
"I-I'll go.." I offered
"Follow me.." he lead me to the hall of what looked like portals. We went through one flashing one.

"Eleanor" I said. She spun around.
"Dad I'm sorry!!" She cried
"Cmon..."

She grabbed my hand. With a flash of blinding light we were back at the house.

"Dad I'm-"
"Stop." I said burying my face in my hands
"I'm sorry.."
"It's fine."

Eleanor hugged me and I hugged her back.

I can't believe she would do this. I need to see Francis!

"Alex- is there a way I can visit Francis?" I asked "I need to see him"
"Yes.."
"How?!"
"Through dreams but I don't think you'll be able to reach him"

A few days pasted on earth. Time passes quicker up here though..

I had been trying to reach Francis through dreams but it was hard. I don't know how Alex did it.

Trying to reach Francis I may have caused some nightmares....in my defense...ok I got nothing. I just wanted to help!

Alex grabbed my hand, causing me to glance over at him. He hugged me tightly.

I love Alex. But I also love Francis and I messed up.

"Don't worry about nightmares. It happens" he said, kissing my forehead. Honestly I could make thousands of episodes of a TV show just about the reason why I love Alex.

"John do you want to leave?"
"What do you mean? Where would we go?" I asked in confusion
"Back to the real world" he explained "reincarnated" Alex added
"But we would look different and be completely different people! And what if we don't meet until college or after! I don't want to grow up and know you're out there and I can't find you" I said almost in tears
"You wouldn't know I was Alex or even who Alex is until you saw me. You'd grow up like any other kid, and when you see me is when it'll all come back" he explained "I started researching it and asking around the day I died."

"I'll come....but I want to see Frances first"
"Come here. He's sleeping"

There was a flash of light and we were in Frances's dream. Alex makes it look so easy.

"Frances!" I ran towards him. He looked terrified and confused

"Johnny?" He asked, still unsure. I could tell Alex was jealous but he's gonna get a whole other lifetime with me.

I hugged Francis. I couldn't help it! After what I did to him. He was right, I fell. And I said I wouldn't.

"Is this real?" He asked hugging me back
"I can't say yes because I don't want to scare you but yes"

Francis smiled and picked me up, spinning me around. I smiled.

"I needed to talk to you..."
"Spill."
"I'm going to be reincarnated"

Frances's facial expression changed

"So you're really dead? John please! I-I" Francis couldn't find the words to say

Francis woke up and I was back in the house with Alex. Alexander had took Ellie to get reincarnated too. There is a form of currency up here and fuck getting reincarnated is expensive.

Alex took me to the front desk. Here we go...