some words are better left unsaid and seokjin just only realized how much that saying means so much to him as he stare at the same guy , same spot , holding the same beverage.

he could've pointed out how he notices him shivering from the cold temperature from sitting out too long , he could've pointed out how he was clearly soaked from the rain ,

he could've told him he remembers his name , namjoon , very clearly and that he cannot stop thinking about him.

about how he smiled , how he talked to him with precaution , how he always keeps whispering to no one in particular , how he swirls the canned drink on his hand for about six times before drinking it.

seokjin couldnt remember when was the last time someone had creeped into his thoughts for a long time but he knows that namjoon captivated him , captivated him to the point that he starts to unconsciously act like him.

he finds himself crossing his legs the way namjoon does , he finds himself squinting unnecessarily , he finds himself licking his lips more often than before , sometimes tasting metallic rust.

"what time is it?" namjoon looked at seokjin the same way he did a few nights ago

"oh uhm , before that i have a question" seokjin blushed , aware of the fact that namjoon caught him staring at him.

he just nodded his head and looked down to his feet

"do you need an umbrella? , i have an extra" namjoon looked at seokjin with great surprise and laughed.

namjoon missed this feeling and seokjin was just getting used to it.

"here"

namjoon looked at the umbrella and grasped the handle

"it's eleven—eleven by the way"

namjoon stood up and opened the umbrella , despite being soaked already and the umbrella has no use whatsoever but he gave it a thought and used it anyways , the feeling of someone caring about him settles deep in his heart.

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