I wanted to try
Even if I knew
That it would fail
So horribly
We would never speak of it

I wanted to try
Even if I knew
That you knew it too

I wanted to try
Most of all
Because it was you

There wasn't anyone
Before
Not because there wasn't

I just
I just
Never wanted to try
But

But damn it all to hell
There was you
So I had to try
I had to

Even if it meant
I'd lose the will
To try at all
Ever
Ever again