I want to post a certain chapter but the chapter will definitely change the way you think of me. And it also make you go back and remember a lot of conversations you've had with me and see that I'm lying about something. And this certain chapter that I'm talking about is more of a vent and I already don't like doing those but I do. But this vent WILL CHANGE HOW YOU THINK ABOUT ME AND I DON'T WANT THAT CAUSE YOU'RE MY FAMILY.