So for the last chapter,  I decided to tell you guys something really personal. I had a great grandmother who passed away a couple of summers ago. I was really close to her though so even today it still hits me. My parents made sure that my sister's and brother and I knew who she was. So we spent weekends there sometimes. I got really attached to her and I couldn't stand the thought of her leaving. She had lost one of her legs to a dog attack which means she was in a wheelchair for more than half of her life. But she also had diabetes. So that meant she spent her last months of life in a hospital. And she was doing really good at the end! But than out of no where her blood pressure spiked and she didn't make it. So at her funeral I was trying not to cry since I always thought that crying would make people talk about me as if I was weak. That is until, I looked at my dad. He was crying so hard he had that he had to leave. Which caused my tears to finally escape. I ended up leaving too and so did my oldest sister. My dad was crying because my great grandmother (the one who died) was his grandmother. She also raised him a whole lot. After that we went back into the room where the actual funeral was at. After it was over we went home and just tried to cheer eachother up. Now fast forward a year later. I was on the bus in the morning going to school. Everything was normal and I was looking out the window listening to music. That's when I saw her. She had both of her legs,  was wearing her favorite clothes, and had her regular short and crazy hair. She was just standing there watching my nus go by. So everyday after that, while I was on the bus, I would try to find her. I told my mom and she said that means that she's looking out for me. And I don't care what anyone says. I'm not changing that belief. I've heard people call almost all of my beliefs stupid or weird but I don't fucking care. But anyone, so today I couldn't stop think about her for some reason. So I drew a picture.

I wrote don't forget because I never want to forget any of my time with her.

So I finally got that out. Thought it was fitting for the last chapter of this book. The first chapter of my new book is already out