Since I'm trying to learn how to vent I'm trying to find new ways to vent. I have come up with a way that is probably a bad idea. I SHALL LIST ALL OF THE THINGS I HATE ABOUT MYSELF!

1) I have scars almost everywhere on my body.

2) I have a problem with my lungs.

3) I can't process emotions.

4) My body isn't able to handle colds.

5) I'm a bother to everyone.

6) I have lost contact with my old self.

7) I hate speaking because why should I like it? It's not like anyone wants to hear me.

8) I make everyone either pity me or hate me.

9) I'm losing control of myself again.

10) I'm losing my emotions again.

11) I'm not even gonna get into my appearance anymore than I already have.

12) According to one of my voices I let my friends and families take advantage of me too much.

13) I listen to my voices.

14) I think I'm really losing myself.

15) I'm too distracted easily.

16) I'm over protective.

17) there's always been a dark force in me, making me hate myself.

18) I don't know how to be fun so I'm annoying.

19) I have rebuilt my mask.

20) I'm not gonna lost anymore. This was a bad idea.