"So class its time for the first project of the year"

I hate thisーi don't want to sound petty and i know this isn't the intention of projects but sometimes it seems as though the idea was designed to make some students feel like absolute loners. The definition of the word project should be changed to 'pick your closest friend' because it would honestly be a lot more accurate.

As anyone would guess no one looked at me, nudged me, called out my name or has made any indication that they wanted to partner up with me and of course I didn't do that to anyone either.

"You'll be paired in groups of four and you are allowed to choose who you get paired with" At least that's better than the usual 'pick your partner'.

Everyone started walking towards their friends so they could group up. Whereas I waited for an incomplete group to get forced to be with me.

I was expecting mrs kim to call my name and tell me to come sit with any incomplete group but to my surprise someone came up to me. And not just anyone. Kangjoon was the one, to say that i was shaken would be an understatement.

To say that he was good looking wasn't enough. He was the type of guy who'd look hot taking a dump. I know that its an extreme way to describe how hot someone might be but it was true.

He was redoing his senior year this year and was doing okay with his studies for all I knew. The one thing I was sure of though was that he didn't take part in any of the bullyingーthat was probably because he was more on the mature side, being a year older and all and as I said before, most of the guys who bully me just want Jihyuns attention. 

As much as I or any other girl in school wouldn't mind sucking Kangjoon's dick, he unfortunately already had a girlfriend who was much older and was the reason as to why he didn't graduate last year.

"What's up" he said pulling a chair next to mine and somehow making me jolt slightly because i was too lost in thought about how nice it would be to have him bang me against my deskーI need to calm down wow.

I could already feel the jealous eyes piercing through my soulーjust being in contact with kangjoon is enough to make everyone stare at you.

"I know we don't talk much but I really want to work with someone who's good at this subject" he smiled. My god, he's fucking gorgeous.

"I'm not gonna let you work alone on this don't worry, it's just that you're the only smart girl who doesn't..." he continued hesitating at the end.

"Have a social life" I said picking up where he left. I hate myself.

"I was going to say doesn't pay much attention to me" He said looking down at his lap. Conceited much?

"Ahhh..so you do think you're good looking" I said literally shaking my head. I guess it's true that no one is perfect.

"Well I don't think I'm ugly but the heart shaped boxes on my desk aren't really a subtle hint" he said pointing at the gifts given to him by our classmates.

"Anyway, may I work with you please" he asked. How can you say no to that face? His smile is just so adorable.

"Sure" I said in the most chill way possible. It's hard not to lose your focus when you're looking at him.

Soon two other girls joined us making kangjoon noticeably annoyed.

We spent the rest of the lesson discussing what we were gonna do for the project, so in other words, the rest of the lesson consisted of me and kanjoon trying to get some work done and the other two girls shamelessly flirting with him.

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It was the end of the day and I was waiting for jungkook outside the school building. It was getting cold and i was honestly starting to consider ditching him.

"Hey Yura!" someone called from behind me. It was kangjoon. I'd honestly be lying if I said that I didn't try to fix my hair before he came closer. I wanted to put lip balm on too but he came too early.

"Can you give me your number so we can arrange to meet up?" He asked whilst panting. It took all the effort in the world to not blush at his question and also at the fact that he was pantingーI know its because he was running but is this what he sounds like in bed?

"Yeah sure, its 019 567 8907"

He then said his goodbyes and left my thirsty ass waiting in front of the school gates.

Jungkook showed up not too late after my encounter with kangjoon. We started walking towards our hangout place (the convenience store near our neighborhood). Our walk there basically consisted of me telling jungkook about my thoughts towards kangjoon and him continuously cringing.

"I want kimbap" I said just as we were entering the store.

"I'll go get us something to drink" Jungkook announced leaving me to pick out the food.

We sat down and ate making silly conversations every now and then. It was comfortable, like always, when I talked with jungkook I felt at easeーhe was just such an amazingly natural and easy going person. I wish I was the same.

It was 5:45 by the time we were done and heading back to our houses. Jungkook as usual insisted to walk with me till the intersection which was something that i was always grateful for because our neighborhood was lowkey creepy.

"See ya later kookie" I waved at him as i entered my street. He waved back with a smile and left.

I opened the front door and as usual, dad wasn't back yet. Why has he been getting home late recently?

I pushed the question to the back of my mind, preventing myself from jumping to conclusions about why he could possibly be so late.

Shrugging the manner off I got into my room and took out my laptop first thing so I could look up some websites that could help me make a proper video presentation.

Just as I was about to start I heard a beeping noise in time with a notification box that said that taehyung sent me a new message.

cantbetaemed: wyd? (:

yurangel: looking for some websites to help make a video.

yurangel: any suggestions??

cantbetaemed: well my favourite sites are pornhub, brazzers and redtube

yurangel: sorry i asked.

yurangel: how would i even make a video there?🤦‍♀️

cantbetaemed: just upload a video of you masturbating

cantbetaemed: i'd watch ;))

yurangel: when was the last time u prayed?

cantbetaemed: when I was 5 I think

yurangel: that explains so much

cantbetaemed: k

K? hell no.

yurangel: if thats sesame streets letter of the day then have 'em teach u how to write a sentence next time

cantbetaemed: k

yurangel: fuck u

I closed my phone pissed at his reply and muted him so his spamming wouldn't annoy me. That should teach him not 'k' me next time. My phone started to ring which was odd at this specific timing.

I looked at the screen to see an unknown number? Taehyung?

"Hello?" I said in more of a questioning manner.

"Hey Yura its me kangjoon" I felt myself relax as soon as I heard his voice. How could I possibly think its taehyung when he doesn't even have my number? I'm such a dumbass.

"Hey kangjoon what's up" I replied.

"So I was thinking we could meet up at the library to work on the project. How does that sound?" he asked.

"Oh okay, did you tell sunhee and mina?"

"Uhh.. I was actually thinking about not telling them at all" he said hesitantly.

"Why?"

"Because they'll just waste our time and that would defeat the whole purpose of me wanting to work with you"

I knew that shit would go down if we do the project alone. Sunhee and Mina were part of Jihyuns hoe squad. And they were not going to be happy that I worked alone with 'their man' and deprived them of having a chance with him. But being the people pleaser I am, I agreed.

"Okay sure"

"Thanks yura you're the best"

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what am i doing with this book tho 😪
also note that i edited this chapter while facetiming with my friend so pls forgive any mistakes (: