i want

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  Yoongi met Jungkook's parents. They were both kind- very intimidating at first- but eventually very noticeably nice, care-free people. And Yoongi had learned one important thing as he sat on the couch in Jungkook's house. He realized why Jungkook was such a romantic. His parents are soulmates.

  Maybe this was the reason that Jungkook was so happy to have found his own soulmate. When he smiled so big at Yoongi, eyes twinkling with joy, a smile Yoongi had never seen before then. Maybe it's the reason why Jungkook so often talks about how rare it is to have found his soulmate like he did. Maybe Jungkook thought that since his parents found each other that it must've been impossible for him to have actually found Yoongi.

  Because nobody is that lucky.

  No way in hell did Jungkook's soulmate parents have a child that also found his soulmate. What are the chances?

  And maybe that's the reason why his parents so easily took in Yoongi. Maybe they're just as happy for Jungkook as Jungkook is happy for himself. Because Yoongi can see that Jungkook is happy. He had seen the boy before now, when neither of them could smell each other's scents. He saw how quiet, how stern and irritated he always seemed to be. The day they found out they were soulmates, Jungkook's attitude instantly changed.

  He's so happy.

  And so is Yoongi as well. Yoongi had always hated the dynamics between Alphas, Betas and Omegas. He had always thought of himself as useless. Always knew that he could never really stand up for himself in a moment of need. That's the exact reason he loved having the medicine, being in his own little world and having the top of the top fear of him. Nobody knowing what he really is, because he absolutely hated who he was.

  He always hated Alphas even more, though. He hated how they were the ones who made the Omegas feel so useless. Hated how they do whatever they want and get away with it. Hate how they use their power and strength to control anyone. Hate how they think they're better than anyone else. He hated Alphas with a passion. 

  But then Jungkook came in.

  Jungkook is the sweetest, most understanding Alpha he's ever met. And he's very respectful. He never does anything Yoongi wouldn't like him doing. Makes sure to ask before doing anything, unsure of how Yoongi would react to such small things such as "Hey, can I hold your hand?" or "Can I kiss you?". Jungkook honestly is such a sweet Alpha. It gives Yoongi hope for the other Alphas in the world. 

  And on top of that, he makes Yoongi feel strong. He doesn't make Yoongi feel like a useless Omega. If anything, Yoongi's confidence has boosted a lot since he's met his soulmate. Like when Kay had trapped him against the locker, Yoongi fought back.

  He didn't fight back before he knew he had someone there to defend him.

  With Suk-Yeong, the day that the school found out Yoongi was an Omega, Yoongi let himself be the useless Omega that he always thought he was. He let the Alpha touch him. He didn't put up much of a fight. He wasn't sure what else he would've let happen.

  But then Jungkook came in.

  Jungkook makes Yoongi feel worthy. He makes Yoongi feel loved. Cherished. He makes Yoongi weak, too. Whether it be physically or emotionally weak. Whether it be a mere touch, the shed of a tear, a laugh, anger— Yoongi feels weak for Jungkook's own emotions.

  He loves feeling what Jungkook feels. There's never a moment where either of the two don't know how they feel when they're together. Jungkook is always so happy, which results in Yoongi always being happy. 

  They're so happy.

"Okay, mom." Jungkook tried to tug Yoongi away from his mother, but they were in such deep conversation that both Jungkook and his dad were just sitting in awe. "It's getting late." Jungkook told Yoongi as he looked up at him in confusion for breaking his conversation with his lovely mom. He actually quite enjoyed talking to Jungkook's mother. She's really gentle, patient and soft. Like Jungkook.

"Your son is already trying to kick me out of your house." Yoongi joked.

Jungkook's mom laughed lightly as she stood up from the couch. "I would never let you be pulled away from here. You could live here, for all I care, sweetie." She smiled.

Yoongi smiled as well, full gums out as Jungkook pouted at him in denial, pulling him into a hug. "No, no. I swear that's not what I'm trying to do. It's just— It's getting late and I wanted to spend some time with you, but my parents are stealing you from me."

"Crazy boy." Jungkook's dad shook his head as he stood up from the couch as well, putting his arm on the low of his own soulmate's back. "I'll drag her out from under you. You two go hang out for a little bit, then." 

As he pushed Jungkook's mother towards their bedroom, she turned to Yoongi and winked, waving. "You two lovebirds don't have too much fun." She said. "It was nice to meet you, sweetie." She told Yoongi, who said the same in return. Once they were both out of sight, Yoongi turned to Jungkook.

"So needy—" He knew exactly what Jungkook wanted. And as he turned to do what he was itching for, Jungkook met him halfway, pressing a needy kiss to his boyfriend. Yoongi giggled into the kiss, glad that Jungkook hadn't kissed him in front of his parents. He knew that Yoongi would be embarrassed. It's the only reason that Jungkook sat here for nearly three hours without barely touching him.

Jungkook was needy for just a kiss. He hadn't seen him Saturday or Sunday, waiting the weekend with his lips pouted in frustration for not seeing his soulmate enough. It's bad how much he wants to see Yoongi all the time, but he can't help it. Especially since he can't kiss Yoongi in school either. Because Yoongi had told him how easily flustered he gets, and Jungkook respected Yoongi.

So he waited nearly three days.

Three freaking days!

"I'm gonna kiss you until I can't breathe." Jungkook pulled away, pressing kisses all over Yoongi's face. His button nose, forehead, cheeks, lips, back to his cute little nose.

Yoongi just let his eyes flutter shut, letting the Alpha smooch him all over. He laughed to himself as Jungkook grabbed his hand and pulled him towards a door which must be his room. As they entered, Yoongi was hit with such an amazing scent. Jungkook's scent, of course, but much stronger. The scent lingered in the room, making Yoongi melt.

Jungkook closed the door as Yoongi began to look around the room. Grey blankets were spread out across his tall bed, messily pulled back over the mattress and pillows at the top. Yoongi laughed as Jungkook puckered his lips, realizing that he didn't exactly have a perfectly made bed, water bottles on his bedside table and a long charger spread onto the floor, wires connecting to a tv and a controller somehow on the hardwood floor.

Yoongi shrugged, climbing onto Jungkook's bed just like Jungkook finds himself doing when he goes into Yoongi's bedroom. But Yoongi had to actually climb onto Jungkook's bed, the frame and mattress being so high up. The damn bed needs a step stool or something. As Yoongi watched Jungkook jump onto the bed next to him, he realized why there's no step stool. This boy doesn't need one.

"Kiss?" Jungkook laid back onto the middle of his bed, the bunches of pillows raising his head enough to look at Yoongi and hold his arms out, still needy. Yoongi chuckled and left the corner of the bed he was sitting on.

Instead of lying down next to Jungkook, Yoongi crawled on top of him and sat down on his lower abdomen, giggling as the Alpha looked at him with wide eyes. He likes this position, straddling Jungkook on his bed. It felt so right. So good to be looking down at him, the only light coming from his lamp on the bedside table. Only then did Yoongi realize that Jungkook hadn't turned on his light.

"Kiss?" Yoongi repeated.

Jungkook nodded his head, waiting for Yoongi to take the lead and kiss him.

So Yoongi did. He had to scoot back to lean down to Jungkook, pressing his ass into Jungkook's crotch. As he pushed his lips to Jungkook's, they both let out hums of contentment, their bodies pressed together so well and soft lips finally meeting again. Jungkook put his hands on Yoongi's thighs, calmly putting pressure to the skin.

Yoongi put his hand up to Jungkook's jaw, his other hand on the mattress to keep himself up, trying his best to balance instead of falling all to pieces as Jungkook massaged the meat of his inner thighs so deliciously. He pressed down softly onto Jungkook's crotch, a choked moan coming from Jungkook as he did so.

They pulled apart to catch their breath, hearts pounding loudly in the quiet room. Surprise filled them both at Yoongi's action.

"Yoongi.." Jungkook muttered, a little bit of uncertainty in his voice as if he was unsure of what he was going to say. But Yoongi knew he wanted to say something. Knew that Jungkook's eye smile came to view, then disappeared in fear— or something. And unlike last time, Yoongi just sat there and waited. He gave Jungkook time. Didn't pressure him to say anything because last time he did, he felt selfish for doing so.

"Yes?" Yoongi asked gently.

Jungkook was gazing back into his eyes, his own soft brown eyes sparkling at him. "I think I may be falling in love with you."

Yoongi inhaled, holding his breath in as his eyes stung from staring at Jungkook with wide, surprise filled eyes. Had he just heard that correctly? Did Jungkook just... say that?

"You.." Yoongi released his breath, hitching again as he started to question himself.

"Shhh." Jungkook pressed his finger to Yoongi's lips even though Yoongi had no clue what to say anyways. "Don't mention this again. Because if it's true, I'll let you know in the future." He whispered. "But for now, as a heads up, keep this a secret for me, okay?"

Yoongi clenched onto the sheets as Jungkook pulled his finger away from him.

"Okay." He nodded, then pressed a small peck to Jungkook's forehead. "But you gotta keep that same secret for me too, then." He said, catching how Jungkook's eye smile came back. "Except I don't think I'm falling for you. I know I am." Yoongi laughed nervously.

Jungkook was trying his hardest not to smile, but his big bunny teeth came to view. "Funny how soulmates can have the same secrets." He said. Yoongi smiled in return.

"Just kiss me, you dummy."

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