This Torment

How can I decide

Life has left me an Inconvenient Ideal

You're my life, with the twist

New life is bursting out

You're not penetrating my body every night

Why?

I miss your touch, but not your bite

I miss your voice, not your sex

I love you, but I love someone else

Life continues on

Did this happen for a reason?

私の愛の実現 [Realization of my love], Maybe it was telling me as well

Pain borders my heart, i have beats of death

My guilty conscience is the same as my faded voice

I'm empty like your loving words

Promise me when I see you turn away again

How heavy is blood?

I can barely see through it all.