Okay
So
Basically, there's someone I used to date
It's the first and only relationship I actually consider real and yeet
I've liked that boy for almost a year now
Let's call said boy A, because A has wattpad and might see this
If so hi A
So, A and I met and was going by she/her pronouns at that point. I thought A was amazing right from the start. He was funny, nice, and actually really sweet.
So, after a few months, we said we had mutual crushes on each other
Then we started dating two weeks later
That lasted for 33 days until A broke up with me to date this boy
Fast forward to now
A and I had a conversation a few weeks ago, and it turns out we both like each other but didn't want to be in a relationship because A) A was dating someone else and B) our mental health
Yesterday A broke up with his girlfriend and said part of it was because of his mental health
Today A asked out my close friend B
A is a really sweet person, who I knew liked A, but I never thought A liked her back
But here we are
B said she'd think about it
I don't think A thinks I'm upset at all, but I am
I feel like he's lying to everyone about his mental health/feelings for his own gain? And I care about him a lot so I don't want to think that, but I do.
If A is reading this, please text me at least saying hi or something
Anyways by y'all that was my rAnT
And to anyone who goes to my school please don't talk to A about this even though you probably know who I'm talking about