A/N: this book is very dark so if you can't handle abuse neglect etc then this ain't for you hun

"The darkness lingers be careful, who you trust"a deep male voice echoed in my head. A voice that pops up every once in a while but always says the same thing. I try to ask what it means but he never responds.

It's something I guess I'll just live with until I figure out what exactly it is. Finally I came back to reality from my thoughts and look up at my ceiling from my bed. 

I've seen it a thousand times but never get tired of looking at it, "today's another day" I look at my clock realizing I have school soon. My uniform was perfectly layed out on my door so getting dressed didn't take long and I don't usually eat breakfast or food at all so less time wasted.

Only thing I hate is the actual bus/train ride, looking at everything around me is depressing for some reason. "Ehime prefectural Mishima high school" is what the Japanese translated to. The school is pretty big but after 3 years I've adjusted.

I walked by all the students wondering how people could socialize amongst huge groups. As you can tell I don't socialize with others but prefer to sit at my desk and write in my journel which is what I'm about to do.

I got in a few minutes of writing a few things before sending the prescience of someone above me.

"Watcha writing Kyomi" I took a deep sigh. I know I said I don't socialize but to be fair she came up to me

"Hello Kanna" I say not taking my eyes off the journal. This wasn't unusual I will say, kanna has done this since the semester started and we shared classes.

Even though I didn't like her at all I liked the dedication she had to get me to at least say more then hi to her.

"So watcha writing" I looked up at her to see her studying my notes. It's just gibberish even I can't understand but when I pick up a pencil I feel the need to write out these things

"My answer will always stay the same, I don't know Kanna" I look back down to what I was writing. One thing I admired about her is how she could make you feel something without you knowing she was there.

She has a way of giving me a bit of a warm feeling inside. Her looks gave off that vibe Aswell, fire orange hair in two space burns with bangs and bright hair clips with a bit of sparkle.

She always wore bright colours on her uniform and even wore a red bow on the left side of our gold shirts. The morning bell rang for class and I could tell she was annoyed by the fact she had to leave.

"I'll see you after school" kanna smiled genuinely as per usual. Class started and it went by quick like always. All I remember is that we had a test in two days. Kanna admired how I took notes so she wouldn't stop begging me to copy an extra note for her.

The rest of the school day passed quickly as well, not much to tell since it was just "copy this, read this,study this, memorize this" , same normal boring stuff everyday.

I walked out of the front entrance and began taking my normal route to the train station. I saw Kanna waiting outside the door for me but didn't bother to stop.

It doesn't matter though cause she always ends up running after me. "How was school" she said cheery and upbeat. I exhaled a deep sight because this is another question she already knows the answer to, I have never been bothered to change my answers to the same basic questions.

"Ok well..... how do you feel about the test" she looked down at her feet. " well I'm not stressed about it, it's just a stupid test" I looked to her and it seemed like she was in fact stressed.

"It's ok, my notes will help you pass" I made eye contact while saying that. Kanna looked a bit over joyed considering the fact I don't usually make eye contact. At this point we were almost at the station, there was a bridge that we had to cross to get there.

The view of the water under the bridge and the sky's beautiful fading effect of orange and white looked quite nice. Kanna noticed me gazing at the sky and ran out in front of me and stretched out her hands to the sky as if was reaching for it. "Isn't It beautiful" she laughed while saying.

To be honest this is the one time I agreed with her. We made it to our train in time and the rest was a blur, although I do remember looking out the window while Kanna was talking. I don't remember what she was saying but I do know she was talking about the test again. 

The bud ride was the same and so was the walk to where we'd part ways. It was later then usual, around 9:00 since they had to fix the track cause of a malfunction mid ride

"Can I please stay over at your house, it's super late" Kanna said timidly and fearful. Kanna and I would part ways around a path that trailed through a grass field, it looked peaceful at first but it got dark at night. It continued on for about 20 minutes until the next town.

Company is not something I like but I pitted kanna seeing she was genuinely scared. My house was not far from where we were so at least that relaxed her a bit. I lived in a tiny flat that was enough for one person, its only myself and always will be that way.  I put the key in the door, let us in and immediately went to my room. Kanna sat on the couch and I completely walked past her without saying anything.

"Goodnight Kyomi" Kanna said faintly from the living room and I ignored her

With that I got into an oversized t shirt and sat on my bed journal in hand. My mind had another gibberish message to write out. It looked like Armenian almost and I wrote out a full sentence but like I said I can't understand it

I rested my journal on my night side and went to sleep