Dear Dad I'm sorry that I hated you for a while after you moved away. You only stayed here to see me every other weekend. Im sorry I dislike talking to you on the phone and I brush you off. I guess I'm hurt that you left. I'm sorry I told my teacher I didn't have a dad when we were making father's day cards. I cried because I thought you didn't love me so you left. You were a huge part of my life and when you left I thought you brushed me off. I was only six at the time...I didn't understand. My feeling of closeness to you vanished, yet the memories remain. I want to have a dad. Those that tell me I'm beautiful and that are proud because I am their blood. I want a dad to say that I got those quirks from them. All that arguing you did with my mom hurt me. I can't stand to see or be in an all out argument. I will break down in front of everyone. I stayed strong for my brother who was three at the time. He didn't understand what was going on, but I did. I have a stepdad now but It's not the same. I miss you, but I'm still mad. I need answers, but I don't feel like talking to you. I'm sorry for my distant behavior towards you, but I haven't seen you in years. What else do you expect?
Sincerely,
Me.