me: hey mum im gonna ride my bike before it gets too dark
mom: ok
mom: wait, where are you going?
me: riding around the block
mom: dont lie, where are you really going?
me: uh, riding around the block
mom: dont lie you never excercise
me: why cant you just let me ride my bike without questioning me?

ok so like, where the fuck would i even go? i have zero friends who live close to me, except my cousin but like if i did have friends around me id just straight up tell my mom im going to my friends house. and like none of my friends, (except like two of them) ever invite me anywhere or make plans with me so like what the fuck would i even be doing?!?!

and truthfully i dont like exercise, but my couselor tells me if i have anxiety or i need to calm down, i should go on a walk or ride my bike. so thats what i do. and then my mom, who doesnt trust me to do anything even though i dont purposefully do something bad like sneak off and only doesnt trust me because she was a bad teenager, starts questioning every fucking thing i do

sorry that kinda turned into a rant but that just pisses me off and i needed to get that out