"Are you sure you can go today? Baekhyun ya... you don't need to force yourself" Jun says

"Jun ya... I'm really okay now. If I stay home it's boring. Plus if I stay, you will stay. And it will be hard for both of us to get to next year duhhhh"

"But.."

"No buts ... I bet Ana has also been suffering because of us."

Jun sighs. His worries just triple up and I'm so doomed.
He is going to watch me like a CCTV again

"Junnnnnn.... Care for your girlfriend more will you?! She must be tired too"

"I!!!! I never needed a relationship. Baekhyun you know that I started to date her just because you said she is a good one."

"Isn't she?"

"Yes! I care for her now and treasure her. But she's fine. She is living her life better than you so can you please let me care you?!"

"What if you get married? You can't be putting me as your priority over your wife duh"

"I am not getting married before you do so don't worry about that"

"What a determined brat"

"Says you"

"Aish! Let's go, we will be late for class"

Jun is a best kind of brotherly best friend.
As I said, we used to live right next door to each other since we were able to walk and play around.

Jun is always an quiet kid. And as you all know I'm always full with energy and noisy type.

I know all about Jun and Jun knows everything about me. Every single things. Good and bad.

He has listened carefully to my bluffing and stupid whining with no reaction.
Even when he found out about my sexual orientation, he didn't even flinch and stay with me.

I introduced Analyn to him because I see many good points in Ana. Even tho they both have opposite habits, I believe in Ana that she will be best girl for Jun.

When Jun said he just dated Ana because I introduced her to him, it doesn't mean he's neglecting Ana this whole time.
He's caring, and I can see him trying to love her.
Efforts matter you know.

People have dark pasts and traumas that goes the same to me too.
It's just, my trauma is slightly more painful.

You can't blame Jun for not being able to fall in love fast like most people.

There are many things each of us are not capable of doing.

Like,
Can't fall in love easily.
Can't give chances.
Can't understand.
Can't forgive, no matter how many years has passed by.

—————————Chanyeol's POV———————

"Chanyeol ya. How are things with Nari? You guys back together right? Ahah" Sangjae asks

"Probably planning to sneak out to go on trip already huh" Dongwu says

"Ya ya... stop with those nonsense. I'm feeling all shitty already" I say

"Wha? She still haven't decided yet? May be news are right" Sangjae says

"What news?"

"Ya!" Dongwu stops him

"What news Sangjae?"

"That's ..... some are saying that the first son of SS Group proposed her while we were in military" Sangjae says

"What? SS Group? That SS Group that we all know?!" I ask

"Yeah. We once met that guy at party house in Jeju remember?" Sangjae says

"Yea... I mean.... I know that guy"

"Probably Nari is also materialistic too" Dongwu shrugs

"Ya. She's not that type." I say

"Yeah, I mean chanyeol is silver spoon too duh" Sangjae says

"Wait... I didn't know that case... for real" I say

"Are you stupid? Would she tell that to you directly duh?! She just don't want to directly tell you. May be" Dongwu says

"Urgh.. I don't know. I will just talk with her Tonight at our party"I  say

"Ya.. isn't he that gay dude that's sticking to you?" Sangjae says

I look to the direction and... it's him.
Well, he looks fine today duh. Was he acting yesterday?
As if he was going to die.

Our eyes meet but, he causally turns away.
What the...
Huh?!!!  How dare he?!
He is supposed to beg and ask for forgiveness from me!
Fuck him!

"Wait here, huh" Sangjae says as he runs after that fucker

"Sangjae sangjae.... He's going to make troubles" Dongwu says

"I don't even want to see that fucker" I say

"Something happened?"

"Nah... it's just disgusting" I say

"Hahahah.... I got him" Sangjae says as he comes back

"What did you do?" Dongwu asks

"I invited to our party!!!!!"

"What the fuck! Are you crazy?!" I shout

"Haha.. don't worry. We will just make fun of him and make sure he will never go around putting his head up like this again" Sangjae says

"Crazy bastard" Dongwu shrugs

He will not come right?. He is not that stupid.
Well, as Sangjae says we will surely teach him a lesson if he ever steps into our party tonight
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——————————Party Night———————-

Me and Nari are talking privately in a room.
My friends are outside with loud music and partying
We rent an exclusive hotel suite room with swimming pool to have party.
Those guys... they are sure free-spirited

"Nari ya...."

"Oppa.. I have something to tell you"

"Aww... I have been thinking that we should you know go on for a road trip"

"Let's end this oppa"

"W...what? No.... Nari ya... tell me what do I have to change. I will do everything for you. Just... just tell me."

"No... I really want to end things with you, oppa. I don't think I can come back to you"

"N..Nari ya... is that true that.... You are with SS Group's son?"

"You heard it ..right? Chanyeol oppa, I tried too. I tried to come back to you. I tried to love you again but... I think there's no more love from my side"

"No.... We can... we can make up again.. we can start over again...... we can take things slow and..."

"Oppa.. are you begging right now? This isn't like you"

"W...what?"

"You always do things on your own without discussing with me. We were okay in Paris and you suddenly went back to Korea and got enlisted. Without even telling me!

Now you want me back?
You didn't even tell me you were going to be enlisted. I waited like a crazy.
Only after your bodyguard or butler told me that you already went to military.. only then! Only then I gotta know.

Why did you do that?
What did I do wrong for you to left me unnoticed?
Yeah we were couples and we will fight. That doesn't make you leave Paris and went to military without telling me."

"N..Nari ya.... I... I can explain... no... i was wrong... I was very... immature...... I....."

"Those doesn't matter anymore oppa. I just can't anymore.. I can't love you.."

"Nari.. Nari ya...."

I follow her out since she left the room

"Nari ya.. wait....Nari ya.." I stop her by grabbing her hand

"Woah Chanyeol ya.. we have a special guest" Sangjae brings that fucker

What the... he actually came huh.
How shameless

"Nari ya.. do you know him?" Sangjae asks as he put his arm around Baekhyun's shoulder

"Who's he?" Nari asks

"Nari have you seen gay before?" Sangjae asks

"No, why?" Nari says

"Hereeee!!!! Hahahahha... now you see one huh? Here is a gay guy. Hahahaaa..."

"What the...." Nari almost curses

"So your name is Byun Baekhyun huh.... When you do with men, do you take it from your ass? Huh? How do you take it? Does it feel good?" Sangjae keeps making fun of that fucker

Well, it's your false for coming here anyway. Suffer fucker

"Lee Sangjae!!! Your words are going too far, you Low standard asshole" Nari says

"N..Nari ya?" I ..... she have never been used those words

"Come" she pulls Baekhyun's hand "Let's leave here. Don't ever involve with these low lives again" Nari says as she drags that fucker out and leaves

"Ya..... what the fuck... was that even Nari?" Sangjae is also speechless

"Did you two fight?" Dongwu approaches us and ask me

"I think it's true" I say

"What is?" Dongwu asks me

"Nari is now with SS Group's son"

"Fucking... bitchhhhhhh ahhahaaaa" Sangjae shouts
He's completely drunk and wasted

"Aren't you following her out?" Dongwu asks

"Aww? Imm.. I will follow her"

I then rush out to follow them
I can't believe Nari stood up for that fucker...
She's okay with that?

I get down with elevator and rush out to the entrance but... I can see Nari leaving in a car already

And he's still standing ... may be waiting for taxi

"Ya" I call and walk towards him

"Nae sunbae"

"Why did you even come then? You know you will be humiliated like this. Why? Is that because you have those gay feelings to me huh?!"

"No sunbae. Actually I came here so that I could apologise you properly for that day"

"Huh?"

He then bows his head down "I'm sincerely sorry for all inconvenience that I caused you. I will stay away from you and act like we never knew so you don't need to worry about me bothering you sunbae. From now on, there will be none of my gay feelings for you so please be in ease. I'm sorry again. So, please excuse me"

He says and get onto taxi and leaves

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