"I... I can't say anything but sorry for you Chanyeol ya...." His mother says "I wish..... I wish I had taken you with me. But if you were to grown up with me... you won't be this perfect like the way you are right now...."

"Perfect?" Sunbae says and scoffs a little... "Do you even know what kind of person I have became?

I .... Locked up the one I love because I am scared of them running away from me and abandon me. I always love with doubts that they will definitely run away from me.

In the end.... They all did..."

"Ch..."

"If!!" Sunbae raises his voice a little "if I ever grown up with the warmth from you, I would have been a better man. Being rich? What does it do good for me? I wasn't a good man for that person."

Every words he is saying in that spot.... Just weakened me... making me cry more... I wish I could just stand up and hug him right away.

"Chanyeol ya... no matter what it is... I'm still your mother.... Now that we meet each other again.... We can always keep in touch and w...."

"I don't want to... no... I have no rights to.
You are a mother and wife of a new family.
A family that has nothing to do with me.
I wouldn't like it if I were in their place.
So, thank you for mee...."

"Ommaaaa!!!"

I hear sunbae stops his conversation as we hear a kid's voice.
I secretly look back the their table and... it's his mother's little kid.

"I think it's time for me to go. Thank you for meeting with me"

"Chanyeol ya... let's... let's keep in touch..." his mother says

"I would prefer not" Sunbae says and I secretly watch him walk out of the lounge

I wipe my tears and stand up
Before I walk pass his mother, I check her and her little kid...

"Wait..."

I'm shook when she grabs my hand

"You.... You are the one that Chanyeol was talking right?"

"N..Nae?!! H...how....."

She flashes a sad smile a little "i saw some of your photos when I was watching for him al these years"

"You.... You were also finding him?"

"Which mother abandons her children completely? Even tho, it's hard for him to believe... please take care of him... please....." she begs

"I.... I am going to even if you don't ask me to" I say and run out of the lounge

Where is he?
Where is he?!!!!

And I see him waiting for his car.

He must be very angry or sad or... very sensitive right now.
I am worried he might do something harmful ..
what should I do?
If I walk towards him and talk to him... he will be embarrassed or angry at me.... For nosing into his business

I watch him getting onto his car and after he drives away, I get into taxi and tail him from behind.

Hopefully..... hopefully he's not putting himself and any type of danger.

————————Chanyeol's POV—————-

'Ommaaaa!!'

How lucky for you... that you have someone who you can call and claim as your mother.

How Lucky.

Just..... how... lucky

I spent my whole life finding her...
May be I knew that she would have a new family.
Even if I knew that.... I wasn't ready.

I'm such a bad son huh.
Or...
Does she even consider me as his son?

*laugh out*

Son... huh....
Mother....son.......

We are just strangers.
May be she might be always having this feeling that... she should never have given birth to me.

That I shouldn't be born in the first place.

Am I sad?
Or am I angry?

Or do I have rights to be feeling those ways?

No... I don't....
I just.... Don't....

*Phone Ringing*

Caller ID - Beom

I don't feel like talking.... I don't feel like existing.

"I..... I miss you... Baekhyun ya...." I mumble and I just power off my phone

If I go back home, Beom might find me there.....
i better go drink .... No... get drunk.... And just be wasted.

Yeah.... Uncle will take care of the shop.
I told him in advance so...

Yeah.... *sigh* .....

How to disappear completely?

———————Baekhyun's POV——————

Where is he going really?

"Ahjussi..... please follow that car carefully... you can't lose the sight okay??" I say

"Nae Nae... just who are you chasing? Your lover cheating on you?" The taxi driver says ... I was nagging the whole way to tail sunbae's car carefully

"Huh? No way! Just... just follow the car" I say

His car is swaying so much from side to side.... What if he gets into accident?!!!
Ugh.... Where is he going really? This is not a way to his house tho.

Please drive safe sunbae
Pleaseeeeeee

"Oh... he drove into a other hotel.... I think your lover really is cheating" driver says

"Noooo!!! Ahjussi!"

"Yeah yeah..."

"You can stop here now" I say and get out of the car

A hotel?

I see him getting out of car and walk into the hotel.
Is he perhaps meeting.... Moon Beom?
No no..... can't be right?

After he went in, I also follow him from a far.
He went up with the elevator and I watch the numbers moving and see which floor he went up.

Ugh..... I feel like stalker again 🤦🏻

The elevator went up and stop at the rooftop and I see on the notice board about VIP bar on rooftop.
I kinda..... reliefs....
I thought...... yeah... sunbae changed a lot.

After awhile, I also went up the the bar ... thanks god I'm wearing my hat and mask

As I get to the rooftop, I look around and see sunbae sitting at the bar counter.
And I just take a seat at the at table a bit far from him.

Well now.... I wait.
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As time passes.... I can see him drinking a lot and getting drunk.
What should I do?
Should I call the assign driver?
I can't drive so.... Or....
What if Moon Beom is at his place?
What if Moon Beom acts like Sunbae's lover and....

I don't want to give sunbae to him... or no one.

"Don't fucking touch me!!!!!"

I flinch a little as a loud voice echoes in the bar. And.... It's from sunbae.

Everyone looks at him and there's a girl beside him...
I think it's about time to go take him

I walk towards him and "Ah hey...." I say to the girl who's flirting with sunbae "We are about to go back. Sorry"

"Don't...,...h...hey....." Sunbae says as he sees me

"Hey..."

"Wha......... my .....my wish ....comes true?" He says

"What wish sunbae?"

"To....see.... y....." he says and falls asleep on my arm

Great..... haaaaa how to carry him now? Hahahaaaaaaaa

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