"Baekhyun!" Ana snaps me out of my thoughts

"Aww?"

"What's wrong? This ain't like you" she says

"His crush didn't show up at Mongryong walking time. Been 3 days." Jun says

"At school too.... I feel like he's been avoiding even to meet with my eyes" i say

"Umm.... Suddenly?" Analyn says

"Imm... suddenly *sigh* I wonder if he okay?"

"Ya.. worry about yourself will you?" Jun says

"Aish! I will"

Well, I'm not feeling good for past 3 days...
Is he busy?
Or .... Is he and his ex girlfriend get back together?
Or is Jjareu sick?

Or is he sick??

Urghhhhhhh I wanna see himmmm
I wanna talk to him... duhhhhhhh

Hopefully.... Hopefully he might come to evening walk...
Please
Pleaseeeeeeeee

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Evening

Well, I'm just gonna check for awhile..
I'm not even bringing Mongryong and head to the park

May be I can just look at him from afar if he's in the park.
May be he's just avoiding me because I was being bothersome

I will just..... just from the far .....

"Achooo! It's quite chilly today" I say to myself

"Baekhyun ya"

I quickly turn around and... it's himmmmmmmmmmm

"Sunbae!"

"Mongryong isn't here today?"

"Ah... that's...... he's not feeling quite well so...."

"I see."

"Hello Jjareu.. long time no see" I pat Jjareu's head

"It has been awhile right? Shall we sit somewhere and talk?" Sunbae asks

"Imm.. sure, sunbae!"

We go and sit at the near bench to talk

"Sunbae.. are you feeling unwell these days?" I ask  "because you didn't walk Jjareu these days"

"Ah... these days I'm quite busy during evenings. You know I mentioned about my ex girlfriend"

"N..Nae..."

"She's back from abroad so.. i been following her around and helping her with this and that"

"I...I see. Seems like things are going on well between you two again"

"She said she will give me answer in a week"

"Ah... that's.... Nice... Good luck Sunbae"

"Thank you baekhyun ya... I know you are a very kind hoobae. And baekhyun ya..."

"Nae?"

"I heard.... I mean... my friends told me that.... You are..... a homosexual"

"I..... Does that make you uncomfortable sunbae? To be around me?" I ask

I can clearly see that.... the reason why he's avoiding me and.... why is he bringing up about his ex girlfriend thing.

He's ... very uncomfortable being with me

"No... it's not that ... I'm very comfortable around you"

Sunbae is just... so kind .... That he can't even lie

"Are you worried that I might like you or something? Haha. Don't worry sunbae. It's not like that."

"Ah... I see. I knew it. Haha"

"So sunbae. I will go first now. Because I gotta feed Mongryong"

"Aww.. sure Baekhyun ya"

"Nae. See you"

"Ah.. baekhyun ya.."

"Nae?"

"Please come over tomorrow night for dinner. My treat"

Omgggggg.... How can i.... Not accept it???!!!!

"Nae sunbae. See you!"

May be he is just inviting me because he felt bad about asking that.
Well, for me too, I can't refuse it.
Hehe...
I can just stare at him.. even tho he will not fall for me.
He is really a high quality crush
It's such a waste that I have to give up soon

*take a deep breathe*

Anywayyyy, I will stare him the wholeeee timeee tomorrow hehe.
And I hope he will cook for us. Hehe...
Something that handsome Park Chanyeol ssi's cook!!!!

———————The Next Evening——————

*Ding Dong*

"Aw Baekhyun ya! Come in" Sunbae comes and open the door

Hehe... today is the dayyyyy
I am gonna eat dinner with him hehe
Is this a dream??!!!

"Make yourself home Baekhyun ya"

"Ah... Nae sunbae" I say  and I can see him going into the kitchen

Aigooooooo
He's cooking?!!!!!!!

"Do you usually cook?"

"Ah, yeah ... my mom taught me not to eat outside food a lot. Plus I always watch her cook so."

"You must be a great cook then"

"Haha... just mixing this and that to make a dish"

"Well, I can only make ramen tho" I shrug

"Haha... there are a lot out there so don't worry" he says as he focuses again on the cooking

I take a seat on the bar counter seat and stare at him cooking

Aigoooooo
Such a manly back he gets there
Byun Baekhyun.. don't drool ... your mouth is really watering

I can just stare him the whole dayyyyyyy
Or dayssssssss

"Baekhyun ya... why are you being quiet today?" He asks

Because I'm busy staring at you sunbae

"Ah... haha because sunbae is so focus on cooking so"

"You can drink wine right?"

"Of course sunbae"

"What are your drinking habits, baekhyun ya"

"Hmm... i don't have very ugly ones. I just fall asleep right away. Haha"

"That's very convenient drunk habit for your friends hahahah... some like to cry, shout, fight or do stupid things"

"I knowww.. my best friend girlfriend who's also my best friend is like that too.. she gets angry whenever she's drunk"

"Haha girls huh."

"Yeah."

"So Baekhyun ya. Are there anyone that you are interested right now? You don't need to hide to me or anything"

"Ah...." I don't know why but.... It kinda stings in my chest "Currently not yet... I am still finding"

All I can do is... lie

"Well as I said... we all are still young right"

"Haha.. right sunbae"

"Okay.. just a bit more and it's ready to be served"

"Can't wait to taste"
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After awhile, he starts plating and prepare wine and candle
It is just like a dateeeeeeeee

"Here..... and... knife and fork... and done" he says

"Wow... do you always eat this fancy everyday?"

"Haha.. well, I have not much thing to do in the evening. Plus it must be a habit because I used to live together with my ex girlfriend back in Paris.

We kinda decided to study there so, we lived together for about 6 months? Or more. She likes Italian food a lot like pastas or steaks or pizzas. And eating out everyday is very troublesome for us too.

And she really likes fancy things a lot. That's why I ended up eating like.. how to call, aesthetically? Haha"

They lived together?
Wow... ha...haha....
He really loves her. Doesn't he?
It really does sting inside my chest

"Take a bite Baekhyun ya.."

"Ah.. Nae"

I say as I take a bite on the steak

"Hmmm... it's really good sunbae!"

"Is that so? Haha. I'm glad. Drink some wine too Baekhyun ya"

"Nae sunbae"

Even tho it was a very bad feeling inside my chest, the meal was still good
Plus my crush even cooked for me so... yeahhh

And I don't know how many cups it has been but, we kept drinking wine

I can see sunbae's cheeks getting redden. And I find is so cute
The way he's feeling tipsy .... That tone of voice

I think I'm in love.
Or may be I'm drunk.
But I like this moment. Right here. Right now.

He's just so dreamy. So good looking.
What is it like to be in love with him?
What is it like to be love by him?

"Ah... baekhyun ya... Sunbae is already feeling dizzy ... hahah... I'm gonna lie down for a bit" Sunbae says as he lies down on his couch

I go and sit down on the floor beside his couch

"Sunbae"

"Hmm?"

"Do you like your ex girlfriend a lot?"

"Of course... I want her back so much"

"I wonder what's feel like to be loved"

"It's good.... It's really.......... Good"

"Sunbae..."

"Hmm?"

"Sunbae..."

"........"

"Do you think I will be loved by someone?"

"........"

"Sunbae?"

"........."

I turn around and knee before his couch and watch him closely as he is sleeping

"Sunbae.... Sleep?"

I bet he's really sleeping .... *chuckle* you can't even handle this much wine huh?
Why you gotta be so handsome?

Eyebrows, eyes, this pointy nose.. sharp jawline.... And.... And..... these lips...

I wanna.... Kiss....

He's ...asleep right?
I will leave right after this.... Right... after a peck ... on his lips

I lean in slowly and....he smells really good...

And.....

*loud thud*

"Ahhh!" I scream in pain as he pushes me with all his focus and I hit my head with table

"What the fuck are you doing?!!!" He shouts "Are you fucking out of your mind?!!! Why are you so dirty?!! Like fuck!!!" He yells at me

No.... No....
Noooo.....

Noises start ringing in my head and... no... not now...

"Please.... Stop...."

"What the fuck! You fucking gay!!!" He continues shouting at me "Get out! Get the fuck out of my house!!!"

"Please don't shout.. please don't hit me.. please don't hit me... please don't hit me... please don't hit me....."

————————Chanyeol's POV———————

"please don't hit me.... please don't hit me..... please don't hit me" he keeps mumbling that word as he keeps hitting his head with his hands or ears?

What the fuck... does he go crazy or what?

"Ya! I said get out!!!"

"please don't hit me.... please don't hit me......."

Is he crying? And why is he trembling so much like a coward?

The fuck!

"Ya.... Get out when I am....."

He rushes out of my house while he keeps mumbling that word

'please don't hit me'

What the fuck....what a freak
Sangjae and Dongwu were right

That's gross.

Fuckkkk!!! Why the fuck is he keep saying that word 'please don't hit me'

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