"Depending on you"

What am I even saying??!!!!!!
What if I offend him?
And.... Why is he looks like a lost puppy?

"Baekhyun..... I....."

*Phone Rings*

"Go answer it first..." he says and he went upstairs to his bedroom

I check the ID and it's from Jun.
Why he has to be calling at this timeeeeee?!!!!

B - aww.. Jun-naa

J - I will come and pick you up

B - what? What do you mean?

J - you lied to your mother that I was sick? And you are at his house making him food? Baekhyun! Are you out of your mind?!

B - Jun...

J - I'm coming right now so come down when I call you again

B - I won't

J - what?!

B - I won't... come back for awhile.

J - Byun Baekhyun...

B - he.... He needs me....

J - he's toxic to you! Don't you get it? He will just hurt you.

B - he.... He changed...

J - Baekhyun... PEOPLE DON'T CHANGE EASILY..

B - Jun.... I'm... im happy that... he is needing me right now... Jun-naa.... I think I really love him.

J - ..........

B - I'm .... Sorry....

J - so what about me?

B - what do you mean?

J - ....... Nothing... I will come and pick you up around evening so you must come back with me

*End Call*

What the.... What is wrong with Jun?
He is very moody these days and he always ends up quarrelling with Ana too.
Ana is also crying these days ... urgh.... It's bad to be in the middle of couple who are both your friends

"Wait... it is not the time to worry about them." I mumble and follow sunbae to upstairs

He's not in his bedroom...

"done talking?"

.....he..... he just came out of shower... with... just with a towel on his waist 🤧✌️
It's been awhile I last see... I mean.... Wait... am I blushing?

"Baekhyun?"

"Aww! Nae?!"

"Why are you shouting?"

"N..nothing...haha.."

"I took a shower because i slept with cold sweats earlier ..."

"Ah... hahaha... of course of course..." Byun Baekhyun.. stop being awkward

"What's wrong? Are you being uncomfortable with me?"

"N....no.... Why?"

"You sound awkward"

Eh.... He... knows..

"It's just... it's been awhile......."

"Awhile what?"

"I........ nothing... go wear something quickly..." I say

He chuckles a little and "Perv" he says

"Ehhhhhhh!!!! Sunbae!!!!"

"Hahaha... perv"

"I am not!"
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After he finishes dressed up... we just lie down on bed side by side... looking up the empty ceiling.....

You know the talk is going to be serious....
And I'm nervous.
What if... sunbae gives up on me already?

"Sunbae..."

"Hmm?"

"Let's be honest... for about 30 minutes..."!

"........ okay..."

"Promise me.... You will not lie..."

"Imm.. I won't"

"So....... Why aren't you coming to school these days?"

"Because.... I don't wanna be seen by you or see you."

"And why is that?"

"You hate me... now... right? Because of that... because of every of my mistakes..."

"Why didn't you even contact me...after you found out that I moved out?"

"It is because of your mother. I feel guilty if I ever contact you. She came to me and told me to stay away... I mean.. stay out of your life. That I'm not the one for you. And that you deserve happiness... or the best..."

"It's because...."

"Baekhyun ya.... She's not wrong. You know that?.... I don't think I can treat you nice... I'm not... that kind of man that your mom wants you to meet... haha... we really sounds like a typical couple who are in serious matter..."

"Sunbae .... I......"

"Baekhyun ya.... You should accept that guy... Kris..."

"What?!" I quickly sit up and "I told you to be honest for 30 minutes!"

"I'm..." he says and also sits on bed

"Is that because you can't date a guy? Is this because you can't show me to the public?! What's so wrong with us being together?..... you have.... You have feelings for me, aren't you?"

"How can I not?" He says and cups my face with his two big hands "I love you...tho I'm very late to found about myself...."

"Then? What else do we need? I... I love you sunbae.... I don't hate you or anything..... I just...I am just waiting for you...."

"I won't be able to make you happy."

"Why?.... Why is that? Why is it so difficult for you to try? Why do you... why do you give up at the start? Why don't you try with me?"

"Baekhyun....I.... I'm not ready..." he says as he taps his forehead with mine. "I might hurt you... I don't want that anymore..."

I get away from him and stand up "Sunbae... you are... you are such a coward..... or .... May be you never have feelings for me... Jun is right... people just don't change easily..."

"Baekhyun ya..... you know I'm am being honest... 30 minutes isn't up yet.."

"Show me"

"Show what?"

"Show me that you really love me... if 30 minutes isn't up yet"

"Baekhyun..."

"Kiss me... or let's have sex now... hold me... hold me as if you are going crazy if losing me... let's... let's have sex..."

"I can't..... I won't... I won't touch you that way..."

"No" I say and take out my shirt... "let's do it.... You always have sex with me...."

"Baekhyun..."

"Why won't you touch me!!!?!!" I say as... my tears starts falling down... "Why won't you touch me nowww!!!"

He stands up and hold my face and..... leans in ....

And he kisses me......

How much I love him?
How deeply did I fall for him already?

I can't believe I love him this much.... without even knowing....
I was just playing around having crush on people... how did I end up being this serious...
Like I want this man so bad....

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He cried a lot... what a crybaby
His eyes are all red and puffy... and tip of his nose too.

Bet he is tired after crying... he falls asleep right away.

'Why?.... Why is that? Why is it so difficult for you to try? Why do you... why do you give up at the start? Why don't you try with me?'

Give up?
Why would I?
I haven't even started yet.
I even just realised that I love you... how can I give up on you, dummy?

*Phone Buzzing*

It's Baekhyun's phone and his best friend... Jun is calling
Well, I should tell him that I will send him back

C - yes?

J - Where is he? I'm coming up to take him.

C - hey.. I'm not hurting him so, why don't you let him be for tonight?

J - what? Why would I trust a guy like you? You hurt him..

C - well, then... you should trust your best friend. Aren't you? He's staying because he's fine.

J - what?!

C - he's sleeping. I will be sending him back tonight or tomorrow morning. Don't worry.

J - if you touch him... I will not stay still

C - well then..

I say and hang up the call.

And as soon as I hung up his phone... a message arrives to my phone .

It's from my father.
I don't know what he and his wife are planning but... they are really a pain in the ass.

'Son, how about the flight at the end of this month? Your uncle can clean your place slowly after you leave. Just come back to Italy and we will arrange for your school here. Let me know after you decide' - Dad

Just.... Why do they want me back?
How am I going to leave this boy here?
Just... how can I?

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