"I like you"

I.... Almost stop crying because I couldn't believe what I heard.

Kris... likes me?
So Jun was right .... And was I being too dense?

"K..kris.."

"Don't say anything." He pulls me into a hug again "I know you like that guy. That sunbae of yours. I'm not asking you to answer me back right now. Just.... I'm just letting you know... I was going to confess tonight when you come over to my house but, seeing you like this....

I want you to know that... liking someone same gender is normal... but those who can't understand will never understand you and I'm here."

"Wait...." I push him a little "Kris.. I think you are *sniff* mistaken... you are not even gay..."

"It's just a person liking another. Do we need to describe it by name? If so, then, I'm gay too, Baek"

"I ..... I'm confused..... I'm sorry...."

"Shall we have dinner the next day? I will send you back home then."

Wait... if I go back home now, what if I run into him again?
I don't want to see him now...
I... I don't want to see him anymore

"Kris..."

"Hmm?"

"Can i sleep over at your house tonight?"

"Why not?! Let's go up. You haven't had your dinner yet ... right?"

"Imm, I haven't"

"Great. I kinda already prepared so... hehe"

All I am feeling right now is embarrass....
My eyes are so red and puffy and my nose too.
I can't believe I cried in front of Kris.
For god sake.

"Sorry Kris, I couldn't be there when you moved into this new house"

"Well, all I got was luggages of my clothes. You don't need to be sorry"

We go up to his penthouse and...
My jaw ... just dropped.

"Woahhhhhh" I say as I run into his house like a dumb kid.

Man, this is luxurious.

"Is this your liking?" He asks

"My liking? Penthouses are indeed really no... super niceeeeee"

The vibe is totally different from sunbae's.
May be because of the decoration is brighter?

Wait.... *mentally sigh* why am I thinking again?

"Come over often. This house is too big for myself alone"

"Hehe, I will of course"

"And... come.." he gently pulls my hand and head to dining.

"You... prepared these?"

"I told you right? I was going to confess you"

"Kris..."

"Well, don't be burdened about that too much. I just want to come clean to you. Hiding my feelings is like lying to you so... I just want to let you know.

You don't have to feel the same as me.
Even if you don't choose me, I will be the same for you as I am right now"

Why is.... Kris is too gentle and... kind?
Only if .... Only if he's a few percent as gentle as kris....

"Kris... you are.... Really a great .. no... best person...... I won't... I won't let you down... but i need time.... I don't know what I am saying but... I know this is selfish but...."

"Baek... take your time. Hmm? I will wait here. Always" he says and gives a peck on my forehead

"Use me as your safe place" kris says

Do I even deserve him?

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"Ah... fuckkkkk"

I left my books and files in my car

"What the fuck is wrong with me?" I mumble and go back to parking lot.

"Ehh, Krissss... hahaha"

I stop as I see him... getting out of the guy's car ....
And, he is smiling.
All I remember is how he looked at me with eyes full of disgust.

But look at him smiling at that guy.

As expected, as soon as his eyes laid on me, his facial expression changed.
His inside t-shirt is still from yesterday's evening.
And the coat he's wearing seem to be big.

He slept at that guy's place... huh?
This is.... Irritating.

It should be me.... Why is ... that guy with him?

They walk pass by me and.... I couldn't even ... move.
I want to grab onto him and talk with him.
But I'm scared that I would further make him hate me.

*Phone Ringing*

It's from Dongwu .... Why is everyone so fucking annoying?

C - what?

D - you free tonight right?

C - so?

D - come to xxxx Club tonight. The VIP lounge.

C - I'm not into drinking these days

D - Just come overrrrrr duh! I will lots of girls tonight.

C - what a pain in the ass

D - come over.. okay?! We will be there all night long.

C - yeah yeah... whatever

Drinking and sex
Drinking and sex
Fun and sex

All I do is those things... kinda sick of it now.
May be I can forget Byun Baekhyun if I keep sleeping with girls.
Sex with a guy?
I must be out of my mind.

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Night <Around 9:30pm>

I'm am here at the private nightclub because that son of a bitch... *sigh* Dongwu won't stop calling my phone and asking me to come over.

The whole day too, I kept running into him.
I kept seeing him here and there.

Semester break is soon so, I won't be able to see him at school.
May be that's when I can ... you know, get him outta my head ... no matter why he's in my head.

Why did I became so interested in him?
Haha... funny.
Me to a gay guy?
*scoff* please

"Let's drink tonight and have fun huh." I mumble and go into the VIP lounge

As soon as I get into the lounge....
What.... the......

Why is he here?

"Oiiiiiiii!!!! The main and special guest is hereeeeee... our Chanyeollieeee" Dongwu says

"Oppaaaa!!! We prepared you a best gift!"  One of the random girls says

Dongwu runs towards me and says

"You know.... We teased him a little before you came here... he was struggling so I kinda hehe.. gave him a punch... he's not dead yet but.... I think his manhole will be tighter than pussies... haha.... Okay okay!!! Since you are the main one, we will let you open him first! And then we w......"

*punch*

I .... Punched him.....

"What the... fuck.." I mumble

I see Byun Baekhyun half stripped and laid on the table... his lips a bit bleeding.

What's worse is..... he's trembling.....
I can see his tears dripping down.....
and his mouth.... He seems to be mumbling
The panic attack....

I feel like my blood are boiling inside of me... to see him like this....

"Yo man..... you punched him really bad... Dongwu .. hey ... wake up!" Another guy is attending Dongwu who fainted

"Who else touched him?" I mumble

"What?! Oppa! Are you out of your mind?"

"I asked who else touched him?!!!!!!" I shout and pushed the girl away

Everyone back out a little....
I walk towards him and...... he's really trembling...
I can't help but.... Clench my fist

"Who did this?" I ask

"Sorry man... Dongwu told us to strip him and he started punching him.." One of the guys says

"Don't hit me
Don't hit me
Please don't hit me..
Please... don't shout at me...
Don't hit me....
Don't hit me..."

He keeps mumbling....

Even when I try to embrace and carry him... he struggles and start screaming and panicking

"Hey.. hey... it's me..." I try to calm him down but.... He is really....

Fuck!
I will kill that fucking Dongwu

"Please... don't shout at me...
Don't hit me....
Don't hit me..."

I carry him and about to walk out of the lounge but...

I step on that fucking Dongwu's hand with all my weight

"Tell him to come and ask money from me for the hospital bill" I say and walk out of the lounge

"No... no don't hit me... please... no.... *sob* don't.... Don't....."

"Why are you even here? How did you get here?"

"Don't hit me... don't hit... don't hit me... ahhhhhh... nooooo!!!!"

Everyone was watching us as we walk out of this private club and he even starts screaming

There's no point in talking him huh?

We get to our car and i put him gently into backseat.
All the way he screams and struggles in my embrace hitting my face and chest

"Baekhyun... baekhyun ya...Hey... clam down.."

"Nooo!!! Don't hit me!!! Don't.... Don't hit mee!!! Ahhhhh!!!"

"Hey, calm down... shushhhh.... Baekhyun ...."

"Don't.... Don't hit me... please ...... don't hit me....."

"H...." How to clam him down.....
wait.... Please don't be mad....

"Hope you won't be mad at me..."

I say and plant my lips on his and shutting him out.
My heart is beating so fast....
Fuck.... He is not kissing me back but still..... his lips.... are so soft for a guy... don't you think?

Fuck... I want more... I want more...
He slowly stops struggling under me and... starts kissing me back...

His tongue.... I want it....
But his weak arms pushes me slightly and we break the kiss

"See.... This is the true cure to your panic attacks" I say

" *sob* you.... You are so..... selfish sunbae..... you are... the worst...."

"Am I?"

He nods
Fuck.... He is so cute....
I'm not even drunk or tipsy.

I tap my forehead on his and gets closer to his face

"I wish I could kiss you again now"

".....no...."

"No? Baekhyun ya..... you still... have feelings for me.... Right?"

"Stop....sunbae...."

"I do.... Too..... I do have some feelings for you.... Baekhyun ya"

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