"Baekhyunee!! Haha.. you are so cuteeeee" girls from our travelling club shout at I walk towards them

We are now at the airport ready to depart to Jeju.

"Total is 14 people travelling. So total 7 rooms. 4 girls can get 2 rooms and 10 guys 5 rooms. 2 in each" the club president says

"Whaaa... it is an easy math hahaha" all other members make fun of him

They are too cute.
But 14? Only 13 here. Is the last one late?

It is a bit lonely to travel without Ana or Jun. Or even Kris.
I mean, I'm close with this club members too but .... I told Ana and Jun to join this club but UwU .. they never do.
They are secretly having dates without me huh!
Haha. Of course they need their private couple time.

"Oh! Chanyeol!!! Hereee!!"

What ?!!!
He is here???
Why? I mean.... He is not the type to join ... if I knew he was going to join then I wouldn't be.

It has been 3 weeks since that day.
Since I know almost all of his class schedules, I totally tried not to run into him.

I should have ask the club president before confirming.

"Thanks to Chanyeol ssi here, he sponsored us a better hotel with better rooms. And also flight too, he moves us to business class from economy class."

I don't even want to look at him.
I should stay far from him as much as I can.

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On the plane, I sat as far as I can from him.
All I have to do is to choose a different room than him.

But as soon as we arrive at the hotel, I can't hold back the urge to pee so I rush to the toilet first.
And when I came back, club president is waiting for me with my room card.

So I head to the room. I wonder who is a roommate .
I'm sure sunbae won't share a room with others so he probably will get himself a nicer room. Like suite.

I would be over the clouds if I could use this room alone hehe

I finally arrive to my room and go in.

"Excuse me..."

To my disappointment....

"You" he says

My luck.
It is worst.

"Sorry sunbae. I didn't know this room was yours. I will go change with someone else so, excuse me"

"Hey"

"Nae?"

"Everyone would be resting and settling now. Just share a room here and bare for 2 nights."

"Ah, Nae"

Bare? It is you, sunbae. Who should bare.
Ahhhhh, this is so awkward.

"If you are not showering. I will do first" he says

"Nae sunbae."

😭😭 I don't want to stay together with himmmm
Let me change roommmmmmm

...........

After resting for a bit, our group went out for the whole evening for tour and sightseeing.

UwU I miss Jun and Analyn
And kris...
And my Mongryongggggg

We had a dinner and a few drinks and come back to hotel

So tiring
My legs are about of give up

And another reality struck me hard that I'm sharing the same room as sunbae

I quickly wash up first and sit out at the room balcony so that I won't need to talk with sunbae

*Phone Ringing*

Caller ID - My Lady

B - hey, my beautiful lady. How is everything?

Mom - as playful as usual. Haha. Your mom is really ageing.

B - but I'm sure you are the most beautiful lady for me

Mom - of course . For you.

B - so, is everything okay with cafe?

Mom - it is, son. These days we can even made new menus

B - wow. I really should come visit soon

Mom - come quick. Bring Jun and his girlfriend too

B - of course hehe

Mom - son

B - Nae mom

Mom - I have something to tell you.... Or confess

B -yes.. go ahead mom

Mom - I.... I'm thinking of getting married again ...

*Sunbae comes out to balcony and put blanket on my shoulder and sits on a chair next to me*

B - o..oh.... I.... Really? That's... that's a good thing.. no... It's A Great thing mom

Mom - my baby.... I'm ... I'm sorry..

B - Ehh... why would you be mom? You know I'm the happiest person for you. I'm always proud for you and you are free to find your own happiness

Mom - please come over here soon , son.

B - I will. So, mom. See you then

Mom - see you son. Mom loves you the most

B - I love you the most too

I hang up the call...
And why is he sitting here??!!!
And why... why did he give me a blanket?

"Here" he gives me a can of beer "Your Mom?"

"Nae"

"How's everything?" he speaks to me

"Everything is fine ... sunbae?"

"Not really... and I haven't seen you around at school lately"

Haha.. because I was trying to avoid you

"I just.. don't stay on campus that much lately" I say and sip on my beer

"I see..... Baekhyun ya"

I'm... quite shock... why is he calling me like that?
It's... strange

"Nae"

"Do you hate me?"

Of course... I do
Obviously.

"No sunbae"

Well, nice words are necessity politeness

"The truth. You don't need to lie to me"

The truth huh.... *mentally take a deep breath in*

"I do hate you but I understand you at the same time. It's not your fault that you can't understand gay things. But insulting is a bit not understandable... for me"

"I'm sorry"

"Nae?"

Did sunbae ... just apologise me?
What is he acting up this time?

"I'm .... Really sorry for what I did, Baekhyun ya"

"A...ah.... It's... okay... thanks for apologising"

"You don't need to be awkward around me.. and I want to ... you know... stay close like we used to"

Were we even .... Close?

"I... i am not awkward around you sunbae.. it's just ....achoo!"

"Thanks god I brought you a blanket. You are weak to cold aren't you"

Oh... that's why?

"Haha... yeah..."

"And I really wanna know... why you have a panic attacks ...... or is that very personal?"

"It's ... personal"

"It's okay...then"

He says .... Well, he is being nice to me out for sudden.
May be he really feels bad about how he were this whole time.
Plus, beer is making me tipsy so it is a good time to talk.

"I .... Had a bad childhood."

"Bad one?"

"Imm.. it's like... how to I phrase this. My friends said .... I had an abusive father. Even tho, I don't really see him that way, may be because he's my father"

"Ah, sorry..."

"It's okay... he wasn't originally like that. It all started when his company hit the hell bottom, he lost his money ... slowly he lost his company.

Every day, nights, he started to drink at home. Whenever he got drunk, he started to hit me. Shouted at me. Locked me in the empty dark and cold room.

Where I can't see anything, with boxes piles up around me, cold... dark... empty.... painful bruises ...

It was fine for me when he kept hitting me whenever he drunk. But later, he started to hit my mom too.

Jun was always there protecting me. Taking me to his house. Being with me.

I couldn't even go to school for one month during my middle school year. I broke my leg because my father stepped onto it with all his strength.

I should say mom did a good decision divorcing him.
Both me and mom are traumatised with this and that because of him.

Haha... I'm talking so much aren't I?"

"No! I mean..... thanks for telling me.... And... I'm sorry .... About that time..."

"Well, you didn't do that on purpose anyway.. that's okay.... Hehe... I'm all tipsy. I really am a light weighted. And it's ... so cold. I will go in first now sunbae. And thanks for your apolo.... Achoo! Hehe... thanks for your apology"

I say and go into room
He also follows in

"Achooo!" Ah.... I think I'm very weak to cold huh 🥲🥲
It's colddddddd

I get onto bed and under my blanket

I'm not sure  I get Colder after drinking alcohol or I'm just weak to cold

Haha... I wonder i......

"S...sunbae?!"

He gets onto my bed and hugs me from behind

"Quiet. You are trembling because of cold"

"Ah... it's okay.. I will get warm later on so..."

"Just sleep now"

How to sleep????????
When he really..... he really is hugging me!!!!

What's... what's wrong with sunbae?
What is he playing at this time?

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